After the divorce, Dr. Lin wanted to get back together every day

Chapter 40 Leave
Bai Song opened the wine and filled both glasses. He held the wine glass and sniffed it lightly. He was infatuated and intoxicated. Seeing Lin Luning frowned, he smiled at the corner of his mouth: "Dad doesn't drink, just smells it." Taste."

The strong and spicy taste of baijiu is really easy to get people hooked. Baisong didn't drink it, but he felt as if he was drunk.

His face was reddish, and Lin Luning's coat was a little too big for him, and it was also a little hot, so he took off the coat.

The dish didn't move a few chopsticks, Bai Song stopped his hands, his expression was slightly condensed: "Xiao Lin, did Mu Mu take money from you?"

Lin Luning didn't speak, but the movement of chewing slowed down. He didn't wait for Bai Song's second sentence immediately, and continued to eat as usual.

In fact, Bai Song realized that his problem was wrong, so he simply opened the window and said bluntly: "I know that I have lung cancer. It may not be in the advanced stage, but it is not far away. Any current treatment methods are just helping me delay time."

"Dr. Jiang said to come to see me yesterday, but one of her words made me feel very strange. She said: 45 injections of special medicine are really effective. Such a sentence, until I heard the truth from a little nurse."

The white pine exposed the back of the hand, densely covered with needle holes, and no good skin could be seen.

When the sleeve was pulled up again, a retained needle appeared on the arm, and the skin on that piece was also bad. The wound festered, revealing red and white flesh. Just looking at it, I felt pain.

Cancer patients are like this in the later stage. The wounds are not easy to heal, a lot of hair falls out, and they have to endure the pain that ordinary people can't bear all the time, not to mention countless medicines and radiotherapy every day.

No one can help them share the pain, it's like ten thousand ants eating their heart, and even the joints of their bones are hurting.

Lin Luning remained silent and listened quietly. Bai Song said that Jiang Wei visited him yesterday, but he didn't know about it at all, but obviously now is not the time to delve into this issue.

"The 45 injection of special medicine, I feel too guilty for using it. Lung cancer is an incurable disease. It can't cure it. It can't drag down two families because of me." Bai Song's tone was sad and regretful.

He reached out to stop Lin Luning's words of persuasion: "Needless to say, I know what you want to say, and you don't need to persuade me anymore."

Lin Luning looked at him.

Suddenly, Bai Song poured a sip of white wine into his mouth with a cup in his hand, the action was so sudden that Lin Luning was caught off guard.

Immediately he stretched out his hand to snatch the cup, Bai Song was not annoyed when he saw this, and laughed loudly after swallowing: "Sure enough, wine is a good thing."

Looking at Lin Luning with not cloudy eyes, he raised a finger to his lips: "Xiao Lin, don't tell your mother about this, she will definitely go crazy if she finds out."

Lin Luning didn't say anything, but nodded: "Dad, I promise you." He poured down both glasses of wine, and even put away Bai Song's wine, clearly wanting to cut off all Bai Song's thoughts.

When they ran out of wine, each of them held a glass of water. Lin Luning clinked glasses with him lightly: "Dad, let's replace wine with water and drink one."

After hearing this, Bai Song looked like a happy child, holding the cup in both hands: "That's right, it feels good."

After dinner, Lin Luning sent Bai Song to the inpatient department of the oncology department. Bai Mumu and Xie Wan were so anxious that they searched the hospital several times and almost planned to call the police.

"dad!"

"White pine!"

The voices of the two sounded at the same time, Xie Wan walked to Bai Song's side, but looked past him, inadvertently meeting Lin Luning's eyes.

Lin Luning's black eyes without any emotion made Xie Wan flustered for no reason. Thinking about the 60 she had forced Bai Mumu to ask him for, she felt uneasy.

She reached out and patted Bai Song's back lightly, then turned her back to Lin Luning: "You went to find Xiao Lin, why didn't you tell me?!"

"It's not because I wanted to go for a stroll outside, but suddenly I had a whim, I will definitely, I will tell you next time." After Bai Song finished speaking, he turned his head and winked at Lin Luning playfully.

Xie Wan didn't see it, but Bai Mumu did. She walked up to Lin Luning and asked in a low voice, "What did you and my dad talk about?"

"Nothing to talk about." Lin Luning said.

It's just a meal, how long it can take, most of it is Bai Song talking, he just listens quietly, Bai Song talks most about Bai Mumu.

However, none of them knew that accidents always came earlier than tomorrow.

In the night sky at 08:30, Bai Mumu came out of the hospital, shrouded in darkness, and she stopped in front of the hospital. Ever since Bai Song fell ill, she seemed to have gotten used to looking up at the sky above her head.

Lin Luning had to work the night shift, so naturally he couldn't be seen at home. Bai Mumu went to bed after taking a shower, but couldn't fall asleep anyway. She tossed and turned in bed, and a string in her mind was always tense, "Pa" It was cut off with a bang.

She grabbed the clothes in front of her chest, and suddenly she was sweating like rain, her body was so weak that she had no strength at all, and helpless tears rolled down one by one, as if she had some kind of premonition, which was extremely strong.

Bai Mumu took off the coat from the hanger, put it on, and ran outside. The desire to see her father was extremely strong. The wind passed through her calves, and she shivered from the cold. When she got into the car, her face was still wet and slippery. It turned out that she was crying all the way, but she didn't realize it.

The car stopped at the entrance of the hospital, and the sound of slippers being tapped made the empty hospital feel very lonely, so Bai Mumu simply climbed up barefoot.

Her heart was beating non-stop, her brain was empty, only her body was repeating mechanical movements. In the end, she had to climb up with hands and feet. Finally, she stood at the door of Baisong's ward and saw a scene that made her unbelievable.

Bai Song grasped the pillow with his left hand, with bulging veins on his forehead, his eyes were congested, and blood overflowed from the corner of his mouth. The glass on the glass meets Bai Mumu's gaze in the air.

Bai Mumu saw that Bai Song let go of his mouth and smiled at her with a corner of his mouth. The same was true of those bloodshot eyes. It was the kindness and kindness of a father to his daughter.

A chill came from the soles of her feet, as if she was under a glacier, surrounded by sea water pouring in, covering her mouth and nose, she couldn't make a sound, and couldn't move, her body was sucked deeper by the cold wave, and she couldn't move at all .

Although the mechanical movements of her body were still there, she became a bystander, watching the body belonging to Bai Mumu push open the door, pounce on Baisong, and at the same time press the nurse's bell firmly. After completing this set of movements, the body woke Xie Wan up. , and ran to the nurse's station with bare feet, trying to speak, but his voice seemed to be locked in the throat.

She heard the muffled sound of palms clapping on the table, the crackling sound of arms piercing through the air, and the dull sound of cold feet patting the ground.

But roaring, roaring, wailing, mourning...

None of these.

Bai Mumu was horrified to find that she couldn't speak...

Then she was terrified and watched the doctors and nurses push Bai Song into the emergency room. Xie Wan was disheveled and aged for many years. She didn't even look at Bai Mumu, and squatted at the door of the operating room, sobbing and crying.

Crying and mourning, in the quiet corridor, penetrated Bai Mumu's body one after another.

It was cold and cold, but Bai Mumu couldn't feel it anymore.

She will never forget this night, and she will never forget this time. At [-]:[-] in the morning, Bai Song left Xie Wan, Bai Mumu, and Bai Yiming behind, and left alone.

(End of this chapter)