My 1991.

Chapter 200, Doubt, Self-awareness
The third call was to "Uncle" Chen Long's home.

"Hello, who are you?"

A middle-aged female voice.

"Hi, I'm Lu An, I'm looking for Sister Qingchi."

The person over there turned around and called Meng Qingchi to answer the phone, saying that someone named Lu An was looking for you.

"Xiao An."

Ten seconds later, Meng Qingchi took the receiver.

"Sister Qingchi, are you busy recently?"

"Well, running back and forth between school and the hospital is indeed quite busy."

Lu An tried a few words, and after seeing that Meng Qingchi did not respond, he stopped talking about men and women, but chattered about trivial matters in life.

He found out that as long as the relationship between men and women is not discussed, Sister Qingchi is still the same Sister Qingchi, gentle and considerate, understanding, and caring for him very much.

After 40 minutes of calling, the two said it was effective, and there were endless topics of chatter. Finally, the time was up and it was time to report to the hospital before hanging up.

Seeing her finish the phone call, her aunt asked Meng Qingchi: "Qingchi, this boy looks for you every now and then, is he pursuing you?"

Meng Qingchi's heart skipped a beat. Although the matter was true, she had to deal with it perfunctorily, otherwise the family would find out, and it would be terrible.She couldn't explain it to her family.

While going out, she explained the relationship between the Lu and Meng families.

Unexpectedly, after listening to it, my aunt patted her forehead and said, "It turned out to be him. I heard your mother and your brother talk about it a few times, saying that Qing Shui likes him very much, and that he went to Shanghai Stock Exchange because of him, right?"

Meng Qingchi didn't deny it, "Qingshui really loves Xiao'an."

My aunt gossiped, "Do you have any photos?"

There is a photo of him in his room, but Meng Qingchi knows that he can't say it. After all, his aunt is also the vice principal of Yali Middle School.

She shook her head: "Not here, the group photos of the few of us were left in Baoqing and didn't bring them here."

The aunt felt a little regretful, and finally asked: "Next time you have time, bring it here, let my aunt have a look, and see what the boy who can fascinate Qing Shui looks like?"

Meng Qingchi smiled and had no choice but to respond verbally.

After parting, she was thinking, it seems that Xiao An can't be allowed to call her uncle's house in the future, otherwise she will be exposed sooner or later.

But after a few steps, he dismissed the idea again.I still have to talk to Xiao An once a month at my uncle's house. If the interruption is too abrupt, it will easily arouse suspicion.

Thinking of Xiao An, she raised her head and looked to the east. There was a rising sun there, which was so golden that it dyed the surrounding clouds red. He should be very popular with girls in Nantah University, right?

Standing at the intersection for a while, until the niece disappeared, the aunt regained her composure and walked back.At this time, there was no one at home, and everyone had gone to work, so she went straight to the coffee table, picked up the phone, called Baoqing, and Baoqing People's Hospital.

"Sister, are you busy now?"

As soon as the phone was connected, my aunt greeted Li Meng like this.

Li Meng put the bag on the table: "Just arrived at the office, sister-in-law, you called me so early today, is there something wrong?"

My aunt tentatively asked: "It's okay, I'll just ask, last time you told me that Qing Shui liked a boy named Lu An, how is the relationship between the two now? Are you in a relationship?"

Li Meng was surprised: "Hey, why did you think about asking this question today?"

My aunt said: "Qingshui called home this morning, and our family took turns chatting with her for a long time. After hanging up the phone, I suddenly thought of this.

You said, a girl who is born so well, but has liked a boy since junior high school, my curiosity was aroused, and I wanted to see what the other person looked like on a whim? "

Li Meng admired this junior Xiao An from the bottom of his heart, and immediately praised: "There is nothing to choose from, it is better than Zhenhai when he was young."

My aunt was not surprised to hear such an evaluation. Qing Shui is so outstanding, if she likes a boy with an ordinary face, she will think it is impossible.

Ask again: "How is the relationship between the two of you now?"

Li Meng reckoned: "It should be pretty good. I didn't ask too many specific questions. After all, Qingshui University has not yet graduated, and it's not time to talk about marriage. Some things are hard to ask too clearly. "

My aunt also has two daughters, and she felt very empathetic and understandable during this process, and after a few words, she turned to Meng Qingchi:
"Lu An, the baby you talked about just now, called my house and chatted with Qing Chi for more than 40 minutes. It seems that the relationship between the two is very good."

Li Meng said with a smile: "You said Qing Chi and Xiao An, if the relationship is not good, I will worry."

In the first pass, Li Meng briefly explained the changes in Lu's family, his best friend's last will, and how his eldest daughter took care of Xiao'an on his behalf for many years.

After listening to each other, my aunt didn't bring up the matter again, but instead talked about the family's troubles, and then found a suitable time to stop the chat and hurried to school.

My aunt suppressed her doubts, but Li Meng muttered in the office.

At a certain moment, she picked up the receiver and planned to ask Chen Weiyong about Xiaoan's situation in Nantah University?
But she had only dialed half of the number, and she put the receiver back again. Now that the horoscope has not been written, she is rushing, and she is easy to make jokes in front of her friends.

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the other side.

Lu Ann walked to the school with extremely complicated mood.

He is reflecting.

I am reborn as a human being, I have pursued Sister Qingchi, and expressed my love for Sister Qingchi 5 years earlier, is it because I am too selfish?Too flamboyant?Too direct?

Didn't care about Sister Qingchi and Qingshui's feelings at all, which led to this situation?
Or, my early feelings and hints were not in place, and when I came back from rebirth, I excitedly expressed joy to Sister Qingchi, hugged and hugged Sister Qingchi, and did not give Sister Qingchi sufficient buffer and preparation time, which led to this?
But no matter what the situation was, Luan was a little frustrated.

Because of his true love, he has been trying to interfere with the trajectory of fate, trying to change the relationship between the two, but the result is counterproductive, it is developing in a bad direction, and it is developing in an uncontrollable direction.

It seemed that he was still too impatient. After calming down, he analyzed the journey of the two of them over the past year.

It needs to be dealt with coldly for a while, and according to Sister Qingchi's temper, he came to this conclusion again.

Only if she doesn't mention love affairs for a long time in the future, will Sister Qingchi reappear in her own world and will not deliberately avoid herself. Maybe this is the opportunity to find a glimmer of light in the future.

After trial and error failed, Lu An didn't dare to continue reckless, and forced himself to change his mind.

Walking around unconsciously, I came to the library unknowingly.

Standing straight at the door for a while, he finally walked in.

Other people who come to the library are studying hard and reading books desperately. Only he is doing things that have nothing to do with studying, and he always looks up painting materials every time.

After searching in the reading room, he still found information about oracle bone inscriptions. This time he tasted the sweetness and planned to continue digging deeper.

He borrowed a book, and when he was about to take it out of the reading room, he stretched out his hand and felt all over his body. Damn it, he found that he didn't bring his library card, which made him very depressed.

He patted his face, squeezed a smile and tried to ask: "Auntie, you see, I am also a regular visitor to the reading room, can you be more flexible this time, I will borrow the book first, and make up the registration later?"

The aunt behind the desk took a quick look at him and said ruthlessly that he couldn't:
"Every NTU student is a frequent visitor to the reading room. If they are all like you, how can I carry out my work?"

There was nothing wrong with what he said, and what he said was well-founded, Lu Ann was at a loss for words.

Just when he was about to give up, when he was about to return the book to the bookshelf, without thinking, he turned around and bumped into Su Mi.

Looking at each other, Lu An nodded to her as a greeting, and then walked past her towards the bookshelf.

Su Mi was quiet, and took the initiative to say the first sentence since the two knew each other for three months:

"Are you borrowing books?"

Lu Ann stopped in his tracks: "Yes."

Su Mi put the two books she wanted to borrow on the registration table, "Let's go together."

Lu An was a little surprised. Since the other party was Su Mi who was always indifferent to others, he didn't bother to mention this matter just now, but he didn't expect the other party to take the initiative to help. It seems that the three months of acquaintance were not in vain. There are windfalls.

Since he had needs, he turned around and put the book with hers from being hypocritical.

After showing the library card and registering, the two walked out of the library with the books they wanted.

When they came to the entrance of the corridor, Lu An and Su Mi looked at each other tacitly.

He looked up at the study room upstairs: "Did Comrade Li Mengsu take up a seat for me today?"

Su Mi said, "It's taken."

Lu An looked away: "Then I'll go up with you and read a book."

Su Mi smiled lightly, and quietly walked ahead with a book in her arms.

It's still the same place, still the same location, Li Mengsu's bag is there, but the person is gone.

Seeing him staring at the seat, Su Mi guessed, "I should have gone to the toilet."

Lu An opened the stool and sat down. Seeing that she was not reading the two borrowed books, but took out "Ordinary World" from her bag, she said casually, "Do you like this book?"

Su Mi replied: "Fortunately, I compare the breath of life in the book."

LuAnn asked, "Who is your favorite character in the book?"

Su Mi opened her eyes: "Have you seen it too?"

Lu Ann replied, "I've seen it a dozen times."

This is his sincere words, he likes this book more, and it has been placed on the bedside table for many years. He himself did not know how many times he read it in his previous life, but 10 times is still less.

It was rare for Su Mi to say a word to him: "Who do you like in the book?"

Lu An said, "Tian Runye."

He likes this character the most. Apart from being the most beautiful character in the book, her love for Shao'an is like the spring breeze blowing in March, moistening things silently and touching.

Unexpectedly, Su Mi said, "I also like Tian Runye the most."

Coincidentally liking the same character, the two couldn't help but smile at each other, and she asked, "Do you also think of Ye Run?"

Lu An nodded: "Really, if this book hadn't been published for a few years, I would think that Ye Run's parents got their name after reading this book."

At this moment, Li Mengsu's figure appeared at the door of the study room, and he walked over quickly. After exchanging a few words with his best friend, Su Mi devoted himself to reading the book.

Even though he knew that he was being shown love by Huang Ting, and even though he tried his best not to think about him in that way, seeing this man, the only man who made him fall in love, Li Mengsu was still happy for no reason:
"LuAnn, you're here."

Lu An joked: "It's been a while since I came here, and I'm afraid that if I don't come again, you won't have a place for me in the future, so I came here specially today to show my face in front of you and make a report."

Li Mengsu said: "No, we are friends, and it's just a matter of convenience, and you don't need to spend much time thinking about it."

Lu Ann said: "That's it..."

"Hmm! Mmmmm!!..."

Suddenly, the fat girl on the other side of the table gave another warning sound, staring at LuAnn with her rolled eyes.

Luan immediately shut up.

While shutting up, I couldn't help thinking, if Chen Mai's aura queen was here, would the other party dare to show this expression?
The fat girl was tall and strong, exuding an inexplicable sense of oppression all over her body. Li Mengsu seemed a little afraid of the other party, so she couldn't speak anymore.

Under the rule of Fat Girl, the next corner is absolutely quiet, no one dares to show their teeth, and even when a boy accidentally lands his pen on the ground, he will subconsciously look at Fat Girl.

But this is also good, everyone can do things with peace of mind, even the couple next door dare not desert, and the study efficiency is so high.

Time always passes quickly when you are immersed in doing things. No, a few hours have passed in a blink of an eye.

Singing came from the loudspeaker outside, and what was being played was "A Man Should Be Self-Reliant", which has been very popular in the past two years.

Seeing the people around him leaving one after another, Lu An closed the book and said to Li Mengsu and Su Mi:
"It's been hard work for me to hold a seat all the time. It's meal time. The two lesbians are doing you a favor. I invite you to dinner."

Su Mi unscrewed the lid and took a sip of water without making a sound, waiting for her best friend to make a decision.

But to her surprise, Li Mengsu politely refused: "Thank you, today is my classmate's birthday, and Mimi and I made an appointment to have dinner with others at noon."

"It's like this, that's fine, we will have a chance to have dinner together in the future." Lu Ann said.

Li Mengsu said: "Okay, then Mimi and I are leaving, goodbye."

"Goodbye."

LuAnn left with the unfinished book.

Li Mengsu and Su Mi waited for a while before leaving, neither went to the cafeteria nor went to eat immediately, for fear of embarrassment.

Su Mi asked, "Give up?"

Li Mengsu nodded and shook his head blankly: "I don't know."

Then, without waiting for my best friend to reply, I said in a low voice: "I just feel that I went astray some time ago. At that time, because I liked him so much and wanted to make him my own, every time I saw him, besides being happy and joyful, I was more happy." Most of them are nervous and overwhelmed. They are cautious in every word and action, and there is a lot of pressure.

And now..."

After a few steps forward, Li Mengsu continued: "Even though I still can't stop being happy now, I'm still me, and I like myself better now."

Su Mi listened thoughtfully, and stopped after a while.

Li Mengsu also stood on the spot, and his eyes fell on Lu An in front of him.

ps: I went to the Chinese Medicine Hospital early this morning. I wanted to go early and return early, but I didn’t expect that others were earlier than me. I got the registration rank 17 and didn’t come back until the afternoon. Sorry.

After reading it, I wrote more than 25 words this month, and the average daily update is 8000. It is not very hard work, but it is not bad. I will try to write more next month.

ps no charge

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