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Xia Qingqing has become what she is now and cannot take care of herself. Xia Hao, the older brother, naturally shoulders the responsibility of taking care of her sister.

He knew that his sister would become like this, and he had a large part of the reason for it.So even if he spends the rest of his life taking care of his sister, he is willing to do so.

It's just that Xia Hao is willing, but Xia Qingqing is not.

In the following time, Xia Qingqing expressed only one wish, that is, she hoped that Xia Hao could kill her.

Yes, Xia Qingqing really wanted to die. She had become like this, a human and a ghost.

Every day is torture.

She didn't want this, she would rather die early.

Xia Hao wanted to say something, asking his sister not to leave him alone, but looking at his sister's current appearance and seeing how painful her sister was every day, the words came to his lips but he couldn't say them out.

Yes, he is selfish and wants to keep his sister by his side and take care of her to make up for his guilt.

But what about my sister’s thoughts? The sister who loves beauty so much has become like this.

She must have suffered a lot of inhuman torture before.

She might have wanted to end this early.

Maybe he shouldn't be so selfish and should respect his sister's decision.

Xia Hao stayed up almost all night, thinking about it all night.

Until dawn, he came to Xia Qingqing and said softly: "Qingqing, brother respects your decision. Don't worry, brother will avenge you."

Xia Qingqing nodded with tears in her eyes.

Xia Hao consulted the relevant departments that day and immediately performed euthanasia on Xia Qingqing. Xia Qingqing also closed her eyes that day.

Xia Qingqing's departure was a huge blow to Xia Hao. From then on, he was alone.

He has also been paying attention to He Chuan's traces.

Of course, he also turned to the country's father for help, and under the country's father's tracking, He Chuan was finally caught.

Not only that, some women who had been abducted by He Chuan were also found.

It's just that all of them looked terrible. It could be said that although they were still alive, their lives were ruined.

It was learned that He Chuan was caught, tried, and finally executed.

Xia Hao came to Xia Qingqing's house and told the matter now, thinking that he was in heaven.

Xia Hao was immersed in the sadness of losing his sister for a long time.

After that, Xia Hao devoted himself to scientific research day and night.

He made himself busier and busier, and it seemed that he could only get busier.Only then can we temporarily forget the sadness of losing my sister and the guilt and regret in my heart.but
Such life-threatening busyness has been consuming his life.

Many people tried to persuade him to stop and rest, but Xia Hao didn't listen.

He seems to be conducting scientific research in an almost self-destructive way.

Xia Hao is undoubtedly smart. In the following years, he also made great contributions in this field and developed several scientific research projects.

But his body continued to deteriorate year by year, and when he was in his 40s, Xia Hao fell ill.

I couldn't get up after that.

When checking his body, the doctor said that his body had long been exhausted.Moreover, he has been suffering from depression all year round. The heart disease and the depletion of body functions have made it impossible to treat it.

Finally, at the age of 43, Xia Hao closed his eyes forever.The moment he closed his eyes, Xia Hao seemed to see his sister. He saw such a beautiful and lively sister, walking towards him with a smile and reaching out to him.

Xia Hao held her hand and a smile slowly appeared on his face...

Xie Ning saw all this. In the time and space she was in, Xia Hao did not die until he was a hundred years old, and by that time he had become an academician of the National Academy of Sciences.

Becoming a scientist who went down in history, the things he developed helped the country take a huge step forward in science and technology.

Countless people remember him, and when he passed away, the flag was lowered to half-mast. Compared to now...

The time and space she was in was discovered long ago because of He Chuan.

Later, Xia Qingqing met his true love. The two fell in love and fell in love until they got married and had children.

I lived happily for the rest of my life, instead of begging for death at a young age like now.
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Xie Ning was taken to another place by the system.

That is one of the largest temples in Lashi.

And here Xie Ning saw countless pilgrims.

One of them looked familiar, a woman with a prosthetic leg and a child on her back. From the memories of his previous life, Xie Ning knew that the woman in front of him was Deng Kui.

Xiang Yang suffered from ALS, and Deng Kui had no money to treat Xiang Yang.

Later, the doctor also sentenced Xiang Yang to death.

But even if Xiangyang was adopted by her, Deng Kui was not willing to see Xiangyang completely leave this world at such a young age.

Although she picked up Xiangyang and adopted her, she completely regarded Xiangyang as her own child. How could a mother endure the loss of a child?

When the hospital's treatment failed, Deng Kui placed her hope in the illusory gods and Buddhas, so she quit her job and took Xiang Yang to worship at temples, Bodhisattvas and Buddhas across the country.

She is very pious, and she kneels three times and kowtows nine times every time. She doesn't care how hard she works.

She only hoped that she could exchange her piety and faith for a little mercy from the gods and Buddhas, so that Xiang Yang's health could improve.

As long as Xiang Yang's health could improve, she would be willing to do so even if it cost her her life.

But Deng Kui was disappointed in the end. She worshiped again and again, but ultimately failed to gain the mercy of the gods and Buddhas.

In other words, in this time and space, gods and Buddhas do not exist at all.

It was just an illusory sustenance in Deng Kui's despair.

Xiang Yang eventually died of ALS.

Xiang Yang died, and so did Deng Kui's heart.

But she guarded Xiangyang's tombstone day and night, despite the wind and rain.I didn't want to leave despite the sun or rain.

In the cold winter, she stayed in front of Xiangyang's tombstone.

From sunrise to sunset, from darkness to dawn, over and over again.

Not a mouthful of food was eaten, not a drop of water was drunk.

Three days and three nights later, Deng Kui completely closed her eyes in the ice and snow.

Xiang Yang went, and Deng Kui, his mother, also went with him.

Xiangyang is gone, and there is no place in this world that Deng Kui can miss.

When she closed her eyes completely, Deng Kui said silently in her heart: Xiangyang, you have to walk slower, wait for mom, wait for mom, mom is with you.The road over there is too dark.You are still too young and your mother will stay with you.Go all the way.I hope we can be a real mother and son in the next life.I hope that in the next life my Xiang Yang will be healthy, grow up peacefully, and have a happy life. (End of chapter)