I'm really a military art school grass, don't laugh!

After struggling at the airport for a while before getting on the plane, Shen Yi didn't let out a sigh of relief until the plane took off.

Drinking the honey lemonade brought by the stewardess bit by bit, Shen Yi immediately opened the actor's notepad on his computer and silently pondered the role.

During this trip to Shanghai, he was going to attend the script seminar for "I'm Not the God of Medicine", but before that, Shen Yi had already done a lot of work.

For example, through some channels I know, I went to some mutual aid meetings for patients with leukemia or similar diseases, and listened to the patients share their stories and talk about their confusion and unwillingness.

However, what shocked Shen Yi was that the emotions that Shen Yi had expected were actually relatively small. Most patients were actually more optimistic and positive than ordinary people on the surface.

Just like one of Shen Yi's little fans, he is just over 20 years old and is over 1.5 meters tall. When he saw Shen Yi for the first time, he jumped up and down with joy, holding his mobile phone. Crazy group photos.

His level of activity once made Shen Yi think that he was a true fan following him in. However, such a person calmly stated in front of Shen Yi that he had been diagnosed with leukemia in a tone that seemed a little insomniac. Three years of news.

Even Shen Yi, who was already familiar with the performance, looked at the other party's still young face at that moment. He opened and closed his mouth several times without saying a word, and he didn't know what kind of expression he should make.

This kind of breath and feeling is not uncommon in the mouths of most patients. Is there an element of numbness in it?Maybe, but more of it is helplessness and final relief.

Confused and unwilling?That was definitely there, but Shen Yi could feel that it was something they buried deep in their hearts and tried hard to suppress and forget.

Optimism and positive energy may seem a bit fake, but this is really what they rely on most to maintain their current life and mood.

During the period, Shen Yi accidentally met a policeman who was also sick. When he told him the story about Cao Bin's dilemma, what he got was a long silence and a wry smile...

After more than two weeks of dealing with various patients, it finally became the first sentence he wrote in Shen Yi's notebook.

Happy people are all the same, and unhappy people are all unhappy in their own way.When they have never been exposed to this kind of thing, many people are not happy. They don't know that they may feel terrible or that their ordinary life may be something that many people envy and cannot envy.

It's a bit like "Charlotte's Annoyance", guarding Dongmei without knowing how to cherish it, and only indulging in the regret of not getting Qiuya.

Maybe only when your own misfortune happens, you will truly become more mature, and you will look away and let go of many things.

The complex emotions in this can't be reflected by the domestic and Bangzi Country TV dramas who fainted when they got seriously ill, and cried and wiped away their tears. This comparison... It's really too much fake.

Even an optimistic person like Shen Yi, who always empathizes with his feelings and realizes his thoughts, has made his mood begin to be in a low pressure for a long time. This is just preparation. Needless to say, if he starts filming, it goes without saying that this feeling will only be worse. More serious.

Sighing softly, Shen Yi couldn't help but regret agreeing to the filming of this drama. However, thinking about the patients and cute little fans he had met recently, he knew that he must be doing something.

There is no meaning in speaking out and gaining sympathy, but these people are the most suitable type of extras in this movie. Through this movie and the response of the movie, if a few patients can be matched, it will definitely be a success. A very, very good thing.

It's me... After filming this movie, I must make a comedy movie to change my mind.

Recently, just doing some serious and literary things, I always feel that my reputation as the King of Comedy is a little bit watered down. This is not good, not good...

Compared to the sensational and emotional tears that made the audience cry, Shen Yi always felt that it was the common laughter that made everyone happy and have a sense of accomplishment...

After all...it's already quite hard to live in such a society. There are so many opportunities to shed tears, not least once or twice.