Deliberate and affectionate

Chapter 6 Intention ([-])

Lin Xi didn't tell others that he was sick. He was already worrying his parents all day long, and telling them would only increase the trouble.Maybe now they are so disappointed in themselves that they won't care if they say so.

They once said to her: "Sure enough, I didn't misunderstand you. Since I was a child, I felt that you were different from my brothers and sisters. You never let us worry about it. We are not surprised to do such a thing. You get out. Just pretend that our Lin family doesn't have you."

Lin Xi wanted to say that she was just too lonely when she was a child. Both her parents liked her brother and cared about her younger sister. She felt that her parents didn't love her anymore, so it was only natural that she wanted to attract their attention.It's just that the method is not right, and they seem to be getting tired of her more and more.

Lin Xi didn't even tell Li Ming, so stop asking for trouble, maybe it will be said to be a new move to attract his attention.

She was quite noisy before, trying her best to get Li Ming's attention, she felt unwell from time to time, and shouted that she was going to die, but after seeing her a few times, Li Ming knew that there was nothing wrong with her, she just wanted him to come back That's all, no longer fooled.

Lin Xi knew that he had done too much in the past and hurt everyone around him. Li Ming obviously had no feelings for him, and he still had to tie people to him. He had to live with people he hated. Tired.

Lin Xi became more and more disgusted with himself, disliked himself, despised himself, and felt that everything he did was wrong.

She also had psychological problems, but she didn't realize it, and others couldn't see it.

Lin Xi's disguise was too good, she wanted to leave the impression of her lively and vivid appearance on others, instead of seeing her as sick and weak in the end, how ugly that is.

Lin Xi has moved, and it is Li Ming's real estate. Although it is in her name, it is still not her property.She bought a small house by herself, and she may live in it for a short time, so it will not waste public resources.

When I was packing up my things, the phone rang, "Hi, hello, Ms. Lin, I am your attorney. Your things are ready, when can you sign?"

"Tomorrow, I'll be there."

Lin Xi had saved some money over the years, put it all into an account, asked someone to help him act as an agent, and handed it over to his parents in the future.Because if she gave it directly now, they wouldn't take it, they wished they could go away.

In the future, maybe ten or twenty years later, they will be able to accept it when their anger subsides.They are not short of money, but besides giving them money, I seem to have nothing to give them.

I won't be able to be filial in the future, but with my brother and sister around, they will do well, and it shouldn't matter if I lose one of them, Lin Xi thought.

Lin Xi didn't hate them, everything was done by herself, and it was her own fault.

Lin Xi doesn't blame Li Ming, because Li Ming didn't do it voluntarily from the beginning, he did everything he said, he was very responsible, he gave himself what he should give, and he never did anything to actually hurt himself He didn't hit her, and he didn't ask others to humiliate her.

He just didn't love himself, it was her fault, she failed to make him fall in love with herself, it was because she was incompetent and unattractive.

Lin Xi felt that it was his fault and put all the pressure on himself.

(End of this chapter)