After the divorce, Dr. Lin wanted to get back together every day

Chapter 153 She Doesn't Want To Be Her Mother
The heat from Bai Mumu's body gradually disappeared, and his hands and feet felt cold.

If it is really a contradiction, it will be fine, the contradiction can be resolved, and the contradiction can also distinguish who is right and who is wrong.

Lin Luning wanted to end his ambiguous relationship with her and get on the right track. Was he wrong?He was right.

But what about her?Because there was still anxiety in her heart, she knew that Lin Luning had changed, but she still couldn't believe it.

Can't believe it's true.

So, is she wrong?

She is not like Huang Si, Huang Si can endure emotional hurt, but because she was hurt once, she is afraid of repeating the same mistakes.

In today's matter, neither Lin Luning nor she was wrong.

Once bitten by a snake, it is normal for her to be afraid of straw ropes for ten years. She is timid and cowardly. If she is hurt again, it will definitely be a disaster for her.

She hinted to herself repeatedly that Lin Luning loved her, Lin Luning had changed, and Lin Luning would not leave her.

The suggestion worked, and she also thought that she had really let go of the connection, but when the thing really happened, she realized that she was still trapped in the past and couldn't get out.

"There is a little problem with my relationship with Lin Luning." Bai Mumu's tone was dark, and a child's voice suddenly came from the other end of the phone: "Mom, mom..."

Bai Mumu reacted immediately, and hurriedly said, "Sorry, I've bothered you, I'm sorry."

She hung up the phone, her heart still not settled down.

The phone rang suddenly, it was Xu Suizhi.

"Mr. Bai, you hung up too quickly." Xu Suizhi's voice was still soft like a gust of wind, and she said on the phone: "Actually, no one has called me for a long time. I can receive a call from Teacher Bai." , I am very happy."

Bai Mumu had never met Xu Suizhi's person, but he could already imagine what kind of person he was.

It must be gentle like water, well-educated, harmonious relationship with parents, strong enough inside, every move is quiet and beautiful.

Facing Xu Suizhi's frankness, Bai Mumu's dull mood improved a lot, and her tone couldn't help being much lighter: "Thank you, I should have contacted you earlier."

Across the two ends, they chatted like old friends who haven't seen each other for a long time. Xu Suizhi suggested, "Is it convenient for Teacher Bai to come and find me? I really want to see you."

Bai Mumu took a taxi and parked in Xu Suizhi's community, and saw Xu Suizhi holding a boy in the pavilion at the door, looking at her with a smile on his face.

"Teacher Bai."

"Madam Xu."

They had never met each other before, but they were able to recognize each other at a glance at the gate of the community where people came and went.

Bai Mumu and Xu Suizhi walked forward side by side, teasing the child in her arms from time to time.

The villa was very empty, and no one was walking around in it. Bai Mumu was slightly surprised.

In Nuo Da's living room, Fu Jun's toys were piled up in one corner. Xu Suizhi came out with fruit, and saw Bai Mumu and Fu Jun sitting on the cushions building blocks.

"Xiao Jun likes you very much." Xu Suizhi pushed the fruit plate forward and picked up the falling building blocks.

Fu Jun built a piece of building blocks, grabbed Bai Mumu's sleeve, and said, "Auntie, it's your turn."

"I like Xiaojun too." Under Fu Jun's expectant eyes, Bai Mumu put a green building block on the building: "Mrs. Xu is very well educated."

After playing for half an hour, Fu Jun seemed to be tired from playing. He went upstairs and hugged the quilt and lay down on the sofa in the living room. He looked closely at Xu Suizhi, and then slowly closed his eyes.

Fu Jun fell asleep, and the two adults didn't move. Xu Suizhi looked at Bai Mumu's face and smiled slightly, with two dimples faintly appearing on the corners of his mouth.

"I have been married to Fu Tingyun for six years, and I married him as soon as I graduated because of love."

When Xu Suizhi talked about love, his face was a little dazed and mocking.

"What about you? What's going on with Dr. Lin?" Xu Suizhi asked.

Bai Mumu squeezed out a wry smile: "Lin Luning asked me today if I wanted to form a new family with him, but I backed down. At that moment, I fell into deep doubts, wondering whether I was really qualified to be loved? Doubting this Once, how far can I go with him, because I am afraid of being hurt again, I stop, thinking like an ostrich why I can't be content with the status quo."

After she finished speaking, she found that Xu Suizhi was confused, and quickly explained: "In fact, I had a marriage with Lin Luning before. For various reasons, it lasted for a year and ended. It may also be because of our respective immaturities. , Treating marriage as a trifling matter, I have always been afraid in my heart, afraid of repeating the same mistakes, afraid of doing it again, and the result is still dismal."

She envies her mother, because Bai Song loves her so much, but she doesn't want to become her own mother, that's too scary!
After Xu Suizhi listened carefully, his face was a little silent. Bai Mumu couldn't tell what she was thinking, so he lowered his head and looked at the pattern on the cushion.

After a long time, Xu Suizhi passed a piece of fruit to Bai Mumu.

"Mr. Bai, I can only listen to you when it comes to feelings. I can't give you correct feedback and suggestions, and I can't even help, because my love life is also a mess." Xu Suizhi's tone was very frank, Even frankly scary.

Bai Mumu shook her head: "You have done me a great favor if you can listen to me." She raised her head and let out a long breath: "After talking to you, I feel a lot more relaxed."

Bai Mumu just wanted to find someone to talk to. After talking to Xu Suizhi, although her heart was still heavy, it wasn't like at the beginning, when she was so overwhelmed that she couldn't breathe.

Seeing Bai Mumu's appearance, Xu Suizhi was suddenly moved. During the six years of marriage, she was isolated from the outside world, and she had no social interaction and no desire to yearn for the outside world.

It was more about accumulating emotions in his heart, torturing himself and Fu Tingyun repeatedly.

She didn't know if this was a kind of morbid obsession, she locked herself in a high square wall.

The only one who can accept her kindness unconditionally is Fu Jun, the child she gave birth to.

No one knows that the child is the pillar that supports her persistence until now.

"Fu Tingyun and I are classmates in high school. He is a man of the school. He looks good and studies well, but he is often beaten." Xu Suizhi talked about the past, putting his position on the outside, as an outsider Telling her past with Fu Tingyun.

"He is a man of the hour, and I am a transparent person in school. Do you understand that feeling? Whether in school or in class, he is the kind of person who has a very low sense of existence."

Xu Suizhi didn't study very well, but he worked very hard, but he didn't get the corresponding results after working hard.

She was the first in the class to come to school and the last to leave. She had a more correct attitude than anyone else, but she just couldn't get her grades up.

But it was also because of her hard work that she accidentally discovered Fu Tingyun's "secret".

(End of this chapter)