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Chapter 227 Worries?still not enough love
"Yeah... I've always had the feeling that you are always radiant on stage and in the camera, humorous, funny, confident, and cheerful, but you are never like that under the camera."

"Of course this is just my feeling, and I don't know if I'm right."

Li Wei also nodded in embarrassment.

Shen Yi shrugged his shoulders and said: "This is really true. To be honest, apart from my relatives and managers, it may be the first time I have dinner with a girl face to face, let alone a beautiful girl like you. I am really not used to it." .”

"Actually, it's also the first time I've asked... a boy out for dinner. It's really the first time." Li Hun said.

"Is it because the school used to be strict?" Shen Yi asked.

Li Yu nodded and said: "Yes, at the beginning, the opera school itself was full of girls, and later on after I studied boudoir dance, there were only a few girls. Every day is class, rest, rest, and class, so I always Alone."

Shen Yi nodded knowingly and said: "It seems that you are quite favored at home, and after you came out, you met a good teacher to guide and protect you so well, no wonder you always look silly and easy to deceive. "

"Yeah, my parents and teachers dote on my stupidity... Hey brother Yi..." Li Hu nodded and replied, suddenly felt that this was not quite right.

"It's okay, it's so cute, it's so cute, eat crayfish, it won't taste good after it's cooled." Shen Yi chuckled, and hurriedly said, who knows what's on his mind by accident... ...

Li Huan's face was slightly red, but she was still a little unwilling and said: "I'm not young anymore, how can I say I'm cute..."

"Hey, there are a lot of actresses in their 30s playing adolescent female students. The word cute itself has nothing to do with age. Well, let's not talk about it. How about beef skewers?" Shen Yi picked up another skewer and fried it. Bite down the beef kebab, raised his brows and exclaimed.

The fried crispy outside and tender inside the marinated beef in advance, with a little bit of sesame chili and cumin on the outside, it is a perfect match.

Li Huo looked at Shen Yi blankly, thought for a while and asked seriously: "Brother Yi, I have always wanted to ask you a question, can you answer me seriously?"

Shen Yi ate the beef skewers in silence for a while and said: "Ask, I will tell you seriously."

Li Hun said, "Do you think I'm good-looking?"

"It's still here...how can you not shut up about such delicious food?"

Shen Yi's face was a bit bitter, but he still said honestly: "It's pretty, actually, I can always feel something, I might as well just say it, actually, I like all aspects of you, including your personality."

Hearing Shen Yi's sudden voluntary utterance, Li Huo had mustered up the courage to say, but suddenly he didn't know how to express what he wanted to say, so he thought for a long time before softly saying:

"Then... Brother Yi, do you have any... concerns?"

"There are some, and to be honest, I haven't really thought much about it in the past few years. Actually, if I can, I still want to put my career first." Shen Yi said.

"If my guess is right, I think Brother Yi, your concerns should be different from those of some of our colleagues?" Li Huo said.

Seeing Shen Yi remain silent, Li Po thought for a while and said, "Brother Yi, I am an experiential school, so I can feel some of your emotional resonance in the role, I think... the idea of ​​Hao Yi's role , should be pretty similar to you, right?"

"Don't you believe in love?" Shen Yi smiled and nodded.

This is indeed a fact. In the two lives, I have always been a rational person. In the previous life, I was just an ordinary person who liked ordinary beauties and yearned for true love.

In the end, I found that everything seemed to be the same. In the end, love and marriage were mostly the matching of conditions, the best choice under the conditions, and the naked reality.

The self in this life possesses the dying conditions that I envied in the previous life, as if possessing the love of countless girls, but the obsession with beauty in the escape, at the end, it is still naked desire and reality.

He couldn't deny whether such a complex blend of emotions could be regarded as true love, but that kind of thing was indeed not what Shen Yi wanted.

In her previous life, she used TikTok and was never stingy in liking and licking the screen in front of her high-quality younger sister Shen Yi.

In this life, looking at all the people around me, I said in my heart that it is impossible not to be complacent, but the more clearly I can get it, the hypocrisy of people will come out by itself.

Hao Yi in the play represents the lust and indulgence in Shen Yi's heart. Since I love beauties, and now beauties love me, I'll let me feel good first.

But in reality, Shen Yi is still rationally and hypocritically waiting for that touch of beauty that will appear.

Although Shen Yi himself felt that he was so stupid, but the deeper he got into this environment, the more he felt the complexity of people, the more he could feel the value of this perseverance.

Perhaps whether it is Hao Yi or Shen Yi, it is actually a kind of greed for beauty.

What Hao Yi is greedy for is the beauty of diversity, to possess the beauty of that moment.

What Shen Yi is greedy for is a kind of beauty that can be comfortable and accompany forever.

"Actually, I am still willing to believe in love, but love is really too easy to say now, so I think it's best to leave it to time to prove this kind of thing."

"Your life has just begun, and you will meet a lot of people. Who can guarantee what kind of things you will experience tomorrow? Experience more, think more, to be honest, I am not sure what love is now, you are better than me Little ones, let’s improve ourselves for a few years, if your thoughts haven’t changed, then we’ll study it later, what do you think?”

Shen Yi looked at Li Hu and said with a smile.

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After eating a meal and watching the movie, Li Po, who was fooled by Shen Yi and almost confused, didn't know whether to be happy or disappointed, and the last one left with thoughts about love.

Breathing a sigh of relief, Shen Yi, who finally settled the matter properly, walked briskly on the busy street, and then dialed the most familiar number on the phone:
"Hey, Xiaoya, come and pick me up and I'll send you the address. Pass by the convenience store and buy me a bottle of ice water."

After talking nonsense for so long all night, my throat is a little dry......

(End of this chapter)