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Chapter 423 If you really can’t hold on, then...

Mao Yiyun's mother died in childbirth when she was born, and her father died in a car accident when she was 6 years old.

Her brother and sister, the brother was a fool since he was born. Once he went out when no one was around, and when he was found again, he was in the river.

Her sister was abducted by human traffickers when she was 3 years old, and her whereabouts are still unknown.

Mao Yiyun lives with her blind grandma.

When he was 15 years old, his grandmother also passed away. After that, Mao Yiyun raised a family by himself and paid for his own tuition.

She relied on her own ability to attend a good university and went to work after graduation.

He fell in love with a senior from the same school and got married when he was 25 years old.

Soon Mao Yiyun became pregnant and gave birth to her daughter Chengcheng.

When Chengcheng was born, Mao Yiyun's situation was actually not very optimistic, but she still survived.

When Chengcheng was first born, her health was not very good and she stayed in an incubator for half a month before going home.

Mao Yiyun thought her happy life had begun.

Their family of three can live a happy life.

Can……

Fate was still cruel to her.

Soon, Mao Yiyun discovered that her husband had cheated on her while she was pregnant.

The mistress was still pregnant and came to the door.

Seeing the mistress with a bulging belly and her husband kneeling on the ground in repentance, Mao Yiyun felt chilled.

In the end, she chose divorce.

She has custody of her daughter.

The ex-husband married her mistress the month after divorcing her.

What happened to them, Mao Yiyun didn't want to know, she just wanted to keep her daughter and live happily.

Even if it was just mother and daughter relying on each other, she would still be satisfied.

She wants to give her daughter a lot of love and companionship.

She wants her daughter to grow up healthy and happy.

She doesn't plan to remarry, so it's good to just live with her daughter.

With no family, no husband, and no relatives, Chengcheng grew up in such a lonely environment, which made Chengcheng become sensible and mature at an early age.

Mao Yiyun will always remember that Chengcheng made a wish every day on her birthday: she would stay with her mother forever.

Forever... Mao Yiyun didn't know how far away.

But the days spent with her daughter are undoubtedly happy for Mao Yiyun.

Also happy.

She thought that God had finally favored her, and her life, which was originally full of suffering, was finally not so bitter and difficult.

But it wasn't until that day that her daughter fainted unexpectedly and was sent to the hospital, where she was diagnosed with cancer. Only then did Mao Yiyun know that God was still cruel to her, even more cruel than before.

It made her feel the beauty of the world, and then ruthlessly took it away.

If you have never had it, it may be just a pity, but if you have it and then lose it, it will bring a lifetime of pain.

I remember someone said this: I could tolerate the darkness if I had never seen the sun.

Yes, if she had never seen the sun, she could have endured the darkness.

Her daughter Chengcheng is her sunshine.But now, in just a few years, the sun is about to be taken away from her, how can Mao Yiyun bear it!
If God must bring sufferings, then let them all fall on her, whether they cost her life or anything else.As long as her daughter can be safe and healthy.

On the hospital bed, Chengcheng saw her mother's tears of collapse.

Mom, Chengcheng doesn’t want to, but Chengcheng hurts so much.

Mom, it’s Chengcheng’s fault. It’s Chengcheng who made her cry. Chengcheng wanted to endure it, but this time it really hurt. Chengcheng endured it for a long time and couldn’t bear it anymore.

Mom, please forgive Chengcheng. Chengcheng is not an obedient child. Chengcheng has disappointed her mother.

Chengcheng wanted to reach out and help her mother wipe away the tears on her face like before, but she couldn't lift her hand.

Chengcheng thought, she was really a bad child, really a bad child, why did she make her mother cry so sadly.

Can……

Chengcheng was really in pain and she really couldn't hold on anymore.

Chengcheng's lips continued to move, as if he said something again.

Mao Yiyun wiped away her tears and continued to move closer to her daughter, "Chengcheng, what did you say?"

"Mom, no, don't cry..."

"Mom, don't cry, mom, don't cry..." Mao Yiyun desperately wiped away the tears and tried his best to squeeze out a smile from the corners of his lips.

But her daughter's next words made Mao Yiyun stunned for a moment.

"Mom, please..."

I beg you?

What do you want?

Mao Yiyun followed his daughter's line of sight and saw the location of the oxygen bottle.

She understood it instantly.

What is her daughter begging for? Chengcheng is begging her to unplug her oxygen tank.

"Chengcheng, mom, I, I..." Mao Yiyun covered her mouth to prevent herself from breaking down and making a sound, but her back bent deeply.

"Chengcheng, can you, can you..." Can you persist for the sake of your mother?

Mao Yiyun wanted to say this, but she stopped before the words came out.

She knows how painful Chengcheng is, she knows how hard it is for Chengcheng to hold on, she knows that Chengcheng is very strong, and even adults may not be able to persist due to the sequelae of chemotherapy, but she Persevered.

Now she couldn't hold on anymore. As a mother, how could she be so selfish? Just to let Chengcheng stay with her for a while, she would let her endure the pain for a while longer.

She is Chengcheng's mother, how could she be so selfish.

Mao Yiyun closed her eyes. After a long time, she made a decision.

When she opened her eyes again, her head gently rested next to Chengcheng.

She shed tears silently and said: "Chengcheng, mommy promises you, mommy promises you, Chengcheng, mommy knows that you have always been a sensible and well-behaved child, and mommy also knows that you have worked very hard, Mom knows that it doesn’t matter if you can’t hold on anymore. Mom doesn’t blame you. You are a brave and strong child, and you have always been your mother’s pride.”

"Chengcheng, if you can persist until now, you are already great. If you really can't hold on, then go ahead."

"You're in pain, aren't you? It's okay, mom, help you, help you, you won't be in pain soon."

"Mom knows that Chengcheng loves her mother. She has always known it."

"But Chengcheng must also remember that her mother also loves Chengcheng, very much." She loves her more than she loves herself.

But now, she who loves Chengcheng very much is about to become the executioner who kills Chengcheng.

In a place where Mao Yiyun couldn't see, Chengcheng's tears also fell, and then a smile squeezed out from the corner of his lips with difficulty. That smile was very slight, so slight that you couldn't even see it if you didn't pay attention.

(End of this chapter)