lure him into

Huo Qianchu didn't reply to the message, but turned to look out the window.

When Cen Beichen came back with the cut fruit, he saw her in a daze.

Since what happened on Saturday, although she didn't mention it in front of him again, and tried her best to act as if she wasn't affected too much, but every night, she almost fell into a nightmare.

During the day, he would send messages to Qiao Wan to ask about her situation, and Qiao Wan basically said that she looked fine, except that she would be in a daze occasionally.

Cen Beichen sighed softly.

*
During the weekend, Huo Qianchu's injury healed a bit, and Cen Beichen was ready to take her on a trip, so he set off on Saturday afternoon.

Cen Beichen knew in his heart that this was their first trip, but it might also be their last trip, so everything was well prepared.

Zhuang Ru sent him multiple alternative hotels, and finally settled on this hotel.

The hotel has a private beach, especially for several high-end guest rooms, you can walk directly to the beach from the balcony, and the beach from these rooms is also the private beach of the room, you will not meet other people, and no one will disturb you .

Huo Qianchu still had bruises on her face. Although wearing a mask, sunglasses and a hat could cover it up, she still didn't want to go out. Apart from staying in the hotel every day, she just went to the beach to bask in the sun.

In fact, before coming here, Zhuang Ru has arranged for someone to give him a super detailed guide. After all, this is a tourist city, and there are still many tourist attractions that can be checked in.

But Huo Qianchu didn't want to go out, so the strategy was useless.

On the evening of the fourth day they arrived, it began to rain heavily outside.

Unable to go to the beach, Huo Qianchu leaned on the bed swing on the balcony to watch the rain.

The hotel sent a fruit plate, and Cen Beichen took the fruit plate, put it on a small table beside her, sat down beside her, and raised his arms to hug her, "Why are you here in a daze? Or go to a movie?"

"I don't want to see it." Huo Qianchu shook his head.

"Why don't we go to the aquarium?" Cen Beichen asked again, "Or go to a show?"

Huo Qianchu turned to look at him, "Are you bored here?"

"No, how can I be bored when I'm with you?" Cen Beichen turned his head and looked outside. The heavy rain was in a hurry, and the sound of hitting the floor-to-ceiling windows was not small. Through the rain curtain, the sea outside could only be seen vaguely, "It's just You haven't gone out these few days, I'm afraid you'll be bored."

Huo Qianchu withdrew his gaze, continued to watch the rain, and asked after a while, "Which day have we booked a ticket to go back?"

Cen Beichen frowned slightly, "It's on Saturday, but if you want to go back earlier, you can change your ticket, or if you don't want to go back, we'll stay for a few more days."

Huo Qianchu responded softly, leaned against Cen Beichen's arms for a while, then raised his head, and kissed him lightly on the chin.

Cen Beichen's body tensed up suddenly, it was rare for her to take the initiative to get close, and of course he would not miss this opportunity.

At the end of the kiss, Huo Qianchu rode on him and slowly unbuttoned his shirt one by one.

Cen Beichen looked at her, his rationality gradually retreated, and he wanted to just sink in like this.

But at a certain moment, all reason returned.

He took Huo Qianchu's hand and brought it to his lips, kissed it before asking in a low voice, "Chuchu, will you marry me? Not now, maybe someday in the future."

He said that his Adam's apple rolled slightly, and continued to ask, "Or, if you can't answer this question now, will you consider it?"

Huo Qianchu frowned slightly, "Are you asking me to think about this now?"

Cen Beichen pursed his lips. If Huo Qianchu wanted to stay with him and consider marrying him, then what happened next would be considered logical.

But if, she doesn't want to continue with him.

Even after returning from here, they may have to tell him about breaking up.

If she does this now, it's just to make him more sad after breaking up.

If this is just a part of her revenge against him, not because she really wants to have a closer relationship with him.

Then even if he wanted her again, he couldn't have her.

She wanted to hurt him, but she would not hurt him more because of this incident.

She left him, with or without it, the result was the same for him.

But this should be a matter of gratification between two people. If it is forced, this process is painful for Huo Qianchu, even... If you are intimate with someone you don't like, then what is the difference between him and Sui Zhengyuan?
"Chuchu." Cen Beichen raised his hand and gently stroked her cheek, "I'm right here and I'll never leave, but you have to think about whether you... really want to be with me. "

Huo Qianchu looked at him, and after a while, withdrew his hand, turned around and lay on the side with his back to him.

Cen Beichen frowned, so she probably wasn't so determined to do anything with him, and she didn't want to really risk herself.

He looked at the rain outside the window, and after a long time, he sighed softly, turned around to hug Huo Qianchu, but saw her shoulders shaking slightly.

"Chuchu." Cen Beichen stretched out his hand, but she pushed it away, so he had to use some strength, "What's wrong? I'm not forcing you to make a choice, I'm not interested, Chuchu, I just... don't want to hurt you."

"Do you think being close to me is hurting me?" Huo Qianchu bit her lip, her face turned pale, "But you always wanted to be close a few days ago, but now you don't want to? Is it... Is it because you think That man touched me, so you don't want to touch me again?"

"No." Cen Beichen raised his hand to wipe the tears on her face, "I didn't, I didn't think about that, I just... I just thought, if one day soon, you will be with me If you break up, you may be with someone else, so it's best to avoid it, isn't it?"

"What if... what if your future boyfriend cares about this?"

"It's not like we haven't done it before. If we care about it, we only care about the present?" Huo Qianchu looked at him and couldn't help raising his voice.

"It's okay that you didn't know Lin Yin a while ago, after all, it's different now." Cen Beichen hugged her into his arms, "I can't cause trouble for your future life because of my quickness. Chuchu, I love you the same whether you have done anything intimate or not, and to me, they are all the same."

He wanted to say that as long as she left him, she could hurt him severely at any time, and she didn't need to wrong herself like this.

"You care about Lin Yin's existence, don't you?" Huo Qianchu took a breath and asked.

"Yes, when I was not around, he was by your side to do a lot of things that I should have done with you. Even in the future, you might be with him, marry him, and grow old with him forever. How could I not care?" Cen Beichen smiled wryly, "I even wish he never existed."

"But he never touched me. Would you rather care about him than Sui Zhengyuan? These are just your excuses, you just... think I'm dirty." Huo Qianchu broke away from Cen Beichen's hand and pushed it away. The balcony door ran out.