Wei Shu

Chapter 150 Doubt
"So it's Brother Jin, little sister is being polite." Lian Er seemed to have noticed nothing, and blessed Fushen with a smile, then turned to look at the steward behind her, and saw that the other party was still staring at Li Nu in the East Corner trough, Then he whispered:

"Brother Jin, hide behind the western wall first, so that no one can see you."

She pointed to Jingui's forehead: "You're still bleeding."

It's fine if the steward didn't find out, once he found out that the stone had changed, he would never make a public announcement, he would only beat Jingui harder to confuse the stab wound on his forehead, and in the end it was Jingui who suffered.

Knowing her kindness, Jingui thanked her and sighed again: "Fortunately my father died early, and my mother's eyes can't see me. I'm not a human being, and I don't look like a ghost. I don't have to scare them."

There was an imperceptible tremor in his voice.

He was driven from the fort to Baishuang City by the Golden Army like he was driving an animal, and he was always in fear, fearing that the bad luck of "serving as a slave" would come to him and make his mother lose her support.

Now, fate has finally forced him here, but he feels that this is actually quite good.

At that time, he was the same as now, unable to do anything, he could only kowtow, kowtow desperately, and those golden soldiers were the same as Ali just now, watching him kowtow until his head was bleeding, and laughed for fun.

He no longer had the courage to go through such a thing a second time.

That's it.

he thinks.

It is better to keep the thought of "she (he) living somewhere else" in my heart without seeing my mother, not knowing life and death, than watching my relatives die in front of my eyes.

Jin Gui finally opened his mouth wide and laughed "hohoho".

Seeing that smiling face that was uglier than crying, Lian'er hesitated for a moment, then moved closer, and said in a voice like a mosquito gnat: "Brother Jin, I...I might be able to help you..."

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"And then? How are you going to help him?"

An hour later, under the wall at the north corner of the firewood house, snoring sounds came and went, among which the voice of the guard and steward was the loudest.

And even so, Wei Shu's voice was never covered by the noise, on the contrary, it was like a waterline, clear and cold, diffused into Lian'er's ears.

She buried her head in her chest, not daring to look at the woman opposite.

The braziers at the four corners of the firewood room have been removed, probably because the eldest lady felt that these Mu Naheitai would leave tomorrow, and they would not die from the cold for the last night, so at this time, not only the braziers, but the candles in the house They didn't light a single one, it was so dark that you couldn't see your fingers, even if Lian'er opened her eyes to the widest, she couldn't see the situation on the other side at all.

But she still didn't dare to raise her head.

Naturally, she was very afraid of a killer with a vicious reputation.

After being silent for a while, Lian Er just said in a low voice: "You don't need to help, just ask Sister Aqi to... take a look, and then... say something to reassure Brother Jin's mother, and also... also That's all."

Wei Shu gave a low "huh" and was noncommittal. She changed the subject suddenly and asked, "What about you, Lian'er? What's your plan? Gu De wants you to stay by his side, are you willing?" "

Lian'er was shocked, and subconsciously blurted out: "How do you know?"

As soon as the words came out of her mouth, she realized that she had acquiesced in Goode's previous retention. She couldn't help but sweat and wet her clothes, and her heart beat faster.

Could it be that Akis was watching when he and Gu De met in Huangyuan in the afternoon?

Thinking of this for the rest of her life, not only did she turn pale, her body also trembled slightly, wondering if this person is a ghost?Why is there no sound at all during the action?

Seeing her horrified face, Wei Shu couldn't help covering her lips and chuckling: "I said, you don't have to be afraid of this, I don't know how to eat people."

But you can kill.

Lian Er silently added a sentence in her heart.

However, if she put aside the matter of the next afternoon and only talked about Aqisi's recent words and deeds, Lian'er thought again, maybe the other party is really not that kind of vicious person, at least the people who died in Zuo Shuai's mansion these days are not. Archis killed it.

Thinking deeper, can the lives under Aqisi's hands be as high as those of the Bimantai family and Sheerbi Ali?

Lian'er sat in a daze, her heart suddenly felt empty.

The soft whisper that disturbed her heartstrings in the middle of the afternoon was forcefully gouged out by her after she lifted the iron, leaving a hole in it.

At this moment, something was bulging out of the hole, and it kept rising, surging, until it reached her throat, making her unable to vomit.

She opened her mouth almost involuntarily, and muttered to herself.

Or maybe she was telling the story to the woman who could kill.

Since she was sold into Zuo Shuai's mansion at the age of eight, she talked about how she survived the first days, about the errands in Baihuayuan, the bribe of Gude, about the growing age and ignorant heart, about branding. The heavy rain on the day when the seal of Li Nu was released, the breeze that blew when she opened her sleeves to present the secret letter, the whisper she heard and her own heartbeat, the rose seedlings and the flower hoe that she forgot to use... …

She kept talking, as if she wanted to say everything she had said in this life at this moment, and it seemed that she wanted to pour out all the things that had been hidden in her heart for a long, long, long time, without leaving a trace.

It wasn't until she talked about the sack that was carried in and the man who was dragged out of the sack that she finally stopped talking, raised her head, and looked forward blankly.

The night engulfed the entire world, and all she saw was darkness.

So, she questioned the darkness:

"To live...why is it so difficult?"

She frowned, staring ahead earnestly and expectantly.Although she can't see anything.But she still looked at it persistently and wondered.

In the thick mud of the night, her breath was extremely thin and light, like a fish out of water, inaudible, and her next words were like bubbles spit out by a fish, squeezed by the night Broken down:

"I just... just want to live..."

This is her only wish.

That's it.

However, no one answered her.

The night wind blew her hair, and she sat quietly, knowing that the person who could answer her was no longer by her side.

Just when she said the last sentence, she heard a soft sigh, from near to far, and what was left to her in the end was endless silence.

It seemed that this was indeed a difficult problem. Even Akis, who seemed to be omnipotent, was stumped by this problem and walked faster than anyone else.

In the darkness, Lian'er parted her lips and laughed silently.

(End of this chapter)