After the divorce, Dr. Lin wanted to get back together every day

Chapter 38 Long time no see
There was a traffic jam on the road, and she arrived home much later than Bai Mumu planned. Lin Luning drank a bottle of water in the car, and when he got off the car, the abnormal feeling had disappeared.

This made Bai Mumu a little disappointed, because she didn't dare to say something to Lin Luning face to face.

After locking the car door, this time she was the one who walked back in Lin Luning's shadow.

As soon as he entered the house, Lin Luning immediately changed his clothes. He sniffed lightly at the tip of his nose, and it seemed that he could still smell the faint smell of alcohol on his body. He turned around and took his pajamas into the bathroom.

Bai Mumu stood in the living room. Because she was too familiar with the environment, those memories that she wanted to forget but couldn't forget filled her brain again.

Everything that happened just now was blocked out, and those bad memories related to Lin Luning turned the forward gear again.

Lin Luning came out of the bathroom, holding a bank card in his hand.

Are you coming?
Bai Mumu was sitting on the sofa, clutching her palms tightly, the wound on her right ring finger was being pulled and hurt, she was still in the mood to think: the stickiness of the bandage on her finger didn't seem to be strong anymore.

She wants another one!
This thought was extremely strong, Bai Mumu stood up from the sofa suddenly, avoiding Lin Luning's gaze, and kept searching in the drawer.

No.

Bai Mumu was short of breath, biting her lower lip, tears rolled in her eyes, but her hands kept moving: she clearly remembered that the band-aids were put here in the afternoon, why not!
Lin Luning stood at the other end of the coffee table and put the bank card on the table: "Mu Mu."

Bai Mumu could still pretend that he didn't hear the first sound, but Lin Luning's second and third sound followed one after another.

"Mumu? Bai Mumu!" Lin Luning shouted.

Bai Mumu raised her head, her eyes seemed to be unable to bear it, and a tear slid down.

"Mumu." Lin Luning yelled again, pushing the bank to Bai Mumu: "Here is 20, no password."

Bai Mumu didn't look at the bank card, but looked into Lin Luning's eyes: "Lin Luning, can I ask you a question? Why did you marry me in the first place?"

Lin Luning was particularly good-looking in Bai Mumu's eyes, and her brows and eyes were wrinkled together, her face was indifferent and cold, and after a long time, it turned into a casual and cold look on the sidelines.

It seemed that Bai Mumu didn't ask him this question, but he was just a bystander.

So he didn't answer the question, but just pushed the bank card forward impatiently: "You put it away, there is no need for an IOU."

After that, he was about to go to the study, when Bai Mumu stopped him behind him: "Lin Luning, wait a minute."

Lin Luning turned around, feeling that Bai Mumu was a little entangled tonight, looking down at her as if she couldn't be bothered, with a slight anxiety in his eyes.

Bai Mumu saw it clearly, and she saw it through too, with a smile uglier than crying: "You don't want to answer the last question, so I'll ask another one."

Her voice was a little choked, and she raised her head, her eyes were like stars about to fall, burning with the last trace of heat, the light emitted was more blazing than usual, with an unstoppable bright color.

She narrated in the calmest tone, and finished the sentence forcefully: "Lin Luning, have you fallen in love with me until now? Even, just a little bit."

Lin Luning was dignified and cold, his frowning brows were indifferent and alienated, his eyes blinked, and his words turned into a piercing knife, piercing into Bai Mumu's heart without hesitation: "We, at first, didn't Is it a fake marriage?"

"You and I both know this." After Lin Luning finished speaking, he seemed to think that Bai Mumu's question was ridiculous, and raised his eyebrows: "Are you tired again?"

One was tired again, which made Bai Mumu re-examine herself.

Of course she was tired. From the very beginning of falling in love with this person in front of her, she knew that she was afraid that she would suffer a lot, but ah, she had had enough of the suffering and was tired of it.

In this relationship, she exhausted all her courage and courage, and she took every step firmly, but ended in failure.

She looked at the man in front of her, never once, wanted to remember him more deeply than now.

Because in this life, it will be difficult for her to fall in love with another person with the same warm and sincere feelings.

At the beginning, because of her mother's urgency, she urgently needed to find a marriage partner. Lin Luning should be the same, but she just needs the status of being married.

It doesn't matter who Lin Luning marries, as long as he is obedient and sensible, and doesn't bother him, well, maybe one more thing, be calm and rational.

Bai Mumu suddenly thought of another one, that is, don't fall in love with him.

She fell in love with him, so she lost in a mess, fell in love with him, and she became no longer like her.

The innocence was cut off by Lin Luning himself, which added a lot of distress, and it was really tiring to worry about the other party all the time.

She was too tired, but Lin Luning couldn't let her rely on her.

She thinks that Xie Wan has a bad temper, but Xie Wan has a good life. Bai Song loves her so much and has spoiled her all his life. She is really envious and jealous.

But she also figured it out, it's time for her to let go, she can't use marriage to trap Lin Luning.

She wanted to divorce Lin Luning.

The idea was engraved in her heart, making her extremely firm in this belief.

But the divorce is not now, not because she is reluctant, but because she wants to disappear from Lin Luning's world cleanly and innocently.

The 40 was an uneasy existence weighing on her heart.

Whether it's feelings, materials, or money, she will give back to Lin Luning without taking anything.

She doesn't owe him anything, has a clear conscience, and even if she meets again, she can still say in a calm tone: Long time no see.

Bai Mumu's thinking has undergone a huge change, and the breath on his body has also changed. There is no warmth and heat, as if wrapped in an invisible cocoon.

Lin Luning noticed it, and it made him feel a little uncomfortable, but he didn't know what caused Bai Mumu to undergo such a huge change.

"You?" Lin Luning wanted to ask, but found that he seemed to have too little communication with Bai Mumu, so he couldn't figure out what he wanted to say.

Bai Mumu picked up the bank card on the table, looked at Lin Luning with extremely strange eyes, and said very politely, "Thank you for the 40."

She bit 40 very hard, never daring to forget the scene of being humiliated by Jiang Wei.

"But don't worry, I will write the IOU. After three years, I won't miss you a cent."

She supported the coffee table on her elbows and stood up from the ground. Her feet were a little weak, but they were not enough to fall from the ground. Lin Luning looked at her awkward posture and wanted to help her, but she pushed her away.

"Go and get busy." Bai Mumu said with a smile.

Lin Luning was a little uneasy. He sat in the study for a long time without reading a word, and his ears caught a slight sound outside.

He opened the door and saw Bai Mumu carrying the quilt into another bedroom: "What are you doing?"

"From today, I will sleep here." Bai Mumu said calmly.

Lin Luning suddenly became angry, because Bai Mumu could always mobilize his bad side: "What are you messing with?!"

Seeing Lin Luning angry, Bai Mumu thought it was ridiculous, so she glanced at him lightly, her smile was calm but meaningless: "Why do you think I'm making trouble?"

How much she wants to really make a fuss!

It's a pity that no one will clean up the mess for her, so she won't, can't, and doesn't allow herself to make trouble.

She shook her head: "I didn't make trouble." She walked into the room with the quilt in her arms.

Lin Luning believed that Bai Mumu was making trouble, angry, and losing his mind.

So he decided to give Bai Mumu time to reflect, thinking that maybe after a while, Bai Mumu would become the one he knew...she?

At night, Bai Mumu looked at the not-so-familiar arrangement in front of him. Habit is really a scary thing. It's like a lurking beast, haunting every corner you don't expect.

There is no gentle breathing sound from the side, no familiar smell from the tip of the nose, and even the light from the moonlight is so dazzling.

She was very unaccustomed to not having Lin Luning by her side, so she spread her hands, empty-handed.

I thought I was holding a piece of crystal, but it was actually a piece of ice. My fingers were frostbitten and icy cold. I watched it melt into water and flow away from my hand, but I thought I was holding it.
Actually no, it has slipped from my hands.

(End of this chapter)