I go north, you go south

No wonder, even if her body was in danger, Liu Ying was unwilling to take out the money.She didn't even want to tell Nan Zishu the existence of the money.

And after Nan Zishu used up the money by "killing first and playing later", she had no choice but to keep silent.

After all, the daughter is here to help her heal.In the end, it was she who used up her daughter's hard-earned dowry.

Only now did Nan Zishu understand that this silence was never her mother's anger at her self-assertion; it was a kind of blame towards herself.

Now, these secrets that originally moved Nan Zishu and warmed them have turned into tears of remorse and regret, dripping all over the thin paper in the diary.

Nan Zishu couldn't help hugging the notebook in his arms tightly, then bent his knees, and buried himself between his legs.

For a moment, she was completely immersed in the past that she had lost, and she didn't hear the sound of the door unlocking that she had been looking forward to just now.

It seems that there are some unseen fates in this world.Whenever Nan Zishu fell into uncontrollable sadness, Ling Bei could always rush back to her side in time.

like now.

The sobbing sound of the girl in the room, which was trying to be suppressed, was very clear in the quiet room.Ling Bei hurriedly broke into the living room from the porch, and when he saw Nan Zishu sitting next to a pile of things on the blanket, he knelt down on the cold floor beside him, and put Nan Zishu, who was so sad that he couldn't control himself, into the living room. Involuntarily embraced into the arms.

"Shu Shu, what's wrong?"

Ling Bei's voice came from the top of his head, with a trembling that could not be ignored: "What happened? Don't do this, I feel bad"

The girl in her arms moved, as if she had found a fulcrum she could rely on, and subconsciously burrowed into Ling Bei's arms: "Ling Bei, I really... failed."

"Why can't I do anything? Why can't I know anything? Why can't I save my mother?"

Nan Zishu intermittently asked the three most heart-wrenching questions for her.But she doesn't seem to need an answer now.

After hearing her words, Ling Bei couldn't help but glanced at the suitcase.Immediately understood the reason for Nan Zishu's sudden behavior.

In the past two days, she didn't seem to be always depressed, and she was also interested in doing other things.But as long as there is something or something about Liu Ying, she will inevitably have to look at things and think about others.

Ling Bei seemed to sigh softly, and then kissed Nan Zishu on the top of his hair.

He raised his hand and gently stroked the girl's back that was still twitching from crying. His voice was as gentle as water: "Shu Shu, you have done a lot, and you have done a lot. My God There are too many things that don't go according to people's wishes, but at the very least, in Auntie's heart, you must be her most proud and cherished existence. She will never blame you. "

"But I blame myself." Nan Zishu bit his lip, put his arms around Ling Bei: "Can I...can I do better? Why do I still regret it so much?"

Nan Zishu pressed his head tightly against Ling Bei's chest, as if his lover's strong heartbeat could give her infinite strength.

Ling Bei tightened his arms in response: "Shu Shu, I don't think you regret it. It's just unwillingness."

"You know, you have done everything you can. It's just that there are some things that we can't reverse. So, when we lose to fate, we feel that we should be able to do better, and the result is also the same. It shouldn't be like this."