I go north, you go south

Nan Zishu took Ling Bei's hand back and told him to lie down on the pillow, and then continued to stuff himself into Ling Bei's arms: "I'm sleepy. Sleep well?"

Nan Zishu's voice was muffled, and Ling Bei's heart was itchy with a coquettish ending.

"Should... turn off the lights?"

After calming down for a long time, Ling Bei finally only stumbled to say this sentence.

Nan Zishu felt that his whole body was tense, so he couldn't help laughing out loud.

"What are you laughing at?" Ling Bei didn't know why.

"It's all right." Nan Zishu tried hard to hold back his smile, "I just think you're really an 'honest gentleman'."

Hearing Nan Zishu's words, Ling Bei was taken aback for a moment, then shook his head helplessly: "This is not a compliment."

But his body obviously relaxed a lot.

Both of them gradually got used to being around each other.They hugged each other tightly tacitly, feeling the reassuring warmth of the people around them.

The first fusion was unexpectedly harmonious and harmonious.

"Can you...can you turn off the lights?"

After a while, Nan Zishu slowly opened his mouth and went back to the original question.

"Well... I usually don't close it very much..."

Ling Bei's tone was unknowingly stained with sleepy laziness, and a little hesitation made his voice even more magnetic.

Nan Zishu, who has always been "bold", somehow became nervous: "Then...do you want to...try?"

Ling Bei felt the soft body in his arms move uncomfortably.

But at this moment, for some unknown reason, he felt an inexplicable burst of fire in his body: "Shu Shu...you...don't move..."

"what?"

Nan Zishu didn't quite understand what happened, but he heard something wrong with Ling Bei's tone.She raised her misty eyes subconsciously, but before she could see the expression of the person in front of her, her breathing was blocked.

"Shu Shu..."

Ling Bei slightly sucked Nan Zishu's lips, and his voice was lowered for some reason: "Don't deliberately light the fire again. I really can't control myself..."

Nan Zishu flinched in Ling Bei's arms involuntarily, then grabbed his sleeve subconsciously: "I... am not afraid..."

"But I'm afraid..."

Ling Bei's voice couldn't help trembling after being extremely suppressed, he tightly protected the girl under him, trying to maintain sobriety and rationality: "I don't want you to make impulsive choices that you will regret.

"I'm going to make myself worthy of you."

In front of Nan Zishu, Ling Bei always seemed to have such a humble and cautious side.

Of course he knew how much he wanted to have her.But he's always afraid that his girl doesn't love him that much yet.He will worry about whether she will regret it.

It wasn't because Nan Zishu didn't show enough love, and it wasn't because Ling Bei didn't want to believe her; it was because Ling Bei never felt that he was worthy of being loved, let alone the best love in the world.

He has never been confident in this relationship.He still thinks he's still the annoying person he was before.

It was like that boy who couldn't afford to lose and had a surly personality in the auditorium when we first met.Why does that terrible him have such a good love?
People always make the most clumsy judgments on some of the things that matter most to them.Just like Ling Bei cared so much about Nan Zishu that he was bound by "inferiority" all the time and didn't have the courage to embrace these beautiful things.