After the divorce, Dr. Lin wanted to get back together every day

Chapter 58 Punishment
Lin Luning's eyes were very empty, and he covered his face with his hands.

Thinking of Bai Mumu's resolute eyes when she wanted to divorce him, this was indeed something she could do, just because she didn't want to entangle with him anymore.

There was a wave of frustration in his heart.

Recalling the medical records that were touched by Bai Mumu in the study, it felt like a big hole was opened in his heart.

He admitted that his intention to marry Bai Mumu was impure at the beginning.

After marrying Bai Mumu, he obviously felt the throbbing deep in his heart, but secretly suppressed this emotion.It was he who built a cage for himself, and what was imprisoned in it was himself.

Because he feels that he is not worthy of love.

He listened, read, and even acted on the advice of the director of the psychiatric department, but he chose to ignore Xindong.

Now that he has tasted the taste of his own evil, who can be blamed?
Midnight dreamed back and couldn't fall asleep, he really couldn't find the missing piece of the puzzle.

There was a knock on the door, Lin Luning opened and closed his eyes, fearing that it was Jiang Wei again, he asked coldly, "Who?"

Li Cong was about to open the door and enter, when he heard the voice, he laughed and said, "It's me, Li Cong."

"Come in."

Li Cong came in and sat across from Lin Luning, looking into his bloodshot eyes: "Did you still suffer from insomnia last night?"

Lin Luning nodded casually, as if he didn't care about this matter at all, and reached out to take down the file next to the computer.

"Actually, if you want me to say, your wife loved you so much back then, it's not like she didn't love you if she didn't love you." Li Cong talked eloquently.

For a person who has been married and has a very happy marriage, Li Cong feels that he has a very right to speak.

"Women are easy to coax. If you work hard and follow her, if she is not happy and gives another gift, she will definitely be able to coax her back."

"If you continue to be so decadent, you will be decadent sooner or later."

Lin Luning smiled, everyone's situation is different.

He only told Li Cong's appearance and the real beginning of his marriage with Bai Mumu, but he didn't mention a word.

He understood that Li Cong had good intentions, but when he thought of Bai Mumu's voluntary application for job transfer in order to avoid future troubles, he couldn't do the same selfish way again.

It would be fine if he didn't have feelings for Bai Mumu, but once he recognized his heart, how could he force her.

Seeing that he was obsessed with obsession, Li Cong wanted to persuade him again, but Lin Luning interrupted with his hand: "Do you want to drink after get off work at night?"

Li Cong smiled, as if he was meeting Lin Luning for the first time: "Didn't you hate drinking for nothing in the past? You once advised me to drink less."

Lin Luning faced him, and suddenly showed a smile that never appeared before: "Suddenly want to drink, just say whether you want to go or not."

Li Cong, who was still advising Lin Luning just now, showed caution on his face: "I'll get back to you later."

He wants to report to his wife when he goes out for a drink.

In the evening, Li Cong opened a bottle of beer and handed it to him. Lin Luning shook his head and asked the waiter to serve him a bottle of liquor.

"You..." Li Cong was suddenly at a loss for words.

Lin Luning's change was sudden, which he did not expect.

He looked at Lin Luning, and suddenly asked, "You want to get drunk so much?"

"How can you get drunk." Lin Luning smiled without meaning: "When you don't want to get drunk, you can't get drunk no matter how much you drink."

But once a person wants to get drunk, he can get drunk even if he drinks water.

This reminded Lin Luning of the time when he deliberately pretended to be drunk.

With the softest voice, she revealed the emotion in her heart, so she got her wish and waited for Bai Mumu to come.

When Bai Mumu was waiting for the traffic light, she would keep staring at his side face. Maybe she didn't realize it herself. The surging love in her eyes couldn't be hidden.

Lin Luning drank like drinking water, fierce and anxious, startled Li Cong, and quickly reached out to snatch his cup away: "Calm down."

"I lost it and didn't want to get it back, but I'm here to drink away my worries. Don't say I look down on you, just say that you are still the same as you used to be!"

The cup was taken away, so Lin Luning gave up. He just didn't want to go back to that empty home alone, and wanted to find someone to accompany him in the lonely night.

The insomnia that lasted for a month forced him to resort to drugs, but the drugs also had side effects after taking them for a long time, and his head was always aching.

Lin Luning deliberately ignored the pain, and poured a glass of beer in front of him: "Li Cong, you probably don't know how my wife and I met."

In the final stage of his treatment, the psychiatrist advised him to fall in love, because there is no emotion that can be continuously output and input like love.

So he took the initiative to participate in the fellowship for the first time, and met Bai Mumu at the fellowship.

The other party is small in stature, has a sweet smile, and her fair skin is shining. When someone strikes up a conversation with her, she opens her eyes wide in panic like a frightened little rabbit.

Later, they met again at the door of the bathroom.

Bai Mumu was on the phone. He didn't know who the person was on the other end of the phone, and he couldn't hear the content, but the little rabbit turned into a kitten with fangs: "Where is my vision?! I can't just casually Find someone to marry! Don't force me! Otherwise I..."

For a certain moment, Bai Mumu was like a lighted lamp, emitting a warm light as big as a bean in the dark night. It was this beam of light that illuminated his dark world.

At that time, he never thought that Bai Mumu could really be cured, so he just wanted to try it.

Anyway, if you can't feel the feelings, even if you don't marry Bai Mumu, you will always find someone to marry in the end.

That being the case, why not this person who can make his eyes shine.

Lin Luning admitted that he was selfish and despicable, because of his own selfishness, he ruined Bai Mumu's originally happy life.

It's just that the person who didn't even have much strength to speak harsh words back then mustered up the courage to ask him for a divorce one day.

After listening to the whole process, Li Cong suddenly felt that Lin Luning's belated affection was inferior to grass, and he was self-inflicted.

"Lin Luning, you are really making the same mistakes again and again!" Li Cong wished he could knock his head open to see what was inside.

"You made three mistakes."

"One, you are selfish and have hidden something from your wife from the beginning."

"Secondly, you obviously moved your heart, but you dare not admit it, like a coward."

"Thirdly, when you regretted it, you didn't think about how to keep it, but instead drank here."

Li Cong hated that iron could not be made into steel: "Lin Luning, Lin Luning, did I just meet you today? If you weren't my friend, just a rotten person like you, I would have punched you in the face. "

Lin Luning suddenly laughed out loud, showing his emotions for the first time, smiling but with tears in the corners of his eyes, he reached out and wiped them off: "I also think I'm a bad person."

This is probably God's punishment for him.

He has no sympathy, nor can he feel feelings. It was Bai Mumu who taught him how to love, and it was also him who pushed Bai Mumu away with his own hands.

　happy weekend~

　　See you tomorrow~

　　
　
(End of this chapter)