Xiao Jiaojiao is the queen in the last days

Chapter 38
Shi Jing's heart skipped a beat, and she panicked for no reason. She hurriedly put on her shoes and ran outside, but Yanma's parents were not there.

No study, no living room, no toilet...

Cold sweat broke out in Shi Jing's palms, "No, it won't, definitely not..." She told herself repeatedly like crazy in her heart, it was absolutely impossible.

But her walking legs felt a little weak, and she remembered the horrible appearance of seeing her mother cutting her fingers that morning.

"Yanma..." Shi Jing shook her head, she gritted her teeth, held back the trembling all over her body, and searched for Professor Song and Yanma's mother everywhere.

She didn't dare to make a sound, for fear of alarming something.

Yanma was downstairs, and she could hear the sound of walking, which was also very abnormal.

Shi Jing covered her mouth to prevent herself from screaming.Why on earth, why should she be treated so cruelly.Why let her go through all this sober, sometimes she would rather be the one who went crazy in the first place than someone else.

When she walked to the shoe cabinet, she suddenly tripped over something, and managed to support the floor with her hands so as not to make too much noise.

Before seeing those severed limbs, she still had a glimmer of hope that she could find Yanma's parents, and then felt that she was just a false alarm, but now... she felt that she might also go crazy.

"Shi Jing... where are you?" Yanma's voice came from downstairs. "It's time to eat."

"I... I'll come right away..." Shi Jing struggled to make a sound.

She almost crawled back into the room. In order not to make a sound, she could only close the door slowly, and once it was closed, she immediately pressed the lock.

Shi Jing stayed away from the door, she shook her head, still unwilling to believe it, she bit her lip, resisting the primitive urge to yell in her heart, until she bit her lip, the salty smell of blood made her want to vomit .

What should she do, all the people she loved, all the people she knew, left her one by one.What's the point of her hiding like this, what's the point of living in such a world?
She really wanted to ask God why she had to go through all this pain.

"Shi Jing, I'm really scared..." Yanma's voice was still in my ears, but the matter was irreversible.

"Yanma..." Shi Jing covered her face with tears welling up in her eyes.

Song Yanma was standing outside now, and she had already heard his footsteps.Yet she heard no knock at the door, and the doorknob was not turned.

In the long silence, she only heard Yanma crying in pain, leaning against the door, saying, "Shi Jing, help me..."

"Yanma." Shi Jing walked to the door, she leaned against the door, and seemed to see Yanma's pained look on the other side of the door, and she was not. "Yanma, I'm sorry. I can't help you, I can't help anyone. I deserve to die, I should die with my mother..."

"No, no, don't, you have to live, you have to live forever..." Yanma seemed to be saying in pain, but soon let out a terrifying laugh.

What is the meaning of such pain...

"Shi Jing, don't look for meaning, live, one day, you will understand." Mom's words are like a light flickering in the dark, sometimes she forgets, and then falls into darkness again, and in the most desperate time , and seemed to be able to see that flickering flame.

"Kill me..." Yanma pleaded with the last of his reason, "Kill me, please."

Shi Jing's eyes fell on a knife and a piece of rope beside her bed, which Yanma had put away long ago.

When he regained consciousness, he found that what he did, he must have wanted to kill himself, but he never had the courage to end himself.He could only put these things where Shi Jing could see them.

But Shi Jing didn't know if she had the courage to kill the person she had been deeply in love with since she was a child.

That dark time, with her rebirth, became the real past, and she is now a zombie.

But now, she finally remembered that she killed Yanma with her own hands, and she also remembered those people she killed after becoming a zombie.

It was impossible for Gao Xiaoxiao to understand this. Shi Jing didn't feel sorry for the person she killed. It was only instinct to become a zombie, and killing Yanma had no choice at the time.

Now this body is not her former body, in fact, she cannot be regarded as the real Shi Jing.

Now that she was reborn as a zombie, maybe she should let go of everything in the past.

Shi Jing looked at the depths of the bamboo forest. If she was given a choice, she would of course want to fight side by side with Hui Ying and usher in the glory of victory again, but... no matter how you look at it, out of consideration for completing the mission, the deal with Li Laiqing is the best choice.

"Anyway, Huiying is just a beast. As long as we lose the game, we can achieve our goal. Why bother to win." Shi Jing said with a smile to Gao.

"You really think so?" Gao Xiaoxiao looked at her suspiciously, then sighed: "If you really decide so, I advise you, it's better not to tell Huiying about the counterfeit match, wait until we go to Yidu Mansion talk later."

Artifact beasts are smarter and more obedient than ordinary pets, precisely because they can understand their master's instructions and understand many words of human beings. If Hui Ying knows, they will play fake games, which may bring more difficulties to the plan .

Shi Jing nodded.

It's just that she thought that by becoming a zombie, she could use her advantages to save more people, instead of being unable to save anything like before.

But now she felt like she was in the predicament again, and she was a little confused inside, not knowing whether it was right or wrong to do so.

But she didn't have much time to think about this matter, because they needed to leave for Yidu Prefecture as soon as possible.

Yidu Mansion is very close to the main city, which is basically the territory of nobles. The closer you are to Yidu Mansion, the more semi-mechanical vehicles you see on the road.Of course, horse-drawn carriages were still the main means of transportation for many old-school aristocrats.

People of the old school are very disgusted to see those cyborgs, so the seemingly peaceful road in the main city actually has a strong smell of gunpowder. If you are in a restaurant, you may be beaten up.

And if a person in a carriage enters a new-style hotel, they are likely to be ignored and stared at. It is not bad to be isolated, and someone may place something in your meal, which will make you have constant diarrhea.

There have always been many conflicts between the two factions, and they look down on each other, but in order to balance the power of the two parties, the lords of the past dynasties let them coexist and prevent one party from becoming bigger.

(End of this chapter)