I am not an artist when I am reborn

Chapter 137 If you are tired, just stop
Chapter 135 If you are tired, just stop
On March 21st, "Red Velvet" was recorded for the fourth time and staged for the third time.

MBC TV station, "Red Velvet" studio.

Su Jinxing sat on the judging panel and exchanged creative experience with Yu Yongzhen. During this time, Su Jinxing was busy with his career and slacked off a lot in creation, but with the support of his vision beyond this era and his musical skills, he was able to communicate with ease .

only……

During the break of communication, Su Jinxing raised his hand and looked at the time on his watch.

It was already [-]:[-] in the afternoon, and it was reasonable to say that the shooting had already started at [-]:[-], but there was still no reminder from the chief director to start shooting in the headset.

Raise your hand and turn on the earphones.

"Why haven't you started yet?"

At the same time, Su Jinxing's words sounded in the chief director's earphone at the master console.

The chief director's face changed, and he looked fiercely at the logistics team leader in front of him.

The logistics team leader lowered his head in fear, the chief director had no choice but to take a deep breath.

"Director nim, please search for Hamida! Blue trainee Irene xi went to the bathroom and delayed the filming."

"When did she go to the bathroom?" Su Jinxing asked with a frown.

In Pei Zhuxuan's impression, she is a very punctual and well-behaved girl, and she will not make such mistakes.

"I don't know, but I have sent someone to find her." The chief director replied.

"Let me know as soon as you have any news."

"Inside!"

There was no more sound coming from the earphones, and the chief director was relieved, and then he looked at the logistics team leader, and immediately became angry.

"Get out! Get out of here too! If you can't find Irene, get out of here!"

The logistics team leader quickly bowed and fled here as if fleeing for his life.

……

half an hour ago.

Arriving at the TV station from the dormitory, Pei Zhuxuan came to Sanji after putting on her makeup, so she told the staff and went to the bathroom.

"There are a lot of people." Pei Zhuxuan stood at the door of the women's bathroom and looked at the team, muttered, then turned and left this floor.

There are bathrooms on each floor of the TV station. Girls often queue up because they spend a relatively long time going to the bathroom.

After shooting so many episodes, Pei Zhuxuan got used to it.

Not paying attention, he turned and went upstairs.

There are not so many people in the bathroom upstairs, so I found a seat very smoothly.

After coming out of the bathroom, after washing up, she was about to go downstairs to the waiting room to wait for the shooting, but at this moment, there was a vague conversation from around the corner, and a name mentioned in the conversation stopped her in her tracks.

"Are you sure that Su Jinxing is someone who can be recruited? I heard that he is very close to the prosecutor's Mad Dog Yin."

Pei Zhuxuan leaned against the wall, listening carefully to the conversation coming from there.

"What kind of person is Yin Madgou? I don't believe that this director Su is not clear, and this person is Chinese. He has reached his end now. If he wants to go further, he will definitely find a way to seek the support of local forces. The councilor has long wanted it. I have joined SM, this time is an opportunity."

"I still don't think it's good. It's just a show. Can it really threaten him?" The voice was very hesitant.

"Who said he was going to threaten him? Just let this Chinese kid know that in this country, if you want to climb up, you have to pay some price."

"I still don't think it's right. A new round of SM council is about to be held, and representatives from Samsung will also participate this time. I think it's best for us to wait and see what happens."

"I"

The voice of the conversation stopped abruptly, Pei Zhuxuan's heart skipped a beat, and she turned and ran away.

The next moment, a figure appeared around the corner. The man in black suit looked at Pei Zhuxuan's back and tried to chase after him, but was stopped by a hand.

"That's SM's trainee, right?" said the voice that Pei Zhuxuan heard.

"I know her, don't worry about her," said another.

"Let her go back like this, won't you say something to Su Jinxing?"

"Whatever it is, the news we revealed is not a big deal."

The other person nodded. Indeed, if it was really a secret, they wouldn't say it here.

but……

The man looked at the man in the suit indifferently, and the man in the suit lowered his head.

Bang!
The man kicked the man in the suit in the abdomen and kicked the man in the suit to the ground.

But the man in the suit quickly fell to his knees on the ground with his head bowed.

"Search for Hamida! It's my fault!"

"What a waste." The man said coldly.

"Samsung's attitude this time will also be a bet." Another person continued to say as if he hadn't seen this scene.

"Let's see if this young director can come up with a bargaining chip to impress the representative of Samsung."

"Ha ha."

……

Pei Zhuxuan didn't dare to stay, and ran back to the studio all the way up the stairs.

One of the staff who had been looking for her for a long time saw Pei Zhuxuan, and his eyes lit up.

"Hey, Irene xi" But before the staff finished speaking, they saw Pei Zhuxuan rushing onto the stage without looking back.

"Director nim!"

Su Jinxing, who was talking with Yu Yongzhen, suddenly heard Pei Zhuxuan's voice.

"Why did you come up?" Yu Yongzhen said with a frown.

Su Jinxing noticed the fine sweat on Pei Zhuxuan's forehead, this out of breath look was very different from Pei Zhuxuan in normal times.

"What happened?" Su Jinxing asked.

"I..." Pei Zhuxuan looked at Yu Yongzhen and hesitated.

Yu Yongzhen's face darkened, what does this mean?
"Go to the backstage." Su Jinxing looked at Pei Zhuxuan's eyes, thought of her being late, speculated that Pei Zhuxuan might have encountered something, and got up immediately.

Turn on the earphones.

"Joohyun is here with me. I paused the filming to appease the audience, and said that there is a problem with the equipment and it is being debugged."

In the main control room, I was still thinking about what to do. Su Jinxing's words suddenly came from Pei Zhuxuan's chief director's ears. The chief director was startled, did you find it?
"Guess! I'll do it now." The chief director responded immediately, as soon as he found it.

Pei Zhuxuan followed Su Jinxing closely, as if he had found a backbone, and followed him closely, for fear of losing track.

Follow Su Jinxing to the cloakroom, after confirming that there is no third person here, Su Jinxing closes the door.

"What happened?"

"It's like this..." Pei Zhuxuan took a deep breath, and told Su Jinxing exactly what she had just heard.

"Have you seen their appearance?" Su Jinxing asked.

"No, it's around the corner. But..." Pei Zhuxuan hesitated.

"But what?" Su Jinxing asked.

"The voice that said to threaten you, director, I seem to have heard it during filming. It was one of the MBC leaders who came to the studio."

Listening to Pei Zhuxuan's words, Su Jinxing's eyes flickered.

MBC TV is different from SBS TV and KBS TV which is full of various political fights.

SBS TV station is the most pure. It is focused on making money. It will do whatever it pays for, and it will take a stand on whoever gives the most money.

KBS TV station is completely state-owned, what is the position, a pig's brain can see from the word "state-owned".

As for MBC TV station, as a public-private joint TV station of a public welfare nature, it is a wonderful work.

A strike legend.

Whenever there are major political events, the top management of MBC TV station will reshuffle the cards, and then the middle management will lead the lower management to start a collective strike, demanding money and welfare.

Three years a little stop, five years a big swing, this is a true portrayal of the bottom-level personnel of MBC TV station.

As for the MBC executives, if you look closely at the backgrounds of these personnel, you can find various forces. Anyway, except for the faction headed by the Blue House, you can find other factions that you can name here.

Someone from the top management of MBC TV station was eyeing him, as Su Jinxing expected, but he didn't expect that someone already wanted to mess with him.

His progress is too fast, and he has already attracted the attention of many people who are supervising the industry on behalf of various forces. This is not a good thing, especially since Su Jinxing still does not have a real backer.

This backer is the background, a political faction or a plutocratic faction.

SM is an entertainment company with the most complicated internal structure. Its status as the leader of idol Hallyu has created its special status. The most important reason is that SM is the leader, but it is not a monopoly.

First, but not monopoly first.

There are 25 members of the SM company council, and every council rarely gathers all of them. As far as Su Jinxing knows, one of the five executive directors of the SM company council is Director Li, who is the spokesperson of Samsung in SM.

It's just that the council has been held twice so far, and Su Jinxing has only met this director Li once, and this time, this director Li has been playing with his mobile phone from the beginning to the end, without saying a word, like... an outsider.

Top chaebols like Samsung, behemoths, have invested in major companies in South Korea, but not many representatives like SM have settled in the council.

From this point of view, there is something special about SM company.However, Samsung's subsequent withdrawal from SM also exacerbated SM's decline in a sense.

Will the next board of directors, this Lee board member of Samsung, participate?

There was an inexplicable look in Su Jinxing's eyes.

Isn't this an opportunity for him?
In fact, Su Jinxing has never been very steadfast.

The root is the background.

He doesn't have a qualification that would allow him to ascend to a higher ladder in the SM council as a Chinese in Korea.

To put it bluntly, a foreigner here is like a dishonest person. He needs a power, a power with enough weight in the country to endorse him, so that he, a dishonest person, can participate in the inner circle.

Su Jinxing chose Uncle Yin at the beginning, but this guy is really crazy and too greedy. Su Jinxing also had no choice but to choose him, but the plan couldn't keep up with the changes. Now he was exposed to these upper class people three or four years ahead of schedule. in the eyes.

The exposed Su Jinxing's every move will be under the attention of these people, and the promotion of many subsequent things will be hindered.

Su Jinxing needs a new backer now, a backer who is powerful enough now.

Whether it is a government faction or a chaebol, it doesn't matter to Su Jinxing, all he wants is a backer.

Isn't this council an opportunity for him?
"Your news is very useful to me." Su Jinxing came back to his senses, looked at Pei Zhuxuan who was exuding anxiety in front of him, and said.

"You don't have to worry about this matter, you helped me, I will naturally not let you be treated like this by them, practice with peace of mind, everything is up to me."

Su Jinxing's voice was not high-pitched, very calm, but it seemed to have a magical power, which dispelled Pei Zhuxuan's uneasiness and calmed the fluctuating emotions.

"Inside." Pei Zhuxuan nodded slightly.

Su Jinxing looked at Pei Zhuxuan in front of him, even if it was the standard clothes, the uniform clothes modified by JK didn't look very outstanding on Pei Zhuxuan, but she was never a trainee with a good figure.

"Two trainees will leave today, forget about it, and face the next third round of competition, this show is very important to you, you should be clear." Su Jinxing said.

"I know." Pei Zhuxuan nodded, she is already 23 years old, this is not unique among the trainees, but it is also a rare "older" trainee.

If she really lost this opportunity to debut...

Next GFriend?

Pei Zhuxuan doesn't think this is her chance, Red Velvet is her last chance, she has a hunch that if she misses this time, she may really have to leave the stage she dreamed of.

"Well, come on." Su Jinxing raised his hand and patted Pei Zhuxuan's shoulder lightly. The clothes were very thin, and Su Jinxing could feel Pei Zhuxuan's soft body through the clothes.

Pei Zhuxuan did not speak, took a step back and bowed to Su Jinxing.

"Go."

Pei Zhuxuan staggered away from Su Jinxing, opened the door of the cloakroom, and left with a full heart.

Su Jinxing turned his back to Pei Zhuxuan, hearing the footsteps gradually receding, the smile on his face gradually disappeared.

He stared blankly at himself reflected in the full-length mirror in front of him, with a rare look of confusion on his face.

It was time for him to resign himself to fate again.

He has achieved the ultimate that he can do, and it is time to hand over his future to others.

once again...

He was obviously a reborn person who came back from rebirth with the memories of his previous life, but he handed over his future choices to others time and time again.

This deep sense of powerlessness almost overwhelmed Su Jinxing.

No matter how much you have done, when you reach a certain stage and a certain realm, it is ultimately up to others at a higher level to decide your future.

This feeling……

This gap...

Su Jinxing looked at himself reflected in the mirror, as if seeing himself in a previous life.

Witnessing the decline of SM, but feeling helpless.

Now, I once again experienced that feeling of powerlessness. The source is different, but the mood is the same.

Suddenly, on the dead still mirror, a figure appeared behind Su Jinxing.

In a daze, this figure hugged Su Jinxing gently from behind, and then, a gentle voice rang in his ears.

"If you're tired, take a rest here."

Su Jinxing's nose was sour for no reason, and he raised his head instinctively, but his eyes turned red quietly.

Obviously she doesn't know anything, and she hasn't said anything, but why is it still so...

Su Jinxing blinked, resisting the slightly moist eye sockets.

"Thank you."

It was faint, but she heard it.

(End of this chapter)