I am not an artist when I am reborn

Chapter 444 I’m such a scumbag

Chapter 154 I’m such a scumbag

Northern border, Su family.

At six o'clock in the evening, dinner is over.

Sakura automatically found her home, the sofa in the living room.

Today was Su Jinxing's turn to wash the dishes. When he came back from clearing away the dishes, he saw Sakura's look of salted fish, which was a bit funny.

"You just ate two bowls of rice, don't you feel uncomfortable lying down now?"

"I just lie down because I feel uncomfortable." Sakura said plausibly.

Although she had eaten an hour early, her appetite was still very nice.

"I'm watching a movie, do you want to come with me?" Su Jinxing asked casually.

Sakura stared at Su Jinxing for a while.

"You have something on your mind?"

Su Jinxing was stunned.

"Why do you say that?" Is it obvious?

"You usually call me out for a walk after dinner, but you didn't call me today."

Su Jinxing: "..."

What kind of reason is this?

But looking at Sakura's serious eyes, Su Jinxing raised his forehead a little, as if she really thought so.

"I'm fine, let's watch a movie."

"What are you looking at?" Sakura saw this and stopped asking.

"Notting Hill."

"Does it look good?"

"Not bad, let's watch it again." As soon as Su Jinxing finished speaking, he thought of the plot of "Notting Hill".

The story told in Notting Hill is about a female star and an ordinary bookstore owner getting together.

Female star?

Uh……

Su Jinxing couldn't help but glance at Sakura and found that she was searching Naver, and the corner of his mouth twitched.

I hope she won't misunderstand...

After all was said and done, Su Jinxing chose to play it.

After reading the synopsis of the plot, Sakura smiled, didn't say anything, and didn't look at Su Jinxing. Instead, she sat on the sofa and watched the movie.

At the beginning of the movie, the female star accidentally came to the male protagonist's bookstore, and then on the street corner, the male protagonist accidentally spilled the coffee on the female protagonist's clothes, so the male protagonist invited the female protagonist to go back to his house to change clothes. When they parted, The female star accidentally kissed the male protagonist, and a love affair began.

Sakura frowned when she saw this. She didn't quite understand this casualness. But later I saw the male protagonist pretending to be a reporter to meet the female protagonist, and the female protagonist smiled happily, and her brows gradually relaxed.

She couldn't accept the absurdity at the beginning, but she accepted the mutual love later.

Later on, the two of them got to know each other and gradually deepened. The heroine gradually revealed herself in front of the hero, opened up her heart, and even took the hero with her to sneak into someone else's manor in the middle of the night to sit on the swing and watch the stars...

Seeing this, Sakura suddenly thought of herself. Compared to the heroine in the movie, she was more free and had her own hobbies, but she didn't have a partner with whom she could relax.

The members are very good, but after all, she is older and is the older sister. She rarely has to be taken care of by others in the team. She mostly plays the role of the older sister taking care of others.

Until I met Su Jinxing, I felt very relaxed and comfortable staying with him at Su's house during this period. He is mature and steady yet innocent, and is a rare good friend and confidant.

Although the rest of the movie's plot was cliche, Sakura still watched it with gusto. The two fell in love as expected. At this time, the ex-boyfriend of the female star appeared. The male protagonist flinched due to his inferiority complex but still hugged firmly.

At this time, public opinion broke out, and the male protagonist walked to the stage. Unable to resist the public opinion, the two of them fell into crisis again. At the last moment, the male protagonist drove a car and staged a car racing scene in the city center. He went through all kinds of hardships to see the female protagonist for the last time and sincerely expressed his love. , the two finally got back together and had a happy ending.

When watching the ending, a strange question suddenly came to Sakura's mind. If the characters in the movie were replaced by her and Su Jinxing, would Su Jinxing do the same thing as the male protagonist?

The question just came to her mind for a second, but the next second Sakura had the answer. She didn't think this question would come up.

Thinking of this, Sakura glanced sideways at Su Jinxing. His expression was focused, his eyes were bright, and his profile was so beautiful.

Sakura laughed.

What are you thinking? This is President Su. Which ex-boyfriend dares to collide with him like this? It is the ex-boyfriend who has low self-esteem.

Thinking of this, Sakura couldn't help but laugh.

By the time the movie ended, it was already nine o'clock in the evening. Su's father and Su's mother had already come back. When they saw the two watching the movie, they went back to the bedroom, leaving space for the two of them.

Su Jinxing raised his hand and looked at his watch.

"It's getting late, you go take a shower."

"Okay." Sakura nodded obediently.

"I'll wait for you in the e-sports room and play two games tonight." Su Jinxing decided to divert his attention and said.

"no problem."

……

By the time Sakura came out of the shower, it was already half an hour later.

This was not the first time that Su Jinxing experienced how fast a girl took a shower, so he didn't feel anxious. Instead, he still had time to sit in front of the window, looking at the lonely lights on the road in the distance, and calming down his inner thoughts.

"What are you looking at?" Sakura, who had dried her hair, came over curiously, followed by the rich fragrance of her body.

This is Sakura's scent.

"Wanjia Denglan." Su Jinxing turned around, "Have you finished taking a shower?"

Sakura nodded and sat down on the gaming chair next to Su Jinxing.

"I sometimes like to stand in front of the window and look at the street lights and vehicles outside, thinking about the people inside and what they are doing."

"Experience life or feel lonely?" Su Jinxing asked with a smile.

"It's probably loneliness. Although I don't want to admit it, it's still there." Sakura said honestly.

Su Jinxing nodded.

"There is a sentence written in One Hundred Years of Solitude: All brilliant moments must eventually be repaid with loneliness."

Sakura laughed.

"I always feel that my knowledge is too narrow in front of the president."

Su Jinxing cited scriptures and references at his fingertips. And she could only listen on the sidelines.

"Everyone is his own star, no matter how lonely or shallow." Su Jinxing said with a smile.

"Did the president say that I am also a star?" Sakura smiled and rolled her eyes.

"Still the brightest star in the night sky."

Su Jinxing smiled and did not comfort him any more. His original intention was to feel distressed and understand, not to praise. But from Sakura's rhetorical question, he understood Sakura's open-mindedness.

"What about President, why are you looking at the busy traffic outside the window?" Sakura asked.

"The fireworks in the world feel very beautiful."

Sakura nodded and smiled. He was very good at giving answers. He could always find some beautiful things that ordinary people couldn't see.

This may be why the president can maintain his original intention. Even if he has reached the high position he is now, he is still willing to use his own interests to help those below him.

"It's almost ten o'clock, do you still have your number?" Su Jinxing looked at the time and asked.

"Let's play some music and have a chat?" Sakura suggested. At this point, Sakura paused and said, "Do you have any wine, please have some?" Su Jinxing reluctantly tapped Sakura's delicate forehead.

"It's getting more and more outrageous."

"Hehe." Sakura naturally stretched out her hands and held Su Jinxing's palm, "Just this once!"

Su Jinxing shook his head helplessly, but still got up and went to get the wine, and came back after a while with the opened wine bottle and glass.

"Drink some red wine. The liquor content is too high and we don't have beer at home." Su Jinxing put the goblet and red wine bottle on the table.

"Wow, red wine!" Sakura said with a smile while holding the empty wine glass.

Two people drinking red wine at night, this is really... romantic.

"The red wine at home is all made in China. You probably haven't drunk it before." Su Jinxing said, pouring a little for each of them.

Taking the wine glass handed over by Su Jinxing, the amber red wine swirled in the crystal clear goblet. Sakura took a sip, her eyes sparkling, and she spoke with a smile.

"no."

"Then let's try it. Do you usually drink in the dormitory?"

"I don't drink often, but I can have a drink when I feel like it." This was Sakura's answer to the question. As if inadvertently, Sakura turned her head to one side, "Why do you like the movie "Notting Hill"?"

"I have probably read too many female Cinderella stories, and I also want to watch a male version of Cinderella. After all, the love between a big star and an ordinary bookstore owner is basically impossible to happen in reality, so this kind of dream can only be put in a movie. "Su Jinxing glanced at Sakura who was looking out the window and said casually.

Sakura stood up and leaned against the window, wondering what she was thinking. Just when Su Jinxing was about to speak, Sakura suddenly spoke again: "President, are we friends?"

"Why do you say that?" Su Jinxing looked at Sakura in surprise and asked.

"Because I always feel that the gap between myself and the president is too big." Sakura murmured, smoothing her long cherry-pink hair from her forehead.

"Of course not. I understand what you mean. Some friends are destined to only accompany you for a part of the journey. But you are different." After hearing this, Su Jinxing reached out and rubbed Sakura's head, which was his habit of expressing intimacy.

"There is a passage in The Little Prince that says your rose is no different from other roses. It is the time you spend on roses that makes your roses so important."

"I admire you very much. You have clear goals and are willing to give one thousand percent effort for it. You know what you want and what you should do. I am very willing to be friends with you like this."

"Besides, we've always been friends."

Perhaps Su Jinxing's eyes were too sincere, which made Sakura feel embarrassed.

"I'm sorry, President, I was being cautious."

Su Jinxing smiled slightly.

"Because of the importance, I am overly cautious. I can understand it."

Sakura had a bright smile on her face.

"Thank you, President!"

Sakura raised the wine glass in her hand.

"Cheers to our friendship!"

"cheers."

Bang~~

……

The next day, ten o'clock in the morning.

There was melodious singing in the living room. It was Su’s father’s vinyl record player, playing old records from Xiangjiang.

Su's father and Su Jinxing's music tastes are very different. Su's father is not very interested in 21st century songs and usually listens to songs by Hong Kong singers.

Sakura leaned quietly on the sofa, sitting here playing with her mobile phone since she woke up in the morning. After having two drinks last night, we went back to our rooms, and nothing happened.

Sakura could feel Su Jinxing's thoughts hidden under the smile on his face.

She could probably guess something. During this period, Su Jinxing often videotaped with senior Irene, and maybe the reason was Pei Zhuxuan.

This was a matter between the two of them, and Sakura didn't know where to start, so she could only comfort Su Jinxing in her own way.

After getting up this morning, Su Jinxing was not very interested. After saying hello, he sat next to him and read a book.

In fact, Sakura feels that the current state is quite good. The two of them are not necessarily sticky together, but it is good to just have him here, listen to his breathing, and raise her head to see him.

For Sakura, she felt that being with Su Jinxing made it easy to change her habits. She no longer went to bed late, could get up early, and could enjoy quiet solitude.

She could do it in the past, but to be precise, she was alone to see the scenery. Although she was alone, there were still people outside.

Sakura suddenly remembered what Su Jinxing said: It's not that people can't stand loneliness, it's that they can't stand themselves when they are lonely. So if you can't stand being alone, maybe you don't like yourself enough.

Maybe she didn't like herself enough before. After contacting Su Jinxing, did she accept herself more?

Sakura was thinking wildly, and even the mobile phone in her hand was not playing so smoothly.

"Sakura, get me a jelly orange." Su Jinxing's voice came over.

Sakura snapped out of her thoughts.

"Inside." He reached out and took out a jelly orange from the fruit plate on the coffee table. Instead of handing it to Su Jinxing in a hurry, he peeled off the peel, leaving only the pulp and handed it to Su Jinxing.

Su Jinxing was stunned when he saw the shaved fruit pulp.

"Thank you."

"It's okay." Sakura said with a smile.

"What are you looking at?" Su Jinxing divided the jelly orange into two and handed half to Sakura.

"Thank you, President." Sakura thanked her, "I was watching the news about the community concert."

Su Jinxing couldn't help but laugh.

"Let's see what they think of me."

"Okay." Sakura stood up and moved to Su Jinxing's side, then put the phone in front of Su Jinxing.

"This comment is really interesting, it made Park Jin Young and I form a group to debut."

"I've also seen it. President, you, President Park, and President Bang were asked to debut together as a group."

"is it?"

Su Jinxing and Sakura chatted with each other, not awkward, and very comfortable.

While chatting, Sakura probably got tired at some point and leaned directly on Su Jinxing's shoulder. His movements were so natural that Su Jinxing didn't even react.

Suddenly, Su Jinxing's somewhat irritable heart suddenly became very calm. He could clearly feel some of Sakura's hair tied to the skin of his neck. He was even thinking about why girls smell so good. He was even a little lost in thought about why Sakura's hair smelled so good.

It turned out that he had smelled it before, but it didn't have this kind of fragrance.

But it seems that the answer to that question is already there. The fish in the sea will definitely be with the fish in the river, because that person is Sakura, and every moment in the future will be like this moment. And because this is Sakura, her hair smells so good, right?

Su Jinxing turned his head slightly and couldn't see Sakura's face, only the fragrant cherry-pink hair.

Every time I see this cherry pink hair, my heart flutters.

Yes, cherish the people around you and cherish the present moment.

J.

Su Jinxing turned around, looked at the dark TV screen, and smiled to himself.

Thinking about it this way, I am really a scumbag.

(End of this chapter)