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Chapter 115 It's Scary to Be Naive

Huo Qianchu's hand was lightly clenched into a fist, and it took a long time to open it.

Cen Beichen could feel the stiffness in her body, it was unnatural, and she didn't respond.

He frowned slightly and raised his head, but Huo Qianchu quickly raised his hand, put his arms around his neck, and kissed him again.

Cen Beichen felt all the blood rushing to his head at once, his head went blank, he hugged her and lay on the bed, deepening the kiss, deepening it...

He didn't raise his head until he felt that the breath in his chest was not enough and his whole body was about to explode.

Finally, it was rare to see a trace of emotion in Huo Qianchu's eyes.

This was probably the first time since she came back, until now, that he saw a few different emotions in her eyes.

During this time, the way she looked at him was too flat, probably no different from looking at other people.

Even after agreeing to be with him, he couldn't see any liking in her eyes.

He's not stupid, and he's equally sensitive. He can't ignore her sometimes indifferent expression.

He could see that she was with him, most of the time calm, no longer the joyful eyes she used to be.

However, to him, it was still like a drowning man grabbing at a straw.

He wanted to grab her desperately, even if he knew that it might be a phantom in the end, even if it was only a short-lived pleasure, he didn't care.

But now it seems that she doesn't have no feelings for him, at least for a moment, she was emotional.

Realizing this, something is like a floodgate that opens and there is no way to stop it.

Until Huo Qianchu heard the clear sound of the zipper being pulled open.

She raised her hand to grab Cen Beichen's wrist.

Cen Beichen raised his head, took a breath, and kissed the corner of her lips lightly, before lying sideways beside her, hugging her, rubbing the tip of his nose against her cheek affectionately.

Huo Qianchu pursed her lower lip, and asked in a low voice after a while, "The last time we...how did we get together?"

Cen Beichen paused slightly, and smiled helplessly, "Actually... I don't know, I was drunk that day, and when I woke up, I really didn't remember anything. There are some faint fragments, but How it started and how it ended, I really don't remember."

Huo Qianchu turned to look at him, she and Cen Beichen were together for the first time, and he was indeed drunk.

After he sobered up, she saw annoyance, regret, and so on on his face.

But then, he said he would be responsible.

She thought he would admit their relationship and even go to her house to discuss marriage.

But he just said, don't tell anyone about their being together for the time being.

How stupid she was at that time, thinking that she had come to the end of her hardships, even if she didn't tell others for a while, wouldn't they be together?So she obediently obeyed and didn't tell anyone.

She stopped chasing him around and waited for him to come back at home.

She envied other couples to play together openly, but she never got along with Cen Beichen.

Sometimes when they met in public, she looked at him cautiously, but his eyes never stayed on her.

This is how he used to be responsible to her.

"Since it's after drinking, do you regret it?"

"Sorry." Cen Beichen nodded.

Huo Qianchu frowned, wanting to get up and leave.

Cen Beichen quickly grabbed her back, hugged her again, and continued to whisper, "I have imagined many times, what kind of situation we will start under, but it shouldn't be like this. I don't remember your day How you looked at night, I don’t know if I hurt you.” After a pause, he whispered again, “But I guess, it must be pain, because for a long time after that, you didn’t know about this matter. Some resistance."

He raised his hand and gently touched her cheek, "It was almost two months after we were together that you started to accept it."

"You regret it because of this?" Huo Qianchu was startled for a moment, and looked up at him.

"I was transferred to the attending physician that day. My dad happened to have a dinner party and called me over. I didn't know how much I drank. My last memory is to go to the bathroom and wash my face. The rest is just Sporadic images." Cen Beichen frowned slightly.

Huo Qianchu lowered his eyes and said nothing.

Of course she knew that Cen Beichen was transferred to the attending physician, and she prepared a gift for him to congratulate him, so she followed him to the dinner party.

That day she overheard Tao Qing complaining about Cen Zhen, saying why Cen Beichen drank so much wine.

Cen Zhen said that now that Cen Beichen's career is booming, it's time to consider lifelong events.He spends every day in the hospital, and doesn't pay much attention to this matter. It just so happens that Yun Qian will come over and pick up Cen Beichen.

Tao Qing disagreed, saying that she sent Cen Beichen home to rest by herself.

But Cen Zhen said that Cen Beichen would marry Yunqian sooner or later, and if the matter was settled early, Cen Beichen could concentrate more on his career, so as not to be delayed by his children's love.

The two of them were arguing quietly, and Huo Qianchu hurried to find Cen Beichen.

She just wanted to find him quickly and take him away, but she couldn't let Yun Qian pick him up.

After searching for a long time, she finally found Cen Beichen in a corner. She thought that he would not easily follow her, but she didn't expect that as soon as she pulled him, he obediently followed her out of the banquet hall and into the car.

At that time, Cen Beichen was still living in his villa, but there were no servants in his villa, so she dragged him halfway up the stairs with great effort, and then fell to the ground.

She fell in pain and lost strength. She wanted to sit there and relax, but...

So, that's where it started.

Originally thought that Cen Beichen, who was drunk like a puddle of mud, had no strength, but he didn't know why he had so much strength back then.

The marble stairs were cold and hard, making her whole body ache.

His movements are also not light or heavy.

There were moments that night when she even thought she might die.

So for a while after that, she did have shadows all the time.

"Chuchu, I always thought that if we were together, the first time should be a very good memory." Cen Beichen frowned, it turned out that it was wrong from the beginning.

It wasn't a good night.

For the next six months, Huo Qianchu probably wasn't very happy with him.

These are bad and painful memories for her.

She will choose to forget.

"That day, if it was someone else, would you have done the same?" Huo Qianchu asked.

"Of course not." Cen Beichen held her hand tightly, "I'm all about you, so I can't let others get close."

"Then..." Huo Qianchu paused and asked again, "If it wasn't for that time, wouldn't we be together?"

"Maybe we won't be together at that time, maybe we will be together at a better time, maybe we won't let you suffer so much pain." Cen Beichen sighed softly, "If it were now, how much would it be?" good."

"Didn't you think at that time that I would no longer like you, would give up, and would like to be with others instead?" After a while of silence, Huo Qianchu spoke again.

"No." Cen Beichen lowered his head and approached Huo Qianchu's neck, his voice was dull, "No, I never thought about it, I naively thought that you would always like me, would always be by my side, and everyone would leave me you You won't leave me either." He took a breath as he spoke, "It's scary to be naive."

(End of this chapter)