Xiao Jiaojiao is the queen in the last days

Chapter 29
"Learn to be responsible for yourself, learn to take care of yourself." Mom always taught her this way.

Her mother taught her to be strong and independent from an early age.

Since she was six years old, I have taken her to run three kilometers every morning.

Since she was very young, she was used to sleeping in a separate room, dressing herself, tying her shoes, washing the dishes after eating, and packing up the things she needed to bring to school...

In the past, she seldom panicked when she encountered anything. No matter how difficult the problem was, she would calm down and find a solution.

But that day, she was completely panicked.

After waking up from countless nightmares, she kept making assumptions and fantasizing about another outcome.If she hadn't hid in Yanma's house in a panic that day, maybe she could have saved her mother...

On the second day of living in Yanma's house, she witnessed with her own eyes that her mother jumped off the stairs and fell to a bloody mess on the opposite street...

Although Yanma's mother covered her eyes in time, that scene seemed to become more and more difficult to erase from her mind with the sudden darkness.

After that, they all thought that Shi Jing would collapse or have a big reaction.

Moreover, at that time, she was just stunned.

She found that Yanma's mother seemed to need to be comforted more. She hugged Shi Jing tightly, as if she was going to drown Shi Jing in her arms, and her tears had completely soaked the clothes on Shi Jing's back.

However, Shi Jing began to be confused about herself. At that moment, her heart seemed to freeze, and there was no fluctuation at all.She thought that she should cry, but at that moment, she did nothing.

Shi Jing just felt a little tired and didn't want to talk or move, so she talked to the others, went back to the room, and stayed by herself for a while.

The Yanma family was very worried about her.

But the next day, Shi Jing acted like nothing had happened, and got up early to help make breakfast. She wanted to do more for the Yanma family.But the more she accepted what had happened calmly and rationally, the more worried Yanma's parents became.

They tried to make her cry, but she just couldn't.I can't cry at all.

At that time, she was more confused than great sadness.

In a short period of time, her whole world has undergone earth-shaking changes. She tried her best to ignore her own feelings, and suppressed that thing that would pop up if she was not paying attention.

Faced with Yanma's worried eyes, Shi Jing also turned a deaf ear to it, and instead cared about more practical issues.

"I have an important matter to discuss with you." Shi Jing said suddenly and seriously during dinner the next evening.

Everyone else thought she was finally going to talk about her mother.

But Shi Jing said: "Now I'm alone here, I thought about the problem of supplies. We still have a lot of things at home, such as fruits and vegetables, which can't be kept for a long time. So I want to go back in the evening , move as much as possible of the things at home here..."

When Shi Jing spoke, the Yanma family tried their best to pretend to be calm, but it was still difficult to hide the unnaturalness on their faces.

"Xiaojing...you don't have to think about these things." Yanma's mother gently held her hand.

Shi Jing was expressionless, and just lowered her head slightly, "I'm sorry to cause you trouble. Actually... I want to go back and live there by myself. Now that house...is no longer dangerous..."

For some unknown reason, Yanma clenched his fist and slammed the dining table, got up and left.

Yanma's mother and Yanma's father glanced at each other, and then Yanma's mother said to Shi Jing: "Xiao Jing, you know we can't let you go back there alone. Even now... there is no danger there. But in our In my heart, you and Yanma are both my children. This is your home. How could I..."

Yanma's father noticed that Yanma's mother was agitated again, hugged his wife's shoulder, and said softly: "Mother, go and see Yanma first. I'll talk to Xiaojing for a while..."

Yanma's mother tried her best to restrain the sadness welling up in her heart, and got up to see Yanma.

And Yanma's father, Professor Song stayed at the dinner table.

Professor Song talked with her about many things. Although Shi Jing looked dazed, she listened to everything Professor Song said.

"No matter what you do now, we can understand. If you need a period of time to accept and vent, it's normal." Professor Song sighed softly, and continued: "But I hope you don't give up on yourself."

When Shi Jing heard these words, her heart seemed to be touched.But she still couldn't cry, she just kept pinching the back of her hand with her nails.

No one could finish this dinner, only Shi Jing finished his bowl quietly by himself.

However, although she tried very hard to swallow the things, she still couldn't overcome the psychological reaction. When she returned to the room, she saw the red coat that her mother bought for her on her birthday not long ago.

The bloody scene of her mother falling downstairs suddenly appeared in her mind.

Shi Jing ran to the bathroom and vomited up all the food she had just eaten.

She is such a useless and damned person, such precious food, failed to become the body's nutrition, wasted.

Shi Jing smiled coldly, and flirtatiously returned to the bed, where she lay quietly, staring straight at the ceiling.

Yanma knocked on the door, seeing that she didn't respond, he came over and pulled her up.

"Put on the coat, let's go out." Yanma put the coat on her carelessly.

Shi Jing was a little dazed, until she was dragged by Yanma to the backyard, and then hurriedly asked: "Are you crazy? Do you want to go out at this time?"

But Yanma ignored her, still stepped on the flowerpot, and sat on the fence.

He sat on the wall and stretched out his hand to Shi Jing, "Come or not? Decide quickly, otherwise my parents will find out, and I will never have a chance in the future."

Shi Jing is not unaware of Yanma's madness, but this time it was really too much.

"Yanma!" Shi Jing wanted to pull him back, but Yanma turned around and jumped outside.She was startled, and hurriedly looked outside the fence.

The boy in white with a ponytail was looking up at her with a smile.

Shi Jing glanced outside, except for the garbage flying all over the sky, there was no one on the street. When the wind blew by, there was the tinkling sound of rolling iron cans.

At that moment, Shi Jing seemed to feel that the old world was quietly dying, but something was recovering.

After hesitating for a few seconds, she also climbed over the wall and jumped out.

Yanma took her hand, if it was before, she might have cared a little bit.

But in such a lonely and dead world, Yanma is like another self, pulling her to the other side that she never dared to realize before.

It's just that at that time, she was immersed in her own darkness, and she didn't realize that the reason why Yanma, who was walking in front, jumped out of the fence was because he had no hope...

(End of this chapter)