I'm fishing at the Youkai Investigation Bureau

Chapter 30 You have no taste, farewell

"How are things organized?"

As soon as the sickly male voice fell, a ray of warm light suddenly flashed in the darkness.

With this light, one can vaguely see a man wrapped in black sitting on a stone throne, with his head propped up and his face unknown.

On the handrail of the stone seat, there is a crow with shiny feathers.It tilted its head and fell to the ground and turned into a handsome boy with short hair. There were two horizontal crescent moon totems under his eyes.

The faint light was enough to see the boy's figure clearly, and it was not difficult to see from the body curve that this should be a young girl.

The girl fiddled with the braid hidden under her short hair and replied: "Okay, it's all put in a picture stone."

She asked, "We don't care about them?"

The girl's slightly neutral voice has no ups and downs, but the words she speaks contain warmth.

The young man felt displeased with these words, pretended not to hear her question, and continued on his own, "Which number is this?"

There was a bit of coldness and helplessness in his voice.

What are outsiders doing?Just use each other.

It's a pity that the power sent this time was wasted again.

When can I find useful monsters or people?

"One, two, three, four...ten...?" The girl counted ten three times with her leather-covered fingers, and said firmly, "26."

"Oh." The young man responded, "When was the last time you were found?"

The girl tilted her head and thought for a while: "A year ago, Wandering Soul, on the Nameless Monument."

"Oh, it seems that things are not suitable for these two days." The young man said quietly, "Wait a minute, he will wake up soon."

The girl asked, "How long will it be?"

The young man replied: "Immediately is immediately."

He continued to order: "Before he wakes up, put your mind on the pair of brothers and sisters, and ask him to reply as soon as possible."

The girl imitated his appearance: "Oh."

"Also, don't bring me back those messy snacks."

"It's not a messy snack, and it's not for you." The girl's tone was ups and downs. "It's my sister who made the cookies specially for me. You have no taste, farewell."

The young man pondered: "Your words were not so annoying back then."

She met his eyes, and suddenly said three words: "You too."

Without waiting for a reply, she said in her own way: "I'm going to bed, you have no taste."

The girl took that warm light away, leaving only the young man hidden in the depths of darkness silent.

Before the light dissipated, it could be seen that the young man's hands on his knees were bloodless white.

Suddenly, the young man let out a low laugh, with a hint of nostalgia in the laugh.

Her temper is still the same as before.
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The shape mist oilcloth slowly closed, and the darkness that could not be dispelled came again.

Li Xiaozhen fell into a coma.

Bubbles that sank at the bottom of the deep sea and wrapped up the memories of the past slowly came up.

A white light flashed.

"Beep beep beep—"

This is the cold electronic sound made by the life instrument after it cannot detect the heartbeat.

"...Baby!! My baby!" Li's mother knelt on the ground, tugging at the quilt on the hospital bed.

"My condolences...we have tried our best." A doctor with a sad expression stood in front of Li Xiaozhen's hospital bed. After the doctor finished speaking, he left the rest of the time for his relatives.

Li's mother was thin and thin, and her hair was already half white when she was less than 40 years old. She clutched her chest and cried hard.

Seeing that she was almost out of breath, Father Li, with all white hair, quickly patted her on the back lightly.

His only daughter, his most beloved daughter, was lost just like that.

How could this not make him feel bad? !
How can I mourn...?
but……

That's fine too...

Father Li raised his head and looked at his daughter's haggard body due to illness, tears streaming down his face.

He looked away and hugged his wife in his arms. Father Li's voice was full of sadness and a hint of joy.

"Ah...he finally died."

Zhen'er... It's good to die, there will be no more pain after death.

No longer will be tortured by the disease.

Mother Li gradually stopped crying after hearing this, and she buried herself in her husband's arms and sobbed softly.

Yes……

It's better to die...

This way her baby will never cry again.

Zhen'er is squeamish, loves to cry, and loves to act like a baby.

After being sick, she still smiled and reassured them that it was okay, she was not in pain.

How could it be painless...?
"Yes..." Mother Li beat her husband's chest weakly, comforting herself while crying: "If we didn't get sick, we would have lived a good life long ago..."

If not sick...

Jenner is such a wonderful kid...

But God made her sick...

She was in unspeakable pain, so she could only whimper and hum a lullaby for her daughter.

Mommy baby close your eyes...

Sleeping in that dream yo...

To that happy dream...

This is the first lullaby that Zhen'er heard when she came to this world, and it is also Li's mother's wish.

How good would it be if the daughter left and just fell asleep?It would be nice to be coaxed to sleep by her...

Tomorrow morning, she can still see her baby again, and tomorrow morning, she can still hear her voice... Even if it is a pale face, weak voice... She still wants to greedily keep more daughters by their side ...

A dream is a dream after all.

The gentle singing mixed with fragmented cries echoed in the ward and in Li Xiaozhen's mind.

She woke up suddenly with tears all over her face. The warm tears gradually washed away the extremely disproportionate makeup. The real face under the thick foundation was an extremely pale and thin face.

Li Xiaozhen was trembling crazily.

she knows……

she knows...

If she didn't have to smile to cover up the trembling corners of her mouth, if she didn't say these words that could comfort her easily... how could her parents survive?
like she...

She missed the chance of reincarnation, and she didn't want her soul to be scattered. She had to have a reason to live, which was "unreconciled", otherwise how could she survive in the underworld as a ghost?
"...Am I wrong?" She asked, "Am I... wrong?"

Everything she did was wrong...?

She has forgotten... since when, she is no longer her...

Ah... of course she was wrong.

She didn't have to kill, and the letter didn't ask her to do so.

But she killed someone...

She made a mistake...and she can never go back.

She killed someone... so she can't go back.

……what?

Li Xiaozhen's uncontrollable tears suddenly stopped.

...did she kill someone?
Is it her fault...?
No...it doesn't seem to be her fault.

Obviously they are the ones who marry themselves...they are greedy...they...

If she doesn't kill them...they'll take everything she's worked so hard to save...

"It's not my fault...it's all their fault..."

She muttered to herself, as if she especially recognized this sentence.

"Yes...it's not my fault..."

While acknowledging this sentence——

Li Xiaozhen suddenly couldn't tell where she was, where she came from, and whether she was sad or happy, resentful or angry. The last root of reason in her mind broke quietly and hid in the darkness. There was a layer of madness in his eyes again.

……what.

Isn't that killing people?

It's not her fault.

Isn't it because I borrowed points several times before and didn't return them?Why did those ghosts ignore her?

Why isolate her?Just because she's alone?
She wasn't like this at all, and the points that others borrowed from her didn't return... She didn't say anything.

She can be tolerant to others, why shouldn't these ghosts be more tolerant to her! ! !She is just a child! ! !
And her parents! !The beautiful dream weaved for her for 18 years suddenly changed after she died...

How could she bear it? !
The love of her parents was only on the surface, and they hoped that she would die early under their false love! !
How can she not hate? !
She wants revenge on those who bullied her! !
Li Xiaozhen suddenly burst into tears with her face in her hands.

"why me?"

Why do this to her?

Why choose her?
Why use her for marriage?
And...why use her?

She obviously didn't do anything, there are countless people who are more suitable than her, and she can turn back! ! ! !

"why me?!!"

This extremely piercing sound was swallowed by the oilcloth.

In the end, only Li Xiaozhen could know the answer to this question.

　Li Xiaozhen is offline and will start her daily life immediately.

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