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Chapter 100 The Collision of Freedom and Courage (ask for a monthly ticket!)
"I don't like to fight, and I won't fight with you." Chen Yanxi shook his head and said, "Because such a fight is meaningless."

"So, what you mean is that the things you care about don't include Wang Ge?"

Gu Panyan glanced at her playfully, and then at the little cihuamao named Xiaoge who was serious about cooking, the meaning was self-evident.

Even Ni's cat is named after him, if you say you don't care, no one will believe it.

"First of all, Wang Ge is a living and thinking person, not something or an item to fight for."

Chen Yanxi said to her seriously: "His behavior is completely controlled by his free will, not by the competition between you and me."

Gu Panyan frowned slightly.

Chen Yanxi looked at her, and continued: "Secondly, it's the first time I like someone when I grow up, so of course I care about him."

"But what I care about is him, not my relationship with him."

"Feeling is not a necessity for me, it is something that can be discarded at any time. If he wants to live with you and cut off contact with me, this is completely acceptable to me."

"I didn't want to establish an intimate relationship with others. Being alone all my life is also a very ideal state of life."

Gu Panyan still frowned: "Don't you want to be with him?"

"Of course I think, after all, I like him."

Chen Yanxi looked at her and said softly, "But, compared to this, I hope that he can freely choose to live the life he wants."

"Huh?" Gu Panyan couldn't understand.

"It may seem hypocritical of me to say this, but I still want to tell you."

"Everyone expresses their concern for others in different ways." She said earnestly, "Because of my personal reasons, my concern for Wang Ge does not mean that I must possess him, but that I will respect, and Support every choice he makes of free will - even if it's a choice away from me."

Just like he respected and supported the choices I made before.Chen Yanxi added in her heart.

Gu Panyan stared at her, frowning slightly.

Because of her previous special experience, she has the ability to easily see through other people's inner thoughts.

Therefore, she can deeply feel that every word of the girl in front of her is from the heart, and none of it is a lie.

She finally understood why Wang Ge was so fascinated by this girl.

Such a strong personal charm overwhelms people like a tide, if she is a man, she will also be fascinated.

However, understanding is understanding, fascination is fascination, Gu Panyan does not agree with her approach.

There are many sufferings in the world, but happiness and beauty are too rare.

Suffering needs courage to overcome, and the rare happiness and beauty need courage to fight for and boldly hold it tightly in your hands.

Once you miss it, you may never have it again.

Why does happiness and beauty require courage as well?It is because in Gu Panyan's understanding, the unhappiness experienced by most people is often due to lack of courage, lack of courage to obtain happiness.

A simple example, you like a good-looking and excellent opposite sex, but you dare not pursue or confess. You feel that you are not good-looking, have a poor figure, have no money, or have a bad family, so you feel a little inferior , I feel that the other party may look down on you, so I dare not confess.

But at its root, what you are afraid of is not that the other party looks down on you. What you are afraid of is that you will be rejected, that you will be laughed at by others, that you will be treated as a licking dog and have nothing, and that you will get nothing in exchange for your efforts. I became a clown in the mouth of others.

This kind of fear is the expression of lack of courage.

If you don't have the courage to even try, how can you know whether you will succeed in the end?
Therefore, in Gu Panyan's view, Chen Yanxi's idea is a manifestation of lack of courage and dare not try.

Lack of the courage to achieve happiness even against free will.

Of course, Gu Panyan would not argue with Chen Yanxi, it was not in her character to argue, and it was useless.

She feels that Chen Yanxi has no courage, and Chen Yanxi may feel that she does not respect the individual's free will. Both of them have a set of mature views and ideas. Gu Panyan's views are more realistic, and Chen Yanxi's ideas are more ideal. no one.

And there is a high probability that Chen Yanxi will not argue with her.

So Gu Panyan just applauded Chen Yanxi lightly: "It's wonderful, should I praise your noble sentiments and praise your great character?"

"Everyone has a different opinion on this kind of thing. There is no distinction between high and low, noble and vulgar."

Chen Yanxi lowered her head to eat, "I'm just explaining my thoughts to you, this is also part of the 'ritual'."

Gu Panyan raised his eyebrows: "Then, what about the 'soldier' ​​part?"

"That's something in the future, I'm not sure." Chen Yanxi shook his head, "Maybe there will be, or maybe there won't be."

She wants to reshape herself. Once the reshaping is completed, the inherent concept is broken, and she thinks about the problem from a different angle. Maybe she will make a completely different choice.

Gu Panyan stared at her, and suddenly laughed: "I suddenly remembered a very interesting thing."

"Let's talk while eating." Chen Yanxi said, "The food is getting cold."

"Row."

Gu Panyan picked up the chopsticks, ate, and said, "You said you respect and support his choice, and want him to live the life he wants, right?"

"Ah."

"Then what if the life that scumbag wants is to be in two boats?"

Gu Panyan looked at her with playful eyes, "What if he wants the two of us to be his girlfriends together? Will you still support him?"

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Chen Yanxi replied without the slightest hesitation, "I respect his choice and support him to work hard for what he wants to achieve."

"But it doesn't mean that I have to agree to him. Relationship is a matter between two people. While I support his choice, I must also respect my own will."

She calmly said: "What kind of choice has been made, what kind of responsibility must be taken on, if his goal conflicts with my will, then it is his responsibility to resolve this conflict, and he has to make a decision. s hard work."

"Tsk, a genius is a genius, and what you say is different."

The corner of Gu Pan's mouth curled up in a mocking arc, "Then, Miss Genius, tell me, if that scumbag really wants to step on two boats, can you accept it?"

This time, Chen Yanxi hesitated for a few seconds before shaking his head: "I don't know."

"I don't know?" Gu Panyan was a little surprised.

Such a rational and sober girl, is there anything she can't decide?
"For me now, I really can't accept it." Chen Yanxi said softly, "But for me in the future, that is something that is completely uncertain."

"Thinking about future choices with the current mentality is disrespect for the future and irresponsible for the present."

　Suddenly found that the chapter number seems to be wrong, missing a Chapter 96
　　It’s just that the chapter number is wrong, and the content is not missing. It should not be a big problem. It’s quite troublesome to change the chapters on the shelves. I’m too lazy to change it. You can just read it normally.
　　
　
(End of this chapter)