I am not an artist when I am reborn

Chapter 80 A Promise About the Future (asking for a monthly ticket at the beginning of the month)
Chapter 78 Promises about the future (ask for a monthly ticket at the beginning of the month)

December 25th, Christmas Day.

As a national holiday for the adoptive father, Han Bangbang, as the adopted son, naturally lived in style.

The atmosphere on the day of Christmas is called festooned with lights, and the whole world celebrates together.

Then, Su Jinxing was working overtime.

Unfortunately, today is the day of the SM Shareholders' General Meeting. Originally, it had nothing to do with Su Jinxing, but this year's shareholders' meeting needs to be notified by Su Jinhang to become an official member of SM's board of directors, so he must attend.

So, just... work overtime?

The shareholders' meeting lasted until the afternoon, and there were many summaries of various reports at the meeting, which made Su Jinxing understand a lot about the specific situation of SM Company.

The meeting finally passed the resolution that Su Jinxing became the No.20 five directors of the council, and Su Jinxing became the director of SM Company justifiably.

Before, it was only a director in essence, but now, it is worthy of the name, and the title has also fallen on the head. This is one step closer to Su Jinxing's goal.

Then comes next year's council.

After more than a year of rebirth, he finally took this big step.

But the emotion in his heart is not the happiness that Su Jinxing imagined, but a kind of loneliness, a loneliness with nowhere to vent.

He seemed to have no one to talk to.

Mapo Bridge.

This bridge has the highest suicide rate in South Korea. In order to reduce the suicide rate, the government left a slogan on the bridge.

"Did you have meal?"

"Are you tired from work?"

"Having a bad mood?"

Ok……

You know how to insert a knife.

Not surprisingly, the suicide rate has not decreased but increased, and there is only one outstanding one, Niu.

Of course Su Jinxing didn't come here to commit suicide, he finally came here, how could he commit suicide so easily.

He was just feeling a little melancholy, so he came over to have a look.

Aside from the factors of the holy place of suicide, the Mapo Bridge is really not suitable as a place to take a walk after dinner.

Car exhaust, a bit thick.

However, the Han River in this period did not have such a strong smell. Looking at it from a distance, it is not bad.

Standing by the bridge, blowing the cold wind, paralyzing my emotions, the little snow drifted in the air, and then landed on Su Jinxing's shoulder.

"It's really cold." Su Jinxing muttered, tightened his clothes, and took out his phone.

Open the address book and browse through the familiar names in the address book. They are all quite familiar, but it seems that it is not so suitable to announce the good news?
Eyes touched a name.

Well, it's still you.

Click to call.

hum~
hum~
hum~
This was the first time that Su Jinxing called her and the phone rang for so long.

There was no connection until the busy tone sounded.Su Jinxing opened Taeyeon's kakao with some doubts, and then woke up.

"It's a Christmas concert." Su Jinxing was stunned, no wonder he didn't answer the phone.

What a coincidence.

Hang up the phone and look at the contacts in the address book again.

After skipping one after another, I finally chose to close the address book.

Apart from Pei Zhuxuan, there seems to be no one else who is more suitable to confide in, but unfortunately, the time is wrong.

This is the legendary loneliness?

Some things can only be known by oneself, not for outsiders.

Su Jinxing smiled wryly, since when did he become such a negative person, he was obviously an optimist.

No matter what happens, if you are undecided, first post on the circle of friends.

Picked up the phone, took a picture facing the river, and sent it to kakao. There are more people following INS now, so it is better to post less dynamics.

Ok?
A drop of water fell on the screen, Su Jinxing raised his head and looked at the snowflakes flying all over the sky and the rain dripping on his face.

"Sleet?"

The weather forecast said that today is a sunny day. It seems that the weather forecasts all over the world are quite outrageous.

Sure enough, the ratings of the weather station depend entirely on the weather anchor.

Stretching, quietly feeling the touch of rain and snow falling on his body, his restless mood unexpectedly calmed down.

No wonder many people like to get in the rain. Aside from the factors that may cause a cold and fever, the feeling of being in the rain is not bad.

In this age when a fever is just a fever, everything is full of vitality.

……

boom!
boom.

A certain frightened boy was startled by the sudden thunder on the TV, and the phone in his hand was startled and fell to the floor.

"Seul Qi, keep your voice down." Sun Shengwan pushed Jiang Seul Qi and said.

"Oh." Jiang Seulqi responded, lowered her voice, and continued to watch.

Sun Shengwan glanced at Pei Zhuxuan who silently picked up the phone, and then turned his attention back to the TV series.

Pei Zhuxuan picked up the phone, unlocked the screen again, and looked at the page.

he:
“The Han River in the snow is not bad [photo]”

Pei Zhuxuan clicked on the photo, and what caught his eyes was the endless Han River and the captured snowflakes flying all over the sky.

But Pei Zhuxuan's attention fell on the lower left corner of the photo, half a slogan came into view, even if it was only half a sentence, but there is only one place with such a slogan beside the bridge in Seoul

Mapo Bridge!

Pei Zhuxuan's heart tightened, and she quickly looked out the window.

It was already raining and snowing outside, why would Su Jin go out in this weather, and it was the Mapo Bridge?

Before she had time to think about it, Pei Zhuxuan instinctively wanted to send a message to Su Jinxing, but she stopped.

In case, she meant in case, something happened to Su Jinxing, if she asked now, would it irritate him?

Holding the mobile phone in his hand, Pei Zhuxuan made a decision.

……

Pei Zhuxuan opened the door of the taxi, opened the umbrella, and walked onto the suicide bridge.

The afterglow of the setting sun shines on the Mapo Bridge.In the golden world, rain and snow flutter.

The cold wind was blowing, and Pei Zhuxuan walked forward, and there seemed to be a figure walking towards him in a trance.

Pei Zhuxuan was holding an umbrella, her eyes were fixed, there was indeed a figure walking in the rain and snow, coming towards her, she couldn't see her face clearly.

Pei Zhuxuan stood quietly on the spot, looking at this figure, it seemed that there were only two of them left in the world.

The snow drifted bigger and bigger, and the other party got closer and closer.

Pei Zhuxuan looked at the man walking in the rain and snow, approached silently, and covered the man with the umbrella in his hand from the rain and snow.

The man felt the strangeness in front of him, and brushed away the ends of his hair that were wet by the rain and snow. When he looked up, a gentle female voice came from his ear.

"Be careful of catching a cold."

Su Jinxing stared blankly at Pei Zhuxuan who suddenly appeared.

His eyes revealed puzzlement, astonishment and a hint of surprise hidden deep in his heart.

The wind is still blowing, and the rain and snow are still getting heavier.But Su Jinxing's lonely heart was wrapped in a warm current at this moment.

Su Jinxing laughed, looking at the delicate and flawless face in front of him, his smile was like sunshine.

"I didn't expect it to be you."

Pei Zhuxuan didn't understand the meaning of Su Jinxing's words, and was about to speak when a cold touch came from the back of his hand.

Su Jinxing reached out and took the umbrella from Pei Zhuxuan's hand, covered Pei Zhuxuan's extended hand again, and gently patted Pei Zhuxuan's shoulder that was wet by rain and snow when he held the umbrella for him with the other hand.

"Let's go."

When the words came to his lips, he remained silent in the end.

Pei Zhuxuan is not a very expressive person, so she chose to remain silent and followed Su Jin, walking silently under the protection of the umbrella.

The rain on his body made Su Jinxing feel a little uncomfortable, but fortunately, the coldness on his body was far inferior to the warmth brought by the girl beside him.

All the way in silence, when they came to Su Jinxing's car, the driver saw Su Jinxing was drenched in shock, got out of the car quickly, and hurriedly bowed and apologized, ignoring himself in the rain.

"Director Su, I'm sorry, it's my dereliction of duty! I'm sorry!"

Su Jinxing waved his hand.

"It's none of your business, I told you not to come." As early as when it was raining, the driver asked Su Jinxing where he was, and it was Su Jinxing who stepped forward.

But having said that, the driver kept bowing and apologizing.

"Get in the car first."

"Inside!" The driver hurriedly opened the car door, and Su Jinxing patted Pei Zhuxuan on the back, signaling her to go up first.

Pei Zhuxuan nodded slightly and got into the car.

It was only now that the driver noticed that there was a girl beside Su Jinxing, but now he was very panicked and didn't have the heart to pay too much attention to Pei Zhuxuan.

After Su Jinxing got into the car, he quickly got in the car.

"Director nim, shall we go to the hospital?" the driver looked at the rearview mirror and said to Su Jinxing.

"No, go back to school."

Su Jinxing got into the car, took off his drenched coat, and took the tissue that Pei Zhuxuan handed over to wipe his wet hair.

"Inside." The driver was more inclined to let Su Jinxing go to the hospital, but he still didn't dare to veto Su Jinxing's order like Cheng Dayong did.

The car started and drove towards Hanlin Yigao.

Su Jinxing is an outstanding graduate, even an outstanding alumni. Even after graduating, the school allowed Su Jinxing to continue living in the school dormitory.

Su Jinxing, who has no money to buy a house now, also takes advantage of the trend and continues to live.

Su Jinxing is not in a hurry for the housing issue of his own residence. Next, he will live in the dormitory of Seoul National University, so he is not in a hurry.

Pei Zhuxuan took out a tissue and reached out to help Su Jinxing wipe off the rain.

Galloping all the way, arrived at Hanlin Art High School.

Without saying a word, Pei Zhuxuan followed Su Jin back to the dormitory silently.

The driver didn't dare to leave, fearing that Su Jinxing might suffer from illness, so he parked the car in the parking lot and stayed in the car.

dorm room.

Pei Zhuxuan was sitting on the sofa with a blanket draped over her body, her hair was let down on her shoulders, her delicate childish face revealed the blush from the warm air blown by the air conditioner.

"Drink this bowl of ginger soup to warm your body." Su Jinxing came over with a bowl of ginger soup. There is no kitchen in the dormitory, but Su's mother brought some ginger soup for Su Jinxing and cooked it in a rice cooker. Just one click.

Pei Zhuxuan looked at the steaming bowl of ginger soup, although he didn't speak, but the little expression staring at the ginger soup thoughtfully was thinking about a problem no matter what.

This thing, can I drink it?
"I put brown sugar, the taste should be okay." Su Jinxing added.

"Thank you." Pei Zhuxuan thanked in a low voice, took the ginger soup, and took a tentative sip.

It was spicy in the mouth, Pei Zhuxuan stretched out her tongue, and then took another sip.

"Why did you come here?" Su Jinxing also picked up another bowl of ginger soup and asked after taking a sip.

"I'm worried that Nim, the director, can't think about it." Pei Zhuxuan said with her head bowed.

Su Jinxing was startled, and then thought that the map of his photo probably included the Mapo Bridge.

"You are very careful." Su Jinxing praised.

"Thank you." Pei Zhuxuan thanked again.

"You pay attention to me?"

Pei Zhuxuan trembled all over, and the hand holding the ginger soup trembled. Fortunately, there was no ginger soup in the bowl, otherwise it would have spilled on her.

Su Jinxing's sudden straight ball made Pei Zhuxuan a little at a loss, she didn't expect Su Jinxing to say such words.

Concerned?
Of course concern.

Even though every encounter with Su Jinxing seems like a chance encounter, it is actually her own deliberate behavior.

What this situation means is very clear to Pei Zhuxuan, she is not a solo mother like Sun Shengwan, she understands some things.

But it is precisely because he understands that he deliberately escapes.

"Director..." Pei Zhuxuan looked at Su Jinxing complicatedly, with an indescribable look on his face.

"You are older than me, and you understand many things. From my standpoint, I should let you focus on making your debut, especially in this sensitive period. And rationally, you should say so." Su Jinxing continued.

Pei Zhuxuan remained silent, continuing to listen to Su Jinxing's words.

"I also want to tell you this passage now. Your main goal now is to debut and work hard for your dreams. I don't need to repeat this kind of words too much, and you understand it."

"But." Su Jinxing changed the topic.

"There are some things that cannot be replaced by reason, you are, and so am I." Su Jinxing smiled slightly at Pei Zhuxuan, since she came to his side, let's be impulsive.

"How about making an agreement? Put tonight's matter in the dust for the time being. One day in the future, when one of us thinks the time is right, we can continue the conversation tonight, and the other party will give a definite answer."

Pei Zhuxuan looked up at Su Jinxing.

The meaning of what he said was actually quite obvious.

Pei Zhuxuan took a deep look at Su Jinxing, only seeing sincerity and...

He lowered his head again.

Su Jinxing didn't disturb her thinking, and quietly looked at Pei Zhuxuan's beautiful and flawless face.

I have to say that Pei Zhuxuan is very beautiful, even without the company's targeted packaging, she is still as beautiful as a poetic painting in her amateur state.

But Su Jinxing understands that his current attraction to her is no longer due to her appearance, but pure heartbeat.

It's not shameful to be moved by appearance, but the feelings that can really go on will always be based on pure heart in life.

Pei Zhuxuan at this moment is such a person.

After a long time, Pei Zhuxuan raised his head again, and met Su Jinxing's eyes with determination in his eyes.

Nod slightly.

Su Jinxing raised the corner of his mouth, put the bowl of ginger soup in his hand on the table, stood up from the sofa, and extended his right hand to Pei Zhuxuan.

Pei Zhuxuan stretched out her hand to hold Su Jinxing's right hand, and shook it firmly.

Feeling the strength coming from his hand, Su Jinxing smiled slightly, and then let go of his hand.

Stretched like nothing.

"The soup is finished too, let's take a shower." He staggered away, leaving Pei Zhuxuan alone.

(End of this chapter)