Deliberate and affectionate

Chapter 9 What happened to me

Lin Xi watched their car go away until he couldn't see it, and kept staring at the direction they were going away.

They've always been like this, haven't they?Why did I feel that it was nothing to worry about before, but now I feel that it is extremely glaring?
If only he belonged to me alone, if she is gone, then he can only see me alone...

If he stays here forever, we can be together forever...

The curtain was torn off, Lin Xi woke up suddenly, Lin Xi ran to wash his face, trying to wake himself up.

Looking up at himself, Lin Xi felt extremely strange.How did I become like this, to have such bad thoughts.

Lin Xi drove to the hospital and found Dr. Lin who had been treating him. Maybe because they were all surnamed Lin, Lin Xi had a good impression of Dr. Lin.

Dr. Lin looks very kind, and always treats patients with gentleness and gentleness, which makes people look very comfortable.She is more than 40 years old, and she is used to seeing people coming and going in the hospital, birth, old age, sickness and death, but she has always insisted on her belief, hoping that more people can get out of the sea of ​​suffering and the haze.

Seeing Lin Xi coming, she was surprised, but also very relieved, she didn't want Lin Xi to give up just yet.

Because Lin Xi hadn't been very active in cooperating with the treatment, and would only take medicine when necessary.

In fact, Lin Xi was very cooperative at the beginning, and tried very hard to cure her illness, but later, the situation did not improve, and she began to give up slowly, as if there was no hope in sight...

Dr. Lin opened the stool for Lin Xi to sit down, "Xiao Xi, what's the matter? Why are you free today?"

"Aunt Lin," it was Dr. Lin who asked Lin Xi to call her that. Lin Xi also liked her very much, so he called her that. Later, Lin Xi not only regarded her as a doctor, but also as his aunt.

"I've been a little weird lately, I've started to change, I'm so scary."

Lin Xi was a little panicked, she didn't want to become the one that even she hated.

Dr. Lin patted her on the back reassuringly, "It's all right, what's the matter, can you tell me? Don't be afraid, I'm here."

Lin Xi held her hand tightly, and she felt that she was going to be breathless.But she didn't dare to tell Dr. Lin what she was thinking. Aunt Lin was the only one who still had a crush on her, and she couldn't let her hate herself anymore.

Lin Xiping recovered a few times, and said slowly:

"I always feel that the place I am in is dangerous and I want to escape, but there is nothing there. I am always afraid of the things around me. I used to be afraid of people, but now I am afraid of everything. I am afraid of the dark. , I will be very scared when the lights are out. Am I... am I crazy?"

Dr. Lin still reassured her gently, "It's okay, you're just sick. People think a lot when they're sick. You're just scared, so you feel that everything around you will hurt you. It's just that you're sick. You haven't changed. You're not scary at all, don't worry."

Doctor Lin kept patting her on the back, "So, let's treat the disease well and take medicine well, okay? We will work harder and we will overcome it. We must cheer up and don't be scared by it. Xiaoxi, It's not that we have no way at all, don't give up, okay?"

Lin Xi felt that she was not giving up, she had been working very hard to get better, but, but she was really tired, she wanted to take a break.

(End of this chapter)