Conan's I'm Really Not Red Fang

Chapter 29 PTSD
"Ah, yes."

Conan nodded, "And it would be very inconvenient if Yukimuro-san is here?"

"It's true, but it's the same everywhere."

Xue Shiyi sighed regretfully, saying that it is convenient must be false, but in her current state, no matter where she is, it is not bad.

"Besides, life is much better now than it was two years ago."

"The first two years?"

Conan quickly grasped this point. Yukimuroi also said earlier that "it was because of physical reasons". The general body of albinism patients is basically the same as ordinary people except that they cannot be exposed to excessive ultraviolet rays-referring to health.

With the appearance as a disguise, he asked directly, "Is sister Yukishi sick?"

Judging from the current clues, the time when Xue Shiyi was poisoned should be two to three years ago. The poison forced her to receive treatment, and at the same time she had to stay in one place and not go out.

Xue Shiyi didn't seem to expect him to ask such a question, although she was surprised, she still explained with a wry smile: "Yeah, I had a serious illness at that time, and I almost couldn't make it through."

"Eh? It's so serious!"

Conan exclaimed.

He actually didn't know much about this poison, Hui Yuan said that she didn't know, and he didn't have other channels to learn about it.

"Actually, the disease itself was not serious at first."

Yukimuro shook her head, lowered her head wistfully, facing herself with her palms up, her eyes resting on it, she seemed to be talking to herself, Conan's words seemed to give her the desire to confide.

For a child, people tend to subconsciously let their guard down, making it easier to be tricked out, because they think that the child is not dangerous.

This is a simple psychological effect.

This is naturally true for ordinary children, but for Conan, a pseudo-child, he has become a sharp weapon for him to collect information, and sometimes he often gets more information than adults because of it.

Conan sat quietly opposite her, watching Yukimuro with gentle and calm eyes, waiting for her next words.

"In the beginning, I was simply sick, and it just changed a little bit."

Xue Shiyi seemed to see the blond boy again, and he smiled and told her who woke up:

"Ah, you are awake."

"Would you like to see how you look now?"

"Congratulations, from now on you can bid farewell to the sun and hide in the darkest corners like a mouse."

"Because your favorite sunshine is the only poison that can kill you~"

"Did you like my gift?"

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha……"

He laughed presumptuously in front of her, which was full of the pleasure of successful revenge, his laughter emerged in the distant memory, and the sound came back to his ears again, again and again, again and again.

"Sister Yukimuro...Yukimuro...Yukimuroi!"

Voices came from afar indistinctly, as if they were separated by a piece of paper, and the paper was gradually broken as the voices became stronger and stronger, directly hitting the depths of Yukishi Yi's consciousness, pulling her out of the deep sea Back to the world.

"what!"

Raising her head suddenly, Xue Shiyi suddenly broke free from the memories, her face was full of bewilderment.

Is she... having an attack again?
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, also known as PTSD, is defined as the experience of an individual who has witnessed or experienced one or more events involving actual death, or threat of death, or serious injury, or damage to bodily integrity, involving themselves or others. Delayed onset and persistent psychotic disturbances in individuals resulting from the threat.

Judging from Xue Shiyi's performance, she obviously suffers from PTSD, and the root cause of it is the serious illness she mentioned. Conan believes that it was caused by the poisoning of the organization.

And just now when he was trying to wake up Xue Shiyi who was trapped in painful memories, he also heard her muttering to herself.

There are many similar words like "...I want to jump..." and "...it hurts". The words are too many and fragmented, and it is almost impossible to form a complete chain of clues.

"...Sorry, I scared you."

This is the first time Conan has heard her soft voice. In the past, there was always a strong sense of indifference and distance in her tone. Even when she talked about herself just now, she just said it very plainly, as if it was not hers. same story.

Conan raised his head and met his eyes. There was obvious shame and pain in it. The experience that can cause PTSD cannot be a memory that can make her feel better. When he was thinking about how to comfort the other party, Yukimuro touched The top of his head, it seems that he is trying to adjust himself.

After a while, she spoke.

And this opening dropped a bomb in Conan's heart, and he couldn't react for a while.

"When I first found out that I was ill, I committed suicide twice. My lover saved me the first time, and he saved me the second time."

As she spoke, the corners of her mouth could not help but rise, and her tone became lighter, "Later, for him and my brother, I decided to live, so I received treatment, but at that time I had already missed the best time for treatment, and some side effects were even related to My life is connected."

The cuff of his left arm, which had been covered all the time, was pushed up, and Conan's eyes froze for an instant, and he couldn't help but gasped.

What appeared in front of his eyes was an arm covered with scorched marks. There was no piece of good meat on it. The scorched and cracked skin was more like dry land than an arm, or it had been burned a few times. The appearance of a queen.

And between the tragic arm and her intact white palm, Conan also saw a series of deep and light scratches, which were obviously traces left by cutting the wrist.

But before he took another look, Xue Shiyi, who was immersed in her own world, seemed to finally realize that it was not good for a child to see these things, so she quickly put down her sleeves to cover up those unsightly scars.

So the last time I saw that it was Yukimuro's right arm that was scorched black, Conan still remembered the scene when they met for the first time. Because they were indoors, Yukimuro's arm sleeve was rolled up on the side facing him Yes, he remembered very clearly that it was clean and there was nothing wrong with it.

What was she using as a disguise?
No, no, her skin in the back is indeed scorched black by the sun, so is it true that her left and right arms have completely different appearance?
Side effects are connected to life... I think Lai Xueshiyi means that these things cannot be removed.

"Why am I telling you this? I'm really stupefied." Xue Shiyi shook her head annoyedly, and finally her consciousness completely woke up from that memory.

"Conan-kun, please keep it secret for me?"

"I won't say it."

Conan nodded in assurance.

"...Well, thank you."

　It's hard to tell if it's true~

　　Little Yiyi started to fool people

　　Conan is not the kind of brain tonic emperor setting

　　
　
(End of this chapter)