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Chapter 81 Is it possible that she didn't have amnesia at all?
After dinner in the evening, the effect of the anesthetic had basically passed, and Huo Qianchu also began to feel pain in his leg.

When the nurse came to ask, she was given a painkiller.

After the operation three years ago, Huo Qianchu had to rely on painkillers for a long time, so the normal dose of painkillers was actually useless to her, so she asked the nurse if she could take more painkillers. Give her a little.

The nurse couldn't make up her mind and said she was going to ask the doctor.

Qi Lan also became worried when she heard this, and asked her if she was in severe pain.

Huo Qianchu had no choice but to say that he was afraid of pain at night and wanted to have a spare, and now he was fine.

The nurse reassured her that it would be good to call her if the pain was severe at night.

Huo Qianchu had no choice but to urge Qi Lan to go home early, she was going to rest.

After Qi Lan left, she lay down grinning. The painkiller was basically useless to her, but this kind of pain was tolerable to her. One more thing is worse than one less thing. No more nurses.

Otherwise, if Qi Lan asked the nurse about it tomorrow, he would worry about her again.

So she swiped the video with her mobile phone to divert her attention.

She turned off her phone all day, and it was only when Qi Lan left that she turned it on. There were messages from Lu Xing and Qiao Wan on her phone. After she replied one by one, she saw that the dialog box of Cen Beichen was quiet, and she sent After that message, he didn't reply again.

It was obvious that I had done something wrong, so I didn't even say an apology, and I played with disappearing.

But expecting Cen Beichen to apologize, she might as well expect the sun to rise from the west.

She turned off the chat software, turned on the video, and started watching dramas.

While watching the show, she heard the door being opened, thinking it was a nurse coming to check, but the other party didn't make a sound or turn on the light. She realized that something was wrong, turned her head and looked over, and could tell who it was from the figure.

She frowned slightly, then returned her gaze to the phone.

Cen Beichen stood at the door for a while, went to the bed and sat down, sat down for a while, and didn't see Huo Qianchu paying attention to him, then coughed lightly, "Chuchu, what happened today is my fault, don't be angry. "

Huo Qianchu's hand holding the mobile phone was suddenly clenched. Didn't her leg hurt so much that she was hallucinating?Will Cen Beichen apologize?
After a long silence, she sat up. Cen Beichen reached out to help her, but she pushed him away.

She turned on the bedside lamp, and Cen Beichen looked at her with a hint of caution in his eyes.

Seeing him like this, she felt a sudden pain in her heart.

Not because of him, but because of my past self.

In the past, she was so cautious in front of Cen Beichen, afraid that Cen Beichen would be angry, or that Cen Beichen would be unhappy.

She put the phone aside, and asked after a while, "So you are with me, is it because you want to be with me, or is it because you want to make up for some regrets, something you didn't do before, and now Want to replenish me?"

Cen Beichen lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "Maybe...all of them."

"But I don't remember, you did this only for yourself." Huo Qianchu looked at him, "You just want to feel less guilty."

Cen Beichen shook his head, remained silent for a while, and changed the subject, "Does it hurt? Have you taken painkillers? The hospital shouldn't prescribe too many painkillers for you. I brought some here." He said from He took out a box of medicine in his pocket, "Do you want to take one?"

Huo Qianchu looked at the medicine in his hand, and frowned even tighter, "If you don't want to talk about the topic, don't reply to the message, don't talk, just change the subject, you plan to deal with everything so coldly, right? "

"No, I didn't reply to your message because I know you are angry. I want to come to see you later and explain to you face to face. Or if you don't accept my explanation, you can scold me for venting your anger. Some words, I don't know how to say , but...it's not what you think." Cen Beichen pursed his lips, and his jaw was tense.

"I thought you didn't reply because you wanted me to think about it. You didn't know how to say it, but you said it wasn't what I thought. Then I really don't know how we should communicate." Huo Qianchu took a breath, He lowered his eyes and said in a low voice, "Maybe the decision that day was a mistake."

"On the sea, people will feel that they are very small. If there is someone around them, it will give people some illusions. Maybe we are just not suitable."

When she first came back, she had a clear goal and had something she wanted to do, so Cen Beichen would not be too emotionally affected.

But now... She actually started to get angry because of him.

This is definitely not what she wants.

"Chuchu." Cen Beichen immediately raised his hand to hold her hand, "Maybe we just need a little time to get used to each other. You said we'll try it out for half a year together. I have a lot of things I want to do with you. Half a year is too much time." Short, so I might be in a hurry."

"Or...maybe for me, we have nearly 20 years of emotional foundation, but for you, it's just the beginning. I'll pay more attention and consider your feelings in the future, okay?"

Huo Qianchu frowned and looked at him, unable to utter a word.

After a long silence, she whispered, "Go back, I want to rest."

Cen Beichen pursed his lower lip lightly, "Then are you still angry?"

"Don't be angry anymore, I'm going to sleep." Huo Qianchu withdrew his hand, pulled the quilt, and was about to lie down.

Cen Beichen didn't dare to make her unhappy at this time, so he stood up, "Okay."

Huo Qianchu hesitated before reaching out to him, "Painkiller."

Cen Beichen handed over the medicine, took a breath, lowered his head and kissed her forehead, "Good night, Chuchu, I love you."

Huo Qianchu put the medicine beside the pillow, lay down and covered the quilt.

Cen Beichen raised his hand to turn off the bedside lamp, looked at Huo Qianchu who had closed his eyes, sighed silently, and left the ward.

After leaving the hospital, he drove to Qiao Yan's bar.

Seeing him coming to the bar in the middle of the night, Qiao Yan knew that his life was probably not in harmony, so he consciously took a bottle of wine and went to listen to the gossip, "Love is really a strange thing, it can make people happy, it can make people sad, and it can also make people happy. It’s both happy and sad.”

Cen Beichen took the wine glass and did not speak.

"What's the matter?" Qiao Yan asked, "Let's talk and see if I can give you an idea or something."

Cen Beichen looked down at the wine glass in front of him, "I thought before, if she was willing to give me a chance to take care of her, I should do well, and I can make up for what I owed her. As a result..." He shook his head , did not speak again, took a sip of wine.

"Oh." Qiao Yan responded, leaning on the sofa, "People change, what they wanted before may not necessarily be what they want now."

Cen Beichen turned his head and glanced at him, "Do you have experience again?"

"It doesn't count." Qiao Yan asked after taking a sip of wine, "She has lost her memory and doesn't remember you, so do you think she likes you now?"

Cen Beichen frowned slightly, then shook his head, "I don't know."

"You're not sure if she likes you, or maybe she doesn't like you at all now." Qiao Yan looked at him, "Then have you ever wondered why she is with someone she doesn't like?"

"Perhaps even though they don't remember me, people with amnesia may feel familiar and close to relatives and former friends. This is normal." Cen Beichen said softly.

"Do you think this reason can convince yourself?" Qiao Yan chuckled, "Or, is it possible that she didn't lose her memory at all?"

(End of this chapter)