I go north, you go south

Chapter 254
Nan Zishu didn't give Ling Bei another chance to argue.After staring at him to go to bed, she walked to the window and closed the curtains intimately, then left the room.

She still had the bottles of medicine from Ling Bei in her hand.

Nan Zishu stared at those white medicine bottles for a long time, as if he could smell the bitterness of those pills through the plastic material.

She knew that she shouldn't have lost her temper with Ling Bei just now, because he just wanted to protect her well.He didn't want to worry about the girl he was holding in his hand.Therefore, this person would always tell Nan Zishu "don't worry", whether it was her business or his business.

Nan Zishu felt that such a day when she didn't need to worry about anything should be very comfortable, and she should feel satisfied and happy.But now she clearly hated the feeling of powerlessness.

Nan Zishu's tears fell on the medicine bottle.

She walked slowly to the sofa and sat down, and put the medicine bottles on the coffee table first.Then involuntarily raised his head and looked around the silent room at this moment.

It's still the same as when she borrowed it last time, clean, tidy and well-organized.But those wall lamps were still on as always.

Nothing seems to have changed.

Nan Zishu refocused his gaze on those bottles of medicine.Because there is no instruction manual, and there are only drug names and simple instructions on the medicine bottle, it is hard to tell which type of medicine it is.

But she didn't know what she was thinking of, but she just stared at those medicine bottles, with a kind of paranoia gradually showing in her eyes.

Nan Zishu's eyes slowly turned red.Just when something was about to explode from the bottom of her heart, she finally sighed and her expression softened.Reluctantly, she took out her mobile phone and began to look up the names of the medicines on the medicine bottle.

"Lorazepam: For the treatment of anxiety disorders or for the relief of anxiety symptoms, and for the short-term treatment of anxiety associated with depressive symptoms.
"Clonazepam: It can be used to control various types of epilepsy, especially for absence seizures. It can also be used as a powerful sleeping pill"

Nan Zishu read out the information found on the phone in a low voice trembling.But just after checking the two, her hands were already shaking so much that she couldn't hold the phone anymore.While trying her best to suppress her trembling breathing, she put the medicine bottle in her hand back on the coffee table, then closed her eyes and fell directly on her back on the sofa.

Nan Zishu covered his face and cried loudly.

It's not that she hasn't heard of Ling Bei's experience of taking medicine before, and it's not that she doesn't know that the reason why he studied psychology by himself is largely for his own condition.

But she never thought that he would bear so much alone when he was alone.

Drugs, anxiety, side effects, these things fall on a person at the same time, and let him live like a normal person.The most important thing is that this person has taken on everything for her silently.

Nan Zishu was sobbing.She knew that Ling Bei didn't want her to worry, and also understood that he didn't want anyone to know his side that was different from ordinary people.

But when so much pain and pressure were piled up on him alone, didn't he long for someone to save him?

There should be some, but whether it is dignity or responsibility, he has repeatedly chosen to bear it alone.

So, does anyone around know his current situation?What is the state of his illness now?How can we help him get out of all this?
Nan Zishu gradually calmed down. She got up again and looked at the medicine bottles, but her gaze was much calmer.

(End of this chapter)