lure blue moonlight

Chapter 19
Yun Ruanzhi raised his head and looked out the window, just in time to see the luxuriant green plants in the yard. The scorching sun was like a fire, and it couldn't burn the vitality of the whole garden.

In the days when Pei Shi didn't take care of them, they grew wildly, not as delicate as before, and became a bit sloppy.

Yun Ruanzhi got out of bed and stretched, and suddenly found that he didn't seem to relax for a long time, and there was a hole in his head, and he didn't dare to relax all the time, but he was still living a fulfilling life.

The weather was exceptionally good today, so she decided to give herself a holiday.

Sometimes you have to live like a human being.

When she left the room, the first thing she did was to open the curtains in the hall, and the whole room became brighter, which was different from the texture of the light, which made Yun Ruozhi's numb mood much better.

I don't know what Pei Shi is doing now?
South City.

In a city with advanced medical care, in the most famous nursing home, Pei Shi was wearing a patient's unique bracelet and lying on the bed in a blue and white striped hospital gown. The sunlight that came in was loose and clear, melting into his gray eyes, mixed with a trace of careless laziness.

A bald doctor was sitting next to him, staring at the psychological test report in his hand seriously, before he spoke for a long time: "Your situation..."

"Doctor Fang." A doctor in a white coat came in next to him, knocked on the door, and motioned for the bald doctor to come out.

Doctor Fang hurriedly put the psychological test report on the table, glanced at Pei Shi, and went out.

Pei Shi took the test report, glanced at the data on it, let out two low laughs from his throat, and removed the heart rate monitor from his hand, looking really careless.

In the corridor of the hospital, Dr. Fang sighed, "Old Wu, I have never seen a mental patient with such a strong psychological quality in all these years. I have nothing to do. As long as he resists treatment, all reports will become normal.

But there are always mistakes and omissions in his test report. Is this kid protesting with me? You are a criminal investigator, so help me find out what's going on with him. "

The doctor who was taken as Old Wu patted him on the shoulder, "I think he is a criminal, not a patient, you should think about it again, why do you always suggest that people go to the beautiful country for electroshock therapy? Are you blind?"

"Why am I blind?" Dr. Fang stared and patted his legs, "Last time, that kid finally cooperated. The test report and brain supplementary CT judged that he had severe complex post-traumatic emergency response disorder, and the accompanying bad Psychology, such as depression and world-weariness are not fake, if it is more serious, he really needs to go to the beautiful country."

Doctor Fang paused.

"Besides, he might need to go to the beautiful country to see it. He can change the data himself, as if knowing which answer to fill in can detect which disease. I'm completely confused, and I'm so worried. This is a patient specially approved by the dean, and I really don't want to care about it."

Old Wu's eyes were full of surprises, but as a criminal investigation psychologist, he had never seen any big storms before, and he quickly returned to normal, and quickly sorted out a direction in his mind, "Do you think your patient has studied psychology?" ?”

Dr. Fang frowned, "I have taken over his cases since he was a teenager, and I didn't find that he has the experience of studying psychology."

Old Wu curled his lips, "Don't believe too much in the paper. If people want to learn, they can make bombs. Otherwise, can you find a second reason to support it? Ordinary people who know so much about various diseases? "

After speaking, Lao Wu handed him a job description and left.

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Yun Ruanzhi nestled on Pei Shi's sofa. She looked at the bookshelves all over the wall. All kinds of books blocked the gaps in the bookshelves.

Her eyes were full of envy.

With so many books, has Pei Shi read them all?
Thinking about it, she got up and walked to the bookshelf, and found that these books were divided into categories, including workplace psychology, interpersonal communication, and various travel notes and classics.

It's like moving a library.

She leisurely browsed the bookshelf.

Then she discovered something extraordinary.

A few days ago, the teacher of the online psychology course asked her to buy all the books here.

More exaggerated than these.

Yun Ruanzhi casually took out an all-English book, but it was very familiar to her. She happened to search for this book, and it was a deeper professional psychology book.

Looking up at the entire bookshelf, she found that half of the bookshelf was about psychology.

She was completely stunned, her pupils slowly dilated.

Breathing stopped.

There is no light in the room, and there are dark corners where the sunlight cannot reach, forming a layered light and shadow.

The curtains were suddenly blown away by the strong wind, and Yun Ruanzhi saw that the strong wind had blown the textured silk curtains over several sides.

Yun Ruanzhi didn't know how to describe the current shock.

Pei Shi is a mental patient, and she knows that she suffers from serious mental illness.

But she never knew that Pei Shi knew so much about psychology.

……

In terms of her superficial knowledge, this is a good thing. It is not uncommon for the patient to learn psychology by himself, but the starting point is entirely based on distrust of others and self-salvation.

But what about Pei Shi?

She didn't feel that Pei Shi was trying to redeem herself.

Even though they only got along for a few days, she just knew it.

And on the contrary, she felt that Pei Shi was abandoning the world.

Using the huge sea of ​​knowledge I have, I can perfectly cover up the fact that I am sick, and make myself look like a normal person.

This kind of palliative but not the root cause will only make him suppress himself, which will make him more painful.

Also explained.

He doesn't trust any part of the world... let alone anyone...

Yun Ruanzhi didn't respond at all. To be honest, she was a little scared by her weird guess.

But this is also the best explanation for why Pei Shi personally gave him such an ending.

Yet the psychiatrist who treated him claimed he was not ill.

Not sad?

Just thinking about it makes me feel sad, so how can I not be sad?
Why is this happening?

Yun Ruanzhi suddenly wanted to call Pei Shi, no matter where he was at the moment, whether he was in pain or despair, she really wanted to be with him.

Just as I had this thought, the doorbell rang.

The crisp retro bell stimulated Yun Ruanzhi's eardrums, she immediately put down her book and opened the door.

There was a young guard at the door, holding a black handbag in his hand, "Please sign for the items purchased by Mr. Pei Shi."

Yun Ruanzhi took out Pei Shi's personal seal from the entrance, and seriously stamped it on the form.

This is what Pei Shi taught her before she left. No matter what she signs for, she needs to use this personal seal.

After taking the handbag, she suddenly felt that the courier came at the right time, and she was worried that she would not have a chance to contact Pei Shi.

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