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Chapter 167 Do You Mean To Break Up?

When Huo Qianchu returned to the bedroom, Cen Beichen was not there, and there was no one on the balcony, but the door of the bedroom was open, and he probably went out.

She went to bed first.

Lying on this bed, she felt quite complicated in her heart.

It is undeniable that in the entire Jincheng, there are indeed many women who want to climb into Cen Beichen's bed.

Yunqian is one, and there may not be others in their circle, but with her and Yunqian around, other people probably won't show it obviously.

More than three years ago, she lay on this bed and felt that she was the luckiest one.

Even if no one knew about their relationship, at least she got Cen Beichen.

At least where others can't see, she and him are lovers, doing the most intimate thing in this world.

Even if there are occasional grievances, these grievances will be covered up by happiness and joy.

When she left him, when she calmed down, these grievances were magnified infinitely.

Huo Qianchu felt a little bored, and the quilt on her body made her breathless. She lifted the quilt and was about to get out of bed, when she saw Cen Beichen walking in while wiping her hair, obviously outside The bathroom took a shower.

She stopped moving, put her moved legs back, picked up her phone, and began to read the papers she had downloaded to her phone.

Cen Beichen looked at Huo Qianchu's position, and paused slightly. Although the bed was in the middle of the bedroom, she used to prefer the position by the window, and she always slept there.

Even after she left, he still kept this habit, leaving her a place on the bed.

But now, Huo Qianchu left him the seat by the window.

He knew that she probably did it on purpose.

When she slept at her house before, she also slept by the window.

But when it came to his side, she obviously didn't want to sleep on that side, to be exact, she didn't want to sleep in the position she had slept in before.

From the looks of it, even if he accepted to come back to live, he should still resist in his heart.

Cen Beichen pursed his lips and walked to Huo Qianchu's side.

Seeing him coming, Huo Qianchu subconsciously turned his head to look at him, only to realize that he was actually running towards the bedside table when he came over. He bent down to open the bedside table, took out a book from it, and then walked around to the bedside table On the other side of the bed.

It was still early, Huo Qianchu was reading a paper on his mobile phone, while Cen Beichen was sitting on the sidelines reading.

Apart from the sound of pages being turned, there was no other sound in the bedroom.

Huo Qianchu saw that he was sleepy, so he put down his phone and turned off the light on his side.

Seeing that she was going to sleep, Cen Beichen put down his book and lay down, but he didn't turn off the light.

He raised his hand to take her hand and put it on his waist.

Huo Qianchu frowned slightly. If it was through the clothes, he probably wanted her to hold him, but he took her hand and put it directly under his pajamas, where it touched his skin. For a moment, she immediately wanted to take her hand back.

Cen Beichen also sensed her intention, but held her hand even tighter.

He put her hand on his waist almost forcibly, but didn't move again.

Huo Qianchu pursed her lower lip and looked up at him with somewhat resistance.

After a while, Cen Beichen took her hand and gently touched his waist.

Only now did Huo Qianchu realize that he was asking her to touch the scar on his waist and abdomen.

"You should be able to tell that these injuries are not old injuries." Cen Beichen looked at her and said in a low voice.

He really didn't want to talk to her about this before, and felt that since she had forgotten the past, if she didn't look carefully, she might not be able to see that these scars were new scars, and they might have been there a long time ago. I don't really care, so I don't really want to know the origin of these injuries.

It's just that she hasn't forgotten the past, so she should clearly know that when they were together, he didn't have these injuries.

These injuries appeared during her absence.

If she still cared about him, she would probably have found a chance to ask about it long ago.

Later, when she wanted to find out the truth of the car accident and knew that the target of the car accident was him and not her, she didn't ask about the scar.

He didn't answer at that time, and she didn't ask again.

Huo Qianchu lowered his eyes, feeling the bulge of the scar with his fingertips, and then whispered after a while, "I asked you before."

"Yeah." Cen Beichen responded in a low voice, "At that time... when I was injured, I was in a very remote place. Although I could treat the wound myself, I didn't have any medicine, so I could only deal with it briefly. When I got to the hospital, The wound was infected, she was in a coma with a fever, and occasionally woke up in a daze, with intermittent consciousness."

"You know, every time I feel slightly conscious, what am I thinking about?"

He looked down at her, and she also lowered her eyes. He couldn't see the expression in her eyes clearly, but he saw her pursing her lips.

He knew that every time she was thinking, tangled, or emotionally fluctuating, she would subconsciously purse her lips.

"I was thinking, why when I was with you, I never said a word of love to you. Even many times, the words came to my lips, but why I couldn't say it, why I couldn't be like you, You can express your emotions openly."

"I also think that only the two of us know about me and you. You have forgotten that I am the only one who knows in this world. If I die, no one will know about those things again. , no one knows that I love you, and no one can even tell you that I love you."

"If you never...don't think about the things between us, then forget it."

"But if one day you think about it, it's fine if you hate me, blame me, or never like me again, but when that day comes, even if you want to question, no one will give you an answer. "

"I guess I've got to live, and I've got to at least tell you myself."

"After you came back, every time I saw you, I wanted to tell you, but I was afraid of scaring you."

"Until you asked me if I liked you."

"When you got into a car accident, I thought, as long as you can survive, I will accept even if you leave me."

"When you are not here, I think, as long as you are happy, I can watch you from a distance and not disturb you."

"When you came back to me, I also thought that I could control myself. As long as I can see you every day, it is enough for me."

"It's just that people are greedy. I want to be closer to you. I want to be closer. I want to be with you. Sometimes I want to be with you even for a day, but I hope for a month, a year, or a lifetime."

"I love you, but I don't want to force you. I want to see you happy. I also hope that your happiness comes from me. It's just... just..."

He frowned, but couldn't say the rest.

The air was silent for a long time before Huo Qianchu finally looked up at him, "You mean to separate, don't you?"

(End of this chapter)