My secret love for Bai Yueguang turned out to be my blind date

Chapter 98 I miss you
On New Year's Eve, thousands of families are reunited.

The Jiang family is very lively, the sound of the Spring Festival Gala on the TV acts as the background sound, there are two card games in the living room, one table for adults and one table for children.

Even sitting in a wheelchair can't stop Jiang's father's love for mahjong in his genes, and he is berating Fang Qiu on the mahjong table.And Jiang Baizhi was at the children's table, fighting the landlord with her cousin sister and cousin. Whoever lost would put a note on his forehead. The poor little cousin was covered all over his face, but he still didn't give in. Little did he know that the two older sisters were cheating on him and were deliberately targeting him.
The time soon reached 11:30, and Jiang Baizhi was obviously a little restless. Yes, she wanted to say Happy New Year to Su Ye at midnight.

Playing cards one after another, checking the time from time to time, when the minute hand pointed to 58, Jiang Baizhi left the room and came to the balcony.

Even though the balcony is cold, Jiang Baizhi's heart is very hot.

At midnight, Jiang Baizhi pressed the video invitation on time.

Almost immediately, Su Ye wearing a high-necked black sweater came into view, but Su Ye in the video was at the desk, and he seemed to be reading a book.

"Su Ye, Happy New Year!"

Hearing Jiang Baizhi's crisp voice, Su Ye couldn't help smiling, "I was about to send it to you just now, but I didn't expect you to be one step faster than me."

Su Ye didn't lie, his words of blessing had already been typed, and he just had to click send.

"Bai Zhi, happy new year."

"Why didn't you stay with your family?"

"I had a New Year's Eve dinner at my uncle's house in the evening. My mother used to go to bed early, so I came back with her. But I was not sleepy, so I just read a book."

Jiang Baizhi looked at the lively family behind her. The bright lights formed a stark contrast to Su Ye's side. She knew that Su Ye was very self-contained, but she suddenly felt sorry for Su Ye.

"Then I'll accompany you, let's watch the New Year together!"

"Okay." Su Ye nodded, "What have you been doing for the last two days?"

"I was directly used by my parents as a coolie!"

Su Ye's question directly opened up Jiang Baizhi's chatterbox, "My dad's leg hasn't recovered yet. This old couple has plans. They haven't prepared for the New Year's goods at all. They just wait for me to come back. I will accompany me when I wake up in the morning." Mom went to the supermarket to buy and buy, and finally came back, and my mother wanted to make bacon and bacon, and was busy for a long time."

It was obviously just a trivial matter in life, but it became so interesting from Jiang Baizhi's mouth, Su Ye listened with relish.To a certain extent, he was a little envious of Jiang Baizhi's character. He had also seen Jiang Baizhi get along with her parents, and the atmosphere in the house was really good.

Although he is very filial, but due to his relatively reserved personality, it is difficult to do this with his mother.And the mother has to be strong all her life, not to mention the death of her father, she has to support the family, or she doesn't want to be her own weakness, and she rarely shows softness.His relationship with his mother is of course very good, but he likes Jiang Baizhi's family atmosphere
"What are you thinking, why don't you speak?"

"I think this is probably a particularly memorable New Year's Eve."

On the fifth day of the Lunar New Year, at eight o'clock in the evening, four days have passed since the New Year's Eve, which is worthy of special memory.

On the first day, Jiang Baizhi went back to her hometown, and then her relatives came to visit her. As the light of the family, she would definitely come out to show her face, so it was naturally a lot of work.

So, now she is slumped directly on the sofa in the living room, so tired.

But not only tired, but also bored, obviously I was so looking forward to the Chinese New Year when I was a child, so happy.

At this moment, the TV was making sound, but she was wandering in the sky.

At this time, her mood was like the punk song "Static" written by Da Zhangwei at the age of 14: loneliness surrounded the TV, dying and persisting.The emptiness beats the will, as if time has stood still.

In the end, Jiang Baizhi decided to go back to her room to sleep in order to fight against emptiness and loneliness.

Lie on the bed, put on the earphones, click on Su Ye's playlist, and randomly play a song called Never Be Alone.
“Take a piece of my heart.”

Take part of my heart.

"And make it all your own."

Keep it with your heart.

“So when we are apart.”

So when we parted.

"You'll never be alone."

You are never alone.

In the past, listening to these songs can help Jiang Baizhi sleep well.But today, Jiang Baizhi didn't feel sleepy after listening to this song.

Because she felt that these lyrics were all what Su Ye wanted to say to herself.

But in fact, it was because she missed Su Ye.

It wasn't that she had no contact with Su Ye these days. She knew that Su Ye had returned to his hometown from the county these two days and was cleaning up the old house at home, so she didn't want to disturb Su Ye.

Originally, Jiang Baizhi thought that it would be fine if she didn't contact her for two days, but she seemed to have overestimated herself.

After tossing and turning on the bed, she still decided to send a message to Su Ye. Just saying "I miss you" is too straightforward. Anyway, she has known Su Ye for so long, so she has been influenced a little bit.

A moment later, Jiang Baizhi wrote a sentence on WeChat: I seem to see that the Begonia flower is not sleeping.

After clicking send, Jiang Baizhi put the phone in her arms directly, she was very disturbed, worried that Su Ye would not understand, and felt that she was too bold, how could she say such embarrassing words.

This sentence comes from the famous writer Kawabata Yasunari's "Flowers Are Sleeping". The last sentence is: At 04:30 in the morning, I saw Begonia flowers were not sleeping.The next sentence is: I always feel that you should be by my side at this time.

So when someone tells you that I saw Begonia Blossom Sleepless, it means: I miss you.

A few minutes later, Jiang Baizhi's reverie was interrupted by the mobile phone's vibration alert.

There are only two words written in the chat box: wait for me.

In an instant, Jiang Baizhi's whole body was filled with joy, and the loneliness and emptiness just now disappeared completely. She only had Su Ye in her heart and eyes, only Su Ye!

These two short words made her feel so worth it.

Most importantly, she still had a guess, what did Su Ye mean?
Does he want to come and see the crabapple flowers with her?
But isn't he still at home?
But Jiang Baizhi didn't ask any more, but stood in front of the window unconsciously wearing slippers, her intuition told her that her guess was probably right.
　Today I found out that this book has been added to two book lists. I am very happy. Thank you to these two book friends.Then let’s talk about this chapter again, because of well-known reasons, I didn’t go home for the New Year in 21 years. She sent me a voice message at midnight that year. From the voice, I heard the sound of firecrackers, the noise of the crowd, and the New Year she said Happy, crisp and nice, at that moment, I was still very touched, so I wrote it in this chapter
　　
　
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