pamper her

"what happened?"

Such a big movement naturally awakened Qi Pei, the sleepiness in his eyes had not yet faded, and his brows were tightly frowned.

Yu Anran touched the top of her head that hurt from the impact, "Maybe... a tire blowout."

Gradually waking up, Qi Pei glanced at the surroundings, and there was darkness where he couldn't see his fingers, only the stars twinkling above his head, which proved that they were not trapped in an inexplicable black hole.

He screamed badly, "Is there no signal?"

Yu Anran nodded, "Yes."

Qi Pei reached out to turn on the lights in the car, took out the flashlight from the locker and got out of the car.

The wind roared like a beast, and it was particularly scary in the silent night.

He walked to the back of the car and squatted down to see that the wheel on one side had been completely flattened, and it had stopped its job in a self-abandoned manner.

There is a spare tire in the car, and Qi Pei is familiar with changing tires.

But when Dazhang couldn't touch the tools in the corner, he suddenly remembered.

After lent the tools to others that day, I forgot to take them back.

"Then what should we do now?" Yu Anran wrapped herself in a down jacket tightly.

Qi Pei took out his mobile phone to try a few more times, but found that it had run out of battery and automatically shut down.

To make matters worse.

"Go back to the car first," he said.

The car door blocked the cold wind, Yu Anran took off his hat, "Sorry, I should have told you when there was no signal just now."

She was a little annoyed.

"It's up to me, I didn't tell you in advance."

"Ok?"

"There is a fork in the road ahead, it's not very obvious, you probably drove past it." Qi Pei said, "Now this is a no-man's land."

"...No man's land?"

Yu Anran often saw some news on the Internet, saying that whoever entered the no-man's land by mistake and then disappeared.

Are they going to expose their corpses to the wilderness too?

"No," Qi Pei comforted her, "There will always be someone patrolling on Saturdays, and we should be able to meet in three or four days."

Having said that, Qi Pei is not completely optimistic.

There were not a few boxes of fast food left in the trunk, which probably wouldn't be enough for the two of them for three days.

It was useless to worry, the battery of the mobile phone was dead, and the car couldn't move, so Yu Anran simply leaned against the car window in a daze.

Bored to the point of counting the stars in the sky, the hypnotic effect was comparable to counting sheep in her heart, and she blinked frequently after a few strokes.

Qi Pei patted the back seat: "I'll sleep in the back seat, I'll go to the co-pilot."

He stepped from the car to the co-pilot, lowered the backrest, and fell asleep just like that.

Yu Anran was not much better either.

Although the back seat is spacious, Yu Anran is tall, and her legs cannot be stretched at all, so she can only barely curl up.

She touched the phone on her back, took it out, and tried to make an emergency call while thinking.

It's just that the screen didn't light up after pressing it several times.

out of battery.

Throwing the phone behind him as if giving up on himself, Yu Anran raised his eyes and found that Qi Pei had closed his eyes again. He seemed to be very tired, with his arms folded in his hands. From Yu Anran's perspective, he could only see a side face.

Breathing slowed down, and in the narrow space inside the car, the sounds of each other's heartbeats were intertwined, and it was hard to tell whose it belonged to.

Waking up with a sore body, Yu Anran twisted her neck, feeling a stiff neck.

Qi Pei was no longer in the car, and Yu Anran could see clearly what kind of environment they were in when the sky was bright.

There is no end to the flat land, they are like a solitary boat on the boundless sea, with no references in the south, east, north, and west.

Qi Pei was smoking in the distance.

Hearing Yu Anran's footsteps, he knelt down and stubbed out the cigarette.

"Are you hungry? There is bread in the car."

"Not hungry."

Yu Anran patted him: "Have you strayed into this no man's land before?"

"Once."

"How did you get out?"

"Going around in several directions, I went out by mistake."

Yu Anran just wanted to say that we should try it too, but then he thought, their car can't move at all now.

"It's worth taking the Nanlan Ring Road." Qi Pei said.

"How to say?"

"I have tried all kinds of dangers, big and small, and it is so strange to meet the god of death just at the door."

Those who didn't know thought Qi Pei was implicating her.

The two thought of several ways and tried to save themselves, but in the end, they realized that it would be better to stay in place with the car than to move around rashly. At least in terms of safety, they could have a little guarantee.

They used stones to set up a big "SO S" on the ground, and hung a red cloth on the roof of the car. Other than that, all they had to do was wait.

In the evening, Yu Anran sat in the trunk and slowly finished the self-heating rice. When she walked out, she found Qi Pei sitting on the roof of the car.

"How did you get there?"

Qi Pei pointed to the open car door, "Come up
? ”

"……I do not know."

He reached out to her: "I'll pull you."

Yu Anran pursed her lips, stepped on the car door with difficulty, and handed her right hand to Qi Pei.

At this moment, Qi Pei's big palms were closed, and the other hand went to support her back, almost hugging her up like this.

After a while of dizziness, Yu Anran realized that it seemed to be higher than it looked from below.

She sat precariously.

Wan Lai was silent, the starry sky overhead was constantly flickering, and the Milky Way streaked across, lighting up the black sky.

Qi Pei crossed his legs, propped his hands back, and looked at the back of Yu Anran's head boredly.

"Tell me a story, Miss Yu?"

Yu Anran put her arms around her knees, "What story do you want to hear?"

"Why did you come to Xilan alone?"

Yu Anran blinked and looked back at him: "I'm sick."

The smile stopped, Qi Pei sat up straight, "Why are you still scolding yourself?"

"It's true," Yu Anran held her lips, "The doctor said I have emotional apathy, and asked me to travel to adjust my emotions."

"Isn't it funny? If I didn't have this disease, I would never have heard of it."

Qi Pei: "How did you get this disease?"

Dr. Su also asked this question.

At that time, Yu Anran was unwilling to talk about it, because she felt that those rotten memories were not worth talking about.

I don't know if it's because Nanlan's air is too good, or the galaxy is beautiful, or it's just that the person who asked her was Qi Pei, but Yu Anran wanted to tell him for the first time.

"When I was 15, my mother cheated on me."

Yu Anran's tone was light: "This matter was discovered by the wife of the cheating partner. The other party called a group of people and humiliated my mother in public, forcing her to commit suicide by jumping off the building."

"Where's your father?"

"My dad is very controlling and paranoid. He doesn't allow my mother to do anything that betrays him, and he doesn't allow my mother to have too many private social interactions. Once he finds out, he will be very extreme .”

"In fact, my mother couldn't stand him anymore. As for why she did such a thing, I didn't understand. Until the day my mother jumped off the building, my father was in the room with a knife in his hand."

"When I came home from school and saw it, I was taken aback. I was scared and wanted to go up and stop him."

Yu Zhaolin wanted to commit suicide, this was Yu Anran's first reaction at that time.

She ran over, stopped a meter away from him, and begged him to throw the knife away.

Yu Zhaolin muttered almost crazily, he was going to find his mother, and let Yu Anran be obedient at home alone.

"I said," Yu Anran's throat felt a little stiff, "Dad, why don't you love me?"

Is it because she is just a tool and a means for him to tie his mother?

"But later, maybe because he was afraid of scaring me, he still didn't have the heart to commit suicide in front of me." Yu Anran said, "Only one morning after that, I saw him lying quietly on his bed with his eyes closed, pinching his hands. bottle with sleeping pills."

Dad still went to find his mother.

"What about my aunt?" Qi Pei asked, "What's the matter with her?"

Yu Anran sniffed, "Actually, I can be regarded as being brought up by my aunt."

Parents never cared about her.

Because she was not born under the expectation of her mother, and her father just used her to keep her mother from leaving.

So even the name was given to her by my aunt, I hope she will be safe and sound for the rest of her life.

"When something like that happened to my family back then, rumors and rumors were flying everywhere. My uncle is a very powerful person. He didn't want their family to have anything to do with me, so he asked my aunt to leave me alone in the future."

"My aunt loves me very much, but she is also very cowardly."

She didn't dare to resist her little uncle who often abused her domestically, so she really left her alone in Suzhou and moved her family to the next city.

"Actually, there is nothing wrong with them doing this. Who would want to get themselves into trouble."

Yu Anran looked up at the sky, her voice was very soft: "It's just that I can't make it through myself, I don't want to believe that my aunt, who loves me more than my mother since childhood, will really abandon me."

"Since then, I don't want to trust anyone."

Whoever said that parents must love their children, Yu Anran's parents are not.

Born in such a family, the ending seems destined to be fragmented.

And the aunt who regards her as her own is unwilling to stand by her side.

Even family affection can't be believed, so what kind of relationship is long-lasting.

"Dr. Su once asked me what happened in the past that made me emotionally ups and downs. I don't know if it counts, and I don't know if it's the reason for my illness."

"Is that why Li Qing bullied you?"

"...She, not all, half and half."

I don't know what to think of, Yu Anran's eyes darkened, "Anyway, it will be isolated by the students, it's normal."

"So from the age of 15 to now, you have lived alone?"

"Ah."

"I came to BJ from Suzhou because of this?"

"Ah."

Yu Anran began to use her index finger to draw circles on the roof of the car boringly, "Actually, I don't like BJ either, but it's far away from Suzhou, so I can temporarily put those annoying things aside, to put it bluntly, just escape."

Qi Pei rolled his Adam's apple, stretched out his hand, wanting to stroke Yu Anran's soft hair.

She turned around suddenly, Qi Pei put down her hand, and heard her say: "But I'm still not happy."

Her life still hasn't changed for the better, and the past casts too much shadow on her, causing her heart to always have a hurdle that she can't get past.

After living alone for several years, among thousands of lights, none of them belonged to her.

The former boss said that she had no human feelings at all, but Yu Anran gradually didn't know what a vivid relationship was like.

Qi Pei's eyes were burning, and his eyes were stained with seriousness. When he looked carefully, there was still a little... distressed.

He said: "Yu Anran, there are many meaningful things in the world, but you are self-closing and unwilling to try."

"..." She lowered her eyes.

He added: "But if you choose to come to Nanlan, you have already taken the first step. As you told your aunt, this is the new life you want to live. So don't belittle yourself, you are moving forward. "

"...It sounds uncomfortable for you to tell me these things."

"Why, do you have to 'moleste' you to be good?" Qi Pei laughed and teased her, and deliberately stopped at the word "molestation".

Yu Anran rested her chin on her knees and retorted in a low voice: "Ah Chuan said that you like to tease people."

Qi Pei snorted, looked at the stars above his head, and suddenly said: "Do you believe in constellations?"

Yu Anran: "I don't believe it."

Qi Pei: "Forget, you girl has nothing

letter. "

Yu Anran: "..."

Qi Pei: "What seat are you?"

Yu Anran: "Leo."

Qi Pei raised his chin and motioned her to look somewhere in the sky, "That's the star of Leo. It says that everything will go well for you in the future, and you will be happy in the future."

Yu Anran searched for a long time, but couldn't find the galaxy he mentioned, and muttered: "It's true or not, I don't believe it."

Qi Pei poked her on the shoulder, Yu Anran turned her head and saw the man in front of him with that familiar smile, and there was a little credit in his smile.

"If you don't believe in constellations, then believe in me."

"I said, it will happen."

The cold wind is biting, disturbing the ears.

Yu Anran looked at him raptly, his eyes were focused on his eyes, and the Milky Way reflected, reflecting a little bit of light.

Looking at each other, her heart beat violently.

She was a little dumb, a little reserved, and a little confused.

Why is the heart that often beats because of him?
Yu Anran just looked at him wordlessly until his brows and eyes were a little white.

Qi Pei stretched out his hand and grabbed it in the air. He looked away, and in the dark night in front of him, there were catkins flying like catkins.

"Yu Anran, turn around."

Yu Anran turned her head obediently, and the next moment, she heard Qi Pei say: "It's snowing."

Nanlan's first snow this year.