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Chapter 361 Hot and cold tears
The eldest princess of Bai'an rarely loses her composure, her eyes are crystal clear, and her golden eyes are gentle and graceful - she is really blind and blind. When they met in the mountains of Jingxian County six years ago, the little girl in my impression had long hands, long legs, and a stature. Tall and slender, how can he look so chubby and chubby?
After her niece was born, she lived in the capital for three years, when her first husband, Duan Yuxin, the governor of the Northwest Town, died.

She sought this marriage herself.

When he was young, he followed his uncle to the northwest and visited incognito. Seeing that the people on the border were besieged by the Tatar invasion, he secretly made up his mind to stay in the northwest to quell the war and keep the people safe. The Queen Mother wrote three letters home in a row urging her to return to Beijing to see him.

She simply asked the new unmarried young men in the Northwest Town Fusi to stand in a row. She covered her eyes, took a dagger in her hand, and hit the bullseye behind whoever she wanted, and she would marry him.

There were a total of thirty-eight unmarried men in the Northwest Town Fusi, but only four dared to stand up in a row.

She flew up and threw out the dagger, hitting the target behind Qianhu Duan Yu.

She took off her blindfold, and Duan Yu walked toward her with a calm face, holding a red apple in his palm.

"I thought His Highness would shoot my apple - that's what it says in the script." Duan Yu said to her.

Once a word is spoken, it is hard to follow.

That night, she got married to Duan Yu. She did not prepare wedding clothes, but only wore a dark red riding suit to worship Duan Yu. When the news of the marriage came back to the capital, the Queen Mother was furious, but after all she was just a woman in the palace, and the person in power was her younger brother who she always protected and loved.

Her younger brother Xu Fengyin, who was two years younger and was also Emperor Wen Jing, comforted the Queen Mother: "Don't worry about the process, let's just look at the final result - isn't my sister also getting married?"

The clan also held their noses and recognized the marriage.

Unfortunately, the marriage only lasted for a year and a half. She saw Duan Yu entering the tent of a well-known widow in the army with a red apple in his hand. The situation in northern Xinjiang eased a little, so she signed the divorce letter and got up to go back. Jing, there is a soft, fragrant and sweet niece in my arms.

In the dry mountains of Jing County, this little girl with a melon-shaped face and no flesh on her body said with a southern accent that her surname was He and that she was from Jing County, Xuancheng Prefecture.

When her niece was three years old, the Nine Cities of Beiyun were captured. She got on her horse and returned to Northern Xinjiang, and she never saw her descendant who was closest to her in this world.

Returning to Beijing again was two months after the Baidu Rebellion occurred.

Her younger brother told her with red eyes: "During the escape, the imperial concubine and Feifei were separated by others and both died."

She was heartbroken. She pitied her younger brother for never losing her love and compassion, but also hated her younger brother for his incompetence. The impregnable capital city could be broken through by his hands. The little niece she had cherished for three years was separated from her by yin and yang. Never see each other again.

At the right time, the concubine Xu Fengxian showed tolerance, tolerance, prudence and restraint in the ashes of turmoil, which formed an extremely sharp contrast with the panic and decadent embarrassment of his younger brother.

And when she found out why Concubine Gao and Feifei died, her disappointment and resentment towards her brother reached its peak in an instant.

After finding out that the refugees' invasion of Beijing had nothing to do with her younger brother, she reluctantly made a decision after weighing the two aspects - supporting her younger brother to ascend to the throne as Emperor Zhaode, and admonishing her younger brother to abdicate and become King Xiao. The price of the transaction was her younger brother. You must live well, you can live in a corner, you can hide from the world, but please help her save the life of this useless brother.

Then, within a month, she changed the tradition of three cabinet elders to discuss matters with five people, giving the cabinet more say. At the same time, she quickly and secretly spread her power in the court, such as the current Hu Bingzhi, the Minister of Household Affairs, Luo Wenhong, the young minister of Honglu Temple, Gao Shiqi, the assistant cabinet minister, and more than ten people were all the nails she planted in the court at that time.

If you abide by the constitution and keep your promises, these nails will grow into big trees;
If Fengxian turns her back on her and betrays her, these nails will severely pry open the throne she left to him.

After everything was done, she brought a jade rabbit pendant from the Jade Palace back to Northern Xinjiang.

Perhaps, she and her brother were here to repay the sins of murder committed by the Xu family ancestors when they seized the throne. Their inability to leave any descendants was the most obvious curse - after she lost her unborn baby on the battlefield, she repeatedly I thought about it this way.

"Fei Fei." Princess Baian's eyes flickered and her voice was choked: "Your name is not He Xianjin, your name is Xu Yinfei."

This month, the secret guards she dispatched traveled around Qingzhou, Jingxian, and Xuancheng to conduct secret investigations. Once there was a lead, the truth could slowly emerge with the pulling of the rope - Xianjin was indeed hers Niece, the only descendant of the Queen Mother Xiao Chengren.

Xianjin lowered his head and said softly: "I know. The back of the jade mouse pendant is also engraved with these three words."

Based on what Qiao Hui said, her surname was Xu, and Emperor Xun had strong curiosity and protection for her. It is not difficult to guess the true life experience of "He Xianjin".

Yin (hidden) Fei - Xian Jin, the two names are related to each other, but they will never be guessed. So naturally, the surname she gave him will definitely not easily arouse the speculation of interested people.

He Ainiang, it's true, he wants to hide her among all living beings.

why?
Why did He Ainiang do this?

Is it because after being dispersed, He Ainiang became a refugee and she was afraid that she would not be able to prove her innocence and would no longer be tolerated by the royal family?
No, it's impossible.

Princess Baian's stay in the capital will not be short, and as the person who turned the tide at that time, she will never embarrass anyone because of a woman's chastity. Why doesn't He Ainiang go back?

Why go out of your way to hide it?

Xianjin raised his head slightly: "I can't remember what happened when I was a child. The only memory I have is that I followed my mother to Chen's house." Xianjin paused slightly: "My mother. Is she my mother? What happened back then? What?"

Princess Bai'an had a lump in her throat and looked sideways: "The rebels from Shandong and Shanxi incited the refugees to push northward into the capital. The capital city was breached and the clan retreated to Luanping. At this moment, the rebels attacked at night. , you and Concubine Gao were "

"elder sister--"

Before Princess Baian finished her words, the dark figure behind her hunched her back and stepped forward slowly, interrupting Princess Baian's words: "Let me tell you."

Princess Baian looked there with a complicated expression.

The black shadow stood in the light and slowly raised his head, revealing his gray hair and sunken cheeks.

He hadn't stood in the light for a long time.

I felt a little cramped for a while.

But Feifei was right in front of him.

Emperor Xun, no, the current King Xiao was full of tears, his eyes seemed to burn out all his life, and he stared at Xian Jin: "The rebels attacked at night, a hundred miles away, and the scouts had already discovered the rebels' plan. ”

"We have plenty of time to prepare."

"But General Lu, who was escorting our group, was slow to move."

"I pressed him and threatened him, but he remained completely unmoved. When the scouts came back to report, the rebels were already on the top of a hill not far away. I was in a panic and asked him what on earth he was going to do?"

"He said that as long as the imperial concubine was given a bowl of fertility-killing medicine, he would immediately organize his troops to prepare quickly."

Xian Jin stared at the black shadow not far away, his heart was like a tide, rising and falling.

King Xiao's figure was hunched and he continued: "At that time, my queen's surname was Lu, and Lu Shen would be her eldest brother. And my concubine was six months pregnant. The imperial doctor diagnosed her pulse and it was nine out of ten that it was a boy. If she was born, she would be a boy. He was my eldest son and my only son at the time.”

Xianjin said nothing.

My cheeks felt itchy and cold.

Xianjin raised his hand and touched his face.

The palms of his hands were covered with tears.

Princess Bai'an couldn't bear to turn her head.

"Then what?" Xianjin finally spoke, his voice calm and indifferent: "Did you let the concubine drink the bowl of abortion pill?"

In the light, the light of twelve candlesticks illuminates every detail.

Xiaowang opened his mouth, but no sound came out. When he opened his mouth again, his voice was as sad as someone slowly climbing up from the eighteenth floor of underground purgatory: "I, I gave her a drink. I told her that those who know the current affairs are heroes. This child has no , we still have many opportunities, and we can have many, many children in the future.”

"But there is no future"

"She was bleeding so much that she couldn't close her eyes. Her hands were searching around the bed."

King Xiao's figure trembled.

Xian Jin raised his head slightly, exhaled a long breath of turbid air from his chest, slowly closed his eyes, and felt the two lines of hot tears flowing down, and the temperature gradually turned from hot to cold.

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