Gongqing bone

Chapter 98
The river was turbulent, and Lin Zhijun woke up again in the turbulence. She simply didn't sleep, rubbed her eyes, and saw a large piece of fire cloud in the east sky, bright red, unpredictable, white clouds, gray, nothing more.

She lay quietly in the dock looking at the majestic scene of the sky outside, curiously looking at the clouds over there that day, wondering what shape it would turn into next, would it be a lion, a tiger or a bunny?
Lin Zhijun just quietly watched the precipice illuminated by the vast rays of light, and saw the strange shapes of ugly pines and cypresses cast irregular shadows on the edge of the cliff, like a ghost's hand.Lin Zhijun didn't think it was weird or scary, he just thought it was interesting.

Turbulent waterfalls, clear water, strange trees, lush grass, steep cliffs, lonely boats, sad apes, and flourishing clouds, it is really a blessing in this life to see such scenery...

Before they knew it, they had already sailed out of the Badong Three Gorges. Lin Zhijun didn't know if this was the Baidi City where Liu Huangshu Tuogu lived. He saw that the river was wide and the water was no longer dangerous. There are thousands of rays of light; from a distance, Kui's mansion seems to be right in front of us.

It’s great to be a man, and you can see such a magnificent twelve sceneries of Kuizhou: the crimson Chijia Qinghui in Qutang, the autumn moon in the Xiamen with the jade plate in the sky, the rhyme of the thatched cottage sung by the poet... By the way, brother and the others Woolen cloth?
Lin Zhijun finally stood up and turned around to look around.She found that Xue Feiqing and her brother Lin Junyun were sitting at the stern of the boat with their backs to her, looking at the beautiful scenery in the river together.

Also, with such a beautiful view, who can sleep?
But Lin Zhijun seems to have overlooked a problem, she can only see the sunrise when facing her, and Xue Feiqing and Lin Junyun have their backs to her, so what can they see?

Naturally, Lin Junyun couldn't see anything, he only saw the person in front of him.

Since Feiting midnight, there is no Xiyue.At midnight, they were able to glimpse the full view of the moon, so Xue Feiqing excitedly pulled him to the poem.Both of them lowered their voices for fear of disturbing Lin Zhijun who was sleeping in the boat.

"Sweep away the clouds on the edge of the stone, and step on the pine roots and moon drunk. The sky is full of stars and people are sleeping." Xue Feiqing looked at Lin Junyun's slightly sleepy eyes, and said teasingly.

"Who will win tonight? Lying down and looking at the Milky Way." Lin Junyun did what he said, as if to respond to Xue Feiqing, the big lala who had no aristocratic style leaned back with his arms and looked at the night sky.

"The waves carry away the moon, but the tide brings the stars."

"If you don't meet each other in life, it's like participating in a business." Lin Junyun sighed in his heart: meeting each other is suffering, and not seeing each other is also suffering.

Seemingly in response to Lin Junyun's heartfelt voice, Xue Feiqing replied: "At this time we see each other but we don't hear each other, and I hope that the moonlight will shine on you."

Lin Junyun slightly lowered his head and smiled, even so, he was already fine.

Fei Qing talked about Xinghe in every sentence, but seemed to be silently responding to his unrequited love; he didn't need to know anything, and he didn't need to be burdened.

"Get up and hold plain hands, the court is silent, and sometimes you see sparse stars crossing the Milky Way."

Lin Junyun blushed slightly in the dark, and tried his best to speak out his false confession.

"Hey, molesting people?" Only Xue Feiqing who was beside him said quietly: "The moon is shining brightly. You are arrogant. You are relaxed and correct. You are calm."

"Hahaha!" Lin Junyun couldn't help laughing out loud, but there was a trace of unknown pain and sourness in this smile.

"When you are drunk, you don't know that the sky is in the water, and the boat is full of clear dreams, pressing down on the galaxy."

"The Milky Way drifts back to the stars at night, and the clouds in Yinpu learn the sound of water."

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The faint laughter of the two made Lin Zhijun look sideways, and the poem "ten thousand tents are intoxicated, and the stars and shadows are crumbling" came faintly in the wind.She looked at their backs sandwiched between the cliffs, a few feet above the head was the dome full of stars, it seemed that even the moonlight and star shadows could not be projected between the two of them, they fit together beautifully like this beautiful scenery of Wushan Mountain, and no blasphemy or disturbance was allowed.

Lin Zhijun shook his head, throwing out the strange thoughts in his mind, thinking that "the bright moon and stars make people drunk".Forget it, she must have not woken up yet...

As soon as Lin Zhijun turned around and lay down, Lin Junyun, who was leaning back, stretched out his arms quietly, allowing his own blurred shadow to cover Xue Feiqing's.

Nothing could be seen clearly on the dark stone walls and the river, but Lin Junyun could tell that his shadow was embracing Xue Feiqing.Even so, he was very satisfied.

He never thought that he would love someone so deeply.

He and his sister have saved it since they were young: People like them don't need love.My sister also often said that a person without love is like a fish without tuberose.

They knew who their future partner was when they were very young, and they also tried their best to cultivate all kinds of cultivation and character that a good partner should have.He cared about Qin Jinshu in every possible way, and never did anything to find Qin Jinmiao himself; his younger sister also devoted more time studying poetry and poetry to the classics and history collections to prepare for future power struggles.

But who would have thought that he would fall in love with his best friend?He knew that he shouldn't ruin his family's reputation and the life of his loved one for his own personal affair, and he couldn't let his fiancée, Qin Jinshu, be slandered for no reason.

God knows that when Xue Feiqing gave his most wanted Lu Qi to his younger sister, his heart would be broken; until later, when his younger sister gave the piano to him, he picked up the broken heart little by little.

All traces of his life seemed to catch him and say to him: "No, you will not leave us, you will not be different, you will be the same as before: always doubting, never satisfied with yourself, A vain attempt to change, always a failure, always dreaming of happiness that you won't get, and can't get."

Lin Junyun clenched his fists tightly, after all, he didn't go any further, and retracted his arms restrainedly.

He didn't know when it all started, but he knew it would never end.It's like the moon has its waxing and waning—his love for Fei Qing is sometimes restrained and sometimes turbulent, but there is always the moon.Xue Feiqing is his moon.

When they were young, the two were about the same age and always confronted each other. To him, Xue Feiqing was like a moon that was always competing with him for glory.

Later, as they grew older, the two became close friends, went to the Imperial College together, studied together, and watched all kinds of things in the world together... Lin Junyun felt that the sun and the moon are mutual achievements.

Later, Lin Junyun discovered his special affection for Xue Feiqing, and then he realized the deep meaning of "the sun and the moon are not flooded, the preface of the Spring and Autumn Dynasties": if the sun and the moon are in the same sky, alternately delayed, not to mention the four seasons of the spring and autumn, wind knives, frost and snow will all appear together , swearing to die.

The face of his fiancée was right in front of his eyes, but the one he loved was within reach. Lin Junyun closed his eyes in pain.

"What are you thinking about?" Xue Feiqing suddenly moved her face so close that Lin Junyun could touch Lin Junyun's lips in just one opening and closing. ..."

Xue Feiqing withdrew to the normal distance and said disappointedly, "Oh... I hope this news is accurate, and I won't make you take a trip..."

　All traces of his life seemed to catch him and say to him: "No, you will not leave us, you will not be different, you will be the same as before: always doubting, never satisfied with yourself, A vain attempt to change, always a failure, always dreaming of happiness that you won't get, and can't get."

　　From "Anna Karenina"

　　
　
(End of this chapter)