After the divorce, Dr. Lin wanted to get back together every day

As if grabbing a life-saving straw, she threw herself into Bai Mumu's arms, and Bai Mumu rubbed Huang Si's back, waiting for her to finish crying.

After 10 minutes, Huang Si calmed down, the suitcase was packed in a mess, and she buckled it all at once: "Mumu, let's go."

Bai Mumu followed Huang Si. When the two passed the living room, Huang Si looked at her mother-in-law and the child with indifferent eyes. He only glanced at her lightly and left with the suitcase.

The old man hesitated to speak, Bai Mumu lowered his head, she walked to the door, there was a pull in her hair, she turned her head, the child was talking restlessly in the old man's words, trying to get past Bai Mumu and catch her mother.

"Teacher Bai, I..."

"Mu Mu!"

As soon as the old man got up, Huang Si called her outside the door, but Bai Mumu didn't say a word, untied the hair wrapped around the child's fingertips, and left.

Huang Si was waiting for the elevator with his back turned to her, shrugging his shoulders, it could be seen that Huang Si was deliberately suppressing his crying.

The metal plate in the elevator and the silhouette of the person in the elevator were all deformed. Huang Si suddenly said: "This is the second time I have walked out of that door after giving birth to a child."

"Why...?" Bai Mumu swallowed her exclamation, and then combed Huang Si's messy hair.

Downstairs, Lin Luning was waiting at the door. He passed Huang Si to look at Bai Mumu, and then took the luggage from Huang Si's hand.

The atmosphere in the car was a little depressing. Bai Mumu sat next to Huang Si, holding her arm.

Halfway through the car, Huang Si looked at a familiar building outside the window and said, "Dr. Lin, I've booked a hotel, just put me on the side of the road."

Lin Luning didn't speak. He glanced at the rearview mirror, met Bai Mumu's gaze unexpectedly, and then parked the car on the side of the road as good as he could.

Huang Si's body was trembling under the palm of his hand, and Bai Mumu comforted her in a low voice: "Don't be afraid, I will accompany you."

Huang Si wiped away her tears and squeezed out a smile: "I'm fine. I lost control of my emotions just now and broke out. I feel better after crying."

She pushed away Bai Mumu's hand on her shoulder: "I don't need you to accompany me. I'll stop for a while, and I'll go to the hotel alone."

Bai Mumu's face froze immediately: "Huang Si, do you still regard me as a friend?! You said this to anger me!"

Bai Mumu spoke the harshest words, but her heart beat the softest.

"Mr. Huang, which hotel?" Lin Luning slowed down.

Huang Si's voice was hoarse, she cried for too long, her eyes were swollen out of shape: "The right side."

Stopping at the entrance of the hotel, Lin Luning took out the luggage from the trunk, and Bai Mumu helped Huang Si to register at the front desk.

Huang Si swiped the card, Lin Luning gave the suitcase to Bai Mumu, and said, "You stay with her, I'll go out and pack something to eat and come back."

"Yeah." The corridor of the hotel was carpeted, Bai Mumu suddenly tiptoed, and kissed Lin Luning's chin like a superficial kiss: "Fortunately, I have you."

Lin Luning's lips and tongue were dry, and his Adam's apple was rolling up and down. He suddenly felt a little dissatisfied with Bai Mumu's kiss, which was too insincere.

The time here is wrong, the place is wrong, and the timing is wrong. After all, Lin Luning suppressed the rolling lust in his eyes and touched Bai Mumu's earlobe.

"I'll return soon."

In the room, Bai Mumu dragged Huang Si to the bathroom to wash her face. The cold water irritated her eyes a little. Huang Si looked at herself in the mirror, as if she was muttering to herself, or explaining to Bai Mumu.

"I didn't know what a nightmare was until the child was born. Everyone revolved around the child, and no one cared about my feelings. I don't want to drink bland fish soup and trotter and soybean soup every day."

"But they advised me that children need breast milk, and breast milk is for others. If I don't eat it, the child will have no breast milk. I quietly poured out the soup. They said that I was too cruel and not worthy of being a mother."

"The child was sick and lost a little fat, and they blamed me, saying that it was me that caused the child to have poor physique and easy to get sick. I was trapped in a cage called 'children'. , I can’t think, and I need to give unreservedly to my children, otherwise I don’t deserve to be a mother.”

"Mumu, I really didn't expect that one day the child would overwhelm me so much that I can't breathe. I am in too much pain. Every day I live with my eyes open and closed, she will appear in my world."

"When she was just born, I obviously loved her very much, but now, as soon as I see her, I have difficulty breathing. She has become a devil that I can't get rid of."

As Huang Si spoke, her body softened and she knelt down on the ground. She covered her face and suppressed her emotions in pain.

Seeing Huang Si so sad, Bai Mumu felt very distressed.

He squatted down and hugged Huang Si's body tightly, as if he wanted to embed himself in his body.

It was her negligence. Every time she had a video with Huang Si, she even asked him to show her the baby. Bai Mumu was also one of the culprits in this situation.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Huang Si waited until Bai Mumu apologized belatedly: "Huang Si, I don't deny that the identity of a mother is great, but we first become ourselves before we have other identities. Not involved, but as long as you want, no matter what decision you make in the future, I will support you."

"You are Huang Si, with an independent personality. What do other people say? It's bullshit! Let's ignore them. It's up to you to eat and drink what you want. Children don't have breast milk and milk powder. No matter where the nutrition is. Worse!"

"Don't cry, I feel uncomfortable when you cry, what kind of friend am I! I don't even know that you are in such pain, Huang Si, it's me who ignored your abnormality, it's me, it's all my fault... "

Emotions can be contagious. The two of them hugged each other and cried, when suddenly there was a knock on the door.

Huang Si in Bai Mumu's arms froze, stood up reflexively from the ground, and hid under the quilt.

Bai Mumu's heart was throbbing, she got up and opened the door, outside the door was Lin Luning who had packed the food and came back.

He could tell at a glance that Bai Mumu was crying. Lin Luning frowned, his eyes were filled with blackness that could not be melted away, he raised his hand and wiped the teardrops on the root of Bai Mumu's eyelashes: "Don't cry."

Bai Mumu lowered her eyes in embarrassment, and her breathing eased a lot: "Well, I'll stay with Huang Si in the hotel at night, and take a good rest when you get home."

Although Lin Luning was very reluctant and didn't want Bai Mumu to stay in a hotel at night, he respected Bai Mumu's decision: "Then I'll deliver your change of clothes later, and if you have anything to do, call me in time."

Standing upright, Lin Luning pressed the elevator, Bai Mumu watched him leave, feeling guilty in his heart, why did he feel that Lin Luning looked like an abandoned lone wolf.