Can't help but be moved

Chapter 35
When Jian Nian returned to the dormitory, Ruan Tian was surprised.

She picked up the mobile phone on the desk and took a look: "Didn't you have dinner with the man on the wall, why did you come back so soon?"

It's only less than seven o'clock now, and this time is the peak dating time for young couples.

It's unreasonable for Jian Nian to come back so early. She thought she wouldn't be back until at least ten o'clock tonight.

Jian Nian knew that Ruan Tian had misunderstood her relationship with Feng Wang, so she smiled helplessly, opened the closet and took out a change of clothes: "Wait, I'll explain to you after I take a shower."

Ruan Tian is not a curious person, and she didn't want to explain anything to her.

She just felt that the time was wrong, so she simply asked.

"It's okay, this is your private matter, you don't need to explain anything to me."

Jian Nian didn't answer, she took the clothes and went into the bathroom.

Four or ten minutes later, Jian Nian came out of the bathroom with her freshly dried hair, looked at Ruan Tian's bed and asked, "Ruan Tian, ​​do you have time now?"

At this time, Ruan Tian was already lying on the bed, Wen Yan poked her head out of the bed curtain and glanced at her: "Yeah."

Jian Nian opened the chair in front of the desk and sat down, her voice was a little low: "I want to explain to you that he and I are not what you think, we are not a couple."

Ruan Tian felt a little dumbfounded.

She just asked this casually, why did Jian Nian insist on explaining to her so seriously, she is really a stubborn child.

"Well, I see."

Jian Nian grabbed the corner of her pajamas with her fingers, with a sad expression on her face: "Actually, explanations are secondary. Ruan Tian, ​​can I tell you what's on my mind."

For eight years, she guarded her heart carefully for eight years.

She didn't dare to let her family know, and she didn't dare to let Feng Wang know.

When she was studying abroad, she didn't have any close friends, so no one could listen to her.

She is so tired.

Looking at the girl's sad expression, Ruan Tian understood everything in her heart.

It seems to be a period of unrequited love.

"Go ahead, I'm listening."

"The man on the wall is Feng Wang, my family and his family are family friends, he is eight years older than me.

Although there is no kinship relationship, but in terms of seniority, I should actually call him uncle. "

"I like him for eight years."

eight years...

Ruan Tian couldn't help asking: "Doesn't he know?"

Jian Nian shook her head, her nose astringent: "I don't know, I didn't dare to let anyone know."

A girl's entire splendid period, from immaturity to youth, was dedicated to him, but he knew nothing about it.

Ruan Tian couldn't imagine how Jian Nian came here during this period.

Ruan Tian was puzzled: "Why didn't you tell him. The two of you are not really related, but just family friends. You can be together."

"Because, because..." Jian Nian grabbed the hem of his clothes a little harder, his knuckles turned white, "He is the same age as my brother, they are good brothers. He looks at me, looks at my brother I'm the same, he just thinks of me as a naive little sister."

Jian Nian lowered her head, and her tone was choked up when she spoke: "I once heard him tell others that if I like him with that kind of heart, it would be dirty."

Ruan Tian's slender eyebrows like willow leaves couldn't help frowning.

How can this be.

Even if he doesn't have feelings for his little sister, he can't say that other people's feelings for him are dirty, it's really hurtful.

"I was young at the time, and I thought that when I grew up and tried to become the type he liked, he would see me differently.

But... the women around him were one after another, all kinds of women.

I finally understand that he can like anyone, but he can't like me.No matter how I change, in his heart I will always be just that little girl who didn't grow up. "

When Jian Nian said this, tears finally fell from her eyes filled with water mist, and they hit the back of her hand heavily.

Seeing that she was sad, Ruan Tian got out of bed and took out a tissue, and came to her side to wipe the tears on her face.

Jian Nian's nose twitched: "So, after tonight, I will let him go."

"I think," Ruan Tian said softly after thinking for a moment, "he doesn't look like the kind of person who has many women around him."

Although she only took a long look at the school gate today, she could feel the indifference and elegance of that person.

Such characters are generally difficult to approach, and have extremely high demands on themselves and others.

No matter how you look at it, he doesn't look like a playboy who changes women frequently.

"I don't think so either, but the facts are right in front of my eyes."

She has already seen it in her brother's circle of friends, and her brother has said that, so can it be fake?

Ruan Tian didn't know how to comfort her.

Eight years of secret love ended without a problem, and they didn't even have a chance to speak out. Who wouldn't be sad if it changed.

Ruan Tian pulled her chair, sat beside her without saying anything, just accompanied her silently.

When Jian Nian's mood improved, Ruan Tian couldn't help asking: "Why do you like him?"

Eight years ago, Jian Nian was only 12 years old, and Feng Xuan was already 20 years old at that time.

A normal little girl, even if she's just flirting with each other, would like someone of the same age around her, right, like a childhood sweetheart or something.

Jian Nian's eyes were red, like a wronged little rabbit.

She grinned, and replied in a natural tone: "Because he is good-looking."

Ruan Tian was slightly surprised, then smiled and said: "This reason is quite simple and unpretentious."

Indeed, humans are visual animals.

Who doesn't love beautiful things.

Isn't that how Tang Zeyu fell in love with Jian Nian at first sight?

It's just that I fell in love with him for eight years just because of this...

Ruan Tian, ​​who had a single mother and fetus, was somewhat incomprehensible.

"Actually," Jian Nian suppressed her smile, and said slowly in a very light tone, "He saved me."

"Ok?"

Jian Nian's red eyes were a little empty, as if recalling some unforgettable long-term memories.

"When I was 12 years old, I was almost abducted after school one day. He found me who was forcibly dragged into the car. He drove the car and followed the trafficker all the way. A big man snatched me back.

He was like a hero that day. "

She was terrified that day, Feng Wan held her tightly in his arms, comforted her with gentle words and patience, and even bought her strawberry cake to make her happy.

In fact, she is allergic to strawberries.

The first time he saw Feng Wang at the banquet, he gave her a piece of strawberry cake casually, and his brother Jian Yan clearly told Feng Wang that she was allergic and could not eat it.

But obviously, Feng Wang didn't remember.

That's right, how could he remember the likes, dislikes and taboos of a child who didn't have a deep relationship with him.

She couldn't eat strawberry cake, but that day, under Feng Wang's gaze, she ate the whole piece of strawberry cake mouthful while crying.

Because those were not the two candies that Feng Wang casually gave to her in the movie theater, but Feng Wang's first serious shopping for her.

So even if it is an allergy, she wants to eat it.

Not long after receiving the news, her parents took her home.

Later, she was admitted to the hospital because of allergies and stayed in the hospital for more than a week before she recovered.

She didn't tell about Feng Wang buying her strawberry cake, and Feng Wang still doesn't know that the last time he smoked, it wasn't the first time he made Jian Nian allergic.

After Ruan Tian listened to her words, she seemed to be able to understand Jian Nian's love for Feng Fan a little bit.

In times of distress and helplessness, there is such a person who rescued himself like an angel, how could he not be amazed for the rest of his life.

From now on, everything you can see is not as good as him.

(End of this chapter)