Deliberate and affectionate

Chapter 120

Later, Lin Xi's liking for Li Ming grew deeper, and he felt from the bottom of his heart that if there was no such a person to motivate him to move forward, he would definitely not be what he is now.Such feelings are not just about liking, Lin Xi can't express that feeling, what would he be like without him?
It is possible to drop out of school since middle school. Because of my bad temper, I will often conflict with others. How can a person with little knowledge and skills make a name for himself in society?
What's more, in my own situation, the family members will not help, and they will probably marry her to someone they think is a 'right family' in the end.

Fortunately, because of him, Lin Xi has changed everything about herself, and no one can force her to do anything she doesn't like.

In fact, later on, Li Ming didn't force her to do anything, he just didn't like her, so how could she hate such a person?
Lin Xi would only be grateful to him. If it weren't for him, maybe he would still be doing his best right now, arguing with his parents and the people around him, and he would end up with nothing in the end.

Later, Lin Xi gradually restrained her personality, and she didn't talk too much, because she thought that Li Ming might prefer quiet people, so she didn't make any noise.

But sometimes I want to see Li Ming too much, and then I think of a way to annoy him from time to time.

Lin Xi has undergone earth-shattering changes in just two years. She is only 17 years old, and when she gets together with her peers, she doesn't look like an immature child at all.At that time, she was just a little girl who was just in love, but she hid her feelings deep in her heart, and even managed her expressions so well that no one knew what she was thinking.

Lin Xi has always felt that being able to fall in love with such a person is his luck, and being able to make himself better because of him is the best thing he has ever encountered in his life.

So, how could she blame him?Even at the end, he never thought of doing anything to hurt him at all.

The last revenge Lin Xi thought of was to make Li Ming feel guilty and uncomfortable.But if Li Ming doesn't care at all, and doesn't feel guilty at all, then what kind of revenge is her revenge like this?As long as people don't care, there won't be any feeling, and there won't be any harm.

Lin Xi seemed to have returned to that night again, she sat quietly in the park, but this time her mood was different from before, it was no longer sad, it was no longer resentful that her parents didn't send someone to find her, Instead, he was filled with anticipation.

Because she knew that a person would appear in a moment, pull her out of the quagmire, and walk on the bright road step by step, because his own excellence attracted Lin Xi to walk to him step by step, making Lin Xi herself It also became so dazzling.

Seeing those people appearing, Lin Xi didn't want them to touch him again. After Lin Xi saw them appearing, he ran to a tree beside him, and climbed onto the tree in two or three steps. Lin Xi was shocked, and he Is his skill so powerful?

Those few drunk sweaters gathered around the tree, waiting for Lin Xi to come down, and kept yelling at Lin Xi, Lin Xi suddenly felt that they were actually not scary at all.

Then, after waiting for about an hour, the people below still refused to leave, so Lin Xi sat on the tree and watched them making noise, and then a person appeared.

He was still dressed as before, but this time, it was different from before.After driving those people away, he did not leave, nor did he call the police and directly threw it to the police.Instead, he opened his hands to the person on the tree, and said, "Come down, I'll follow you."

Lin Xi was very happy. Once again, seeing this person, he was still so happy.Just seeing him is enough, as long as seeing him is very happy.Lin Xi didn't even think about it, she just jumped down, and Li Ming held her tightly.

It's such a good feeling, it's really great to have someone below to catch me.

If only I wasn't so embarrassed when they met, then I wouldn't feel inferior for so long.

Lin Xi sat in his arms contentedly for a long time, "Thank you, I've wanted to say this to you for a long time, but I never had the chance." Because Li Ming's attitude towards him was the same as others, and he could see Seeing the disgust for her in his eyes, Lin Xi didn't want him to know that the person he had saved was such a person.

What she is most afraid of is that Li Ming will regret saving her in the first place. In her imagination, if Li Ming knew about it, she would probably say to herself indifferently and sarcastically: If I had known this before, I shouldn't have rescued you in the first place.

Lin Xi has been working so hard all the time, just thinking that one day he can stand in front of him openly, how could he allow this to happen?So Lin Xi didn't say it all the time, and she didn't think it was necessary to say it, as long as she knew it in her heart.

It was as if Lin Xi had walked the same path again since she was born, and the scenes of the past passed before her eyes.Lin Xi found that she had nothing to regret. If she had another chance, she would still choose to go on like this, which is already very good.

Meeting Li Ming was the luckiest thing in his life. Lin Xi sometimes wondered if it was because he was too lucky to meet him and spent all his luck, so he no longer had the luck to make Li Ming Ming likes herself, even a little bit.

But it doesn't matter, even if all her luck is spent, she is willing to change the chance to know Li Ming, she never regrets it.

Like a bystander, she walked the path she had walked before, and then Lin Xi returned to the place where she met Li Ming for the first time, and she was still hugged by Li Ming. It turns out that this dream can last for so long .

Lin Xi knew that none of this was true. How could things that have happened before change?However, knowing that the person in front of him is a fake, knowing that this has already happened, and the fact is not like this at all, Lin Xi still stayed here for a long, long time.

If only she had been braver back then, if she hadn't been so embarrassed back then, perhaps the first encounter between them wouldn't have been such a mess.If I hadn't been so embarrassed at the beginning, wouldn't I have bravely stretched out my hands, and the two had known each other long ago?But there is no if.

Lin Xi found a comfortable position and leaned against his arms. This was what he had always dreamed of. Now that he had the chance, of course he would stay for a while longer.I am getting more and more sleepy, I can hardly keep my eyes open, I just feel so tired, I really want to sleep.

　buzzing ()
　　
　
(End of this chapter)