I go north, you go south

Because this is the last entry, I don't know if Liu Ying also felt sad unintentionally, so this seems to be the longest entry in the whole diary.

The handwriting was eloquent and spread out three pages.

From the changes in her life in the past four years to her endless pride in her daughter, Liu Ying chattered a lot happily.She was looking forward to Nan Zishu returning to her side, and because Nan Zishu's graduation grades were excellent at that time, Liu Ying had very good expectations for the future of their mother and daughter.

When Nan Zishu read the first two pages, he couldn't help but smirk.Because she saw that her mother must praise her every two lines, and after reading so much, she can still praise her without repetition, as if she has changed back to the child who can be happy for several days as long as her mother praises her.

She continued to look down, and when she turned the page again, it was already the last page of the diary.

And what was written on this page seemed to be what Liu Ying had never said to Nan Zishu.

Liu Ying said that since she moved to Taoshan Community two years ago, she has never had a chance to go back to the former South Third Street.Although I heard that South Third Street has been demolished and rebuilt, the small square and the artificial lake near the square that Nan Zishu and the others used to go to when they were young are still there.

She wanted to wait for Nan Zishu to come back from Jiangcheng, and they would look for a chance to go back together.

Nan Zishu had never heard Liu Ying mention this matter.

Liu Ying's illness was discovered more than two months after Nan Zishu came back.After that, the family consisting of only their mother and daughter fell into the abyss in an instant.Under Nan Zishu's strong request, they simply prepared the relevant matters, and Liu Ying was admitted to the hospital for formal treatment a month later.

During this time, Nan Zishu has been busy.First for the first job after graduation, and then for the sudden illness of my mother.

Seeing her daughter being so overwhelmed, Liu Ying naturally couldn't bring up such an insignificant wish of her own.Maybe she also hoped that after recovering from her illness, she would have the opportunity to complete this simple "memory journey" that couldn't be simpler.

But until now, these can only become regrets that Nan Zishu can never make up for.

One of the most lamentable regrets in the world must have one: the tree wants to be quiet but the wind doesn't stop, the child wants to be raised but the relatives don't wait.

Nan Zishu bit her lower lip tightly, closed her eyes involuntarily and raised her head slightly.Just to keep the tears from bursting.

After calming down for a moment, she raised her hand to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and continued to read.

The following content is what Liu Ying has never confided to Nan Zishu.

Inexplicably echoing the current situation, it was about Nan Zishu's future family problems.

Liu Ying felt that Nan Zishu grew up in an incomplete family.After her father left, the role of "father" was completely missing in her life.

Liu Ying thought of the times when she went to see her at Jiang University, and found that many of her friends and classmates had boyfriends or good friends.

However, Nan Zishu always walked alone. It seemed that no boy approached him actively, and she would not take this step by herself.

Liu Ying is not in a hurry to decide on her life's major events when she is in college.I was just afraid that Nan Zishu would naturally reject such things as starting a family.

Thus has been avoiding communication and feelings with the opposite sex.

Of course, Liu Ying also thought about whether Nan Zishu would fall in love with a man much older than herself because of the lack of fatherly love.