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Chapter 161 Qi Pei X Yu Anran: Burn Out
The overhead lights flickered on and off, and the reflection flickered.

Yu Anran leaned on Qi Pei's shoulder and almost fell asleep, but this street light woke her up a little.

She was about to look up, but for some reason, the street lamp suddenly made a small electrical noise, and then went out without warning.

The door was plunged into darkness.

After 2 minutes, Yu Anran heard sobs coming from the room, which became louder and louder. Xu Jing was crying and kept calling "Mom".

Eyelids twitched, she got up and walked inside, only to see Xiao Huang her, her movements were very weak.

Like a dying candle.

Xu Wei changed a bag of oxygen, and kept crying while moving.

Zhou Min moved his fingertips and pointed at Yu Anran.

Yu Anran hurried to her side, "Call me?"

Zhou Min nodded slightly. She opened her mouth slightly, wanting to say something, but because her lungs were completely infected, she could only whimper.

Yu Anran went to hold Auntie's hand, but felt her fingers move, as if she was drawing something on her palm.

She lowered her eyes and tried to identify it for a while before she realized that what my aunt wrote was "ZT".

ZT?
Looking around the room, Yu Anran returned to her aunt's face, holding back her trembling voice: "Auntie, I don't understand."

Zhou Min suddenly shed a tear, which dripped down the side of his face onto the pillow.

ZT?Pillow?
Yu Anran stretched out her hand to grope, and actually took out three letters.

She raised her eyebrows in front of her aunt, "Is it this?"

Zhou Min closed his eyes and confirmed with his eyelids.

Qi Pei didn't know when he came to Yu Anran's side, and squatted gently beside her.

Zhou Min glanced at him, raised his right hand with difficulty, touched Qi Pei's, and then Yu Anran.

Qi Pei clearly placed his hand on Yu Anran's, and then placed Zhou Min's right hand on top of the two of them.

"Auntie," Qi Pei called her, "I will take good care of An Ran and love her."

Yu Anran's eyes became hot, and she suddenly wanted to cry.

She looked up, trying to hold back her tears.

And Xu Wei and Xu Jing, who were on Zhou Min's left, also held her left hand tightly.

The corner of Zhou Min's mouth twitched into a small smile, she felt that she didn't have too many regrets when her life came to an end.

The only thing is that Yu Anran was left alone in Suzhou because she was not brave enough.

"An'an." She gasped like a child who had just learned to speak, and could only utter a few similar words.

Yu Anran moved forward a little, and then heard a few words that were extremely non-standard and only breathed out.

My aunt said: "Yes, no, get up."

Ann, I'm sorry.

If there is a chance to do it all over again, Auntie will never abandon you again.

The hand gradually lowered, and Yu Anran saw that the three hands that were clasped together, slowly, only her and Qi Pei's were left.

She raised her eyes, and suddenly Xu Jing burst into tears, which was as sad as a cry of pain.

In an extremely peaceful spring, in Qiulin Lane, my aunt was just like her parents.

left as well.

The room was small and oppressive.

Xu Jing's face was flushed from crying, and Xu Wei's face was also stained with tears.

Yu Anran suddenly remembered that when she was a child, she watched other people's family hold funerals, and the relatives would kneel on the ground in sackcloth and filial piety, crying loudly.

It's just that she has become a little numb at this moment, and she even wonders if the scene in front of her is just a nightmare.

She wanted to shed tears frantically, so that she would not look so cold-blooded.It is true that she is not without grief, but at the moment she seems more dull.

Qi Pei hugged her tightly, clasping his fingers tightly.

"Qi Pei," Yu Anran opened her mouth instinctively, "I really want to cry."

But what about her tears?
Xu Wei contacted the local funeral director in Suzhou and asked them to handle the funeral.

There are many ceremonies in traditional funerals in Suzhou, but several young people have not dealt with them, so they had to save a lot of links.

Xu Wei and Xu Jing looked at the black coffin with mournful eyes.

Yu Anran tugged at the white ribbon on her arm, and also stared at the same place.

As soon as the mourning and music came out, many people who passed by Qiulin Lane would always come in to take a look, murmured a few words, and then left in a hurry.

The ceremony lasted for half a day, and when the funeral home's car carried away the black coffin, Xu Wei and Xu Jing went with them, the front of the door regained its lonely appearance.

Qi Pei held Yu Anran's shoulders and turned the person towards him, and stared at her eyes, "Dark circles have grown out."

Yu Anran rubbed her eyes, "Then don't look at it, it's so ugly."

Qi Pei turned around and closed the door, took her hand, "We'll come over when they come back, and find a hotel to freshen up first, huh?"

Yu Anran nodded obediently.

Speaking of this, it is unavoidable to be a little funny.

Suzhou is her home, but since the community was demolished and a new building was built, she actually needs to stay in a hotel when she returns home.

After guarding all night, Yu Anran was exhausted all over.

Walking to the hotel room with heavy steps, she still refused to let Qi Pei wash first.

"Otherwise, wash together?" Qi Pei said.

Yu Anran walked into the bathroom with her clothes in her arms, and took them off slowly.

As soon as she calmed down, she couldn't help but think of her aunt lying on the bed.

Yu Anran touched her dry eyes, and couldn't figure out why she didn't have a single tear.

It's just that all these years of secret rivalry with my aunt because I couldn't let go of the past suddenly lost all meaning.

Eyelashes trembled, and Yu Anran remembered that when her parents passed away, it was her aunt who accompanied her to the funeral home.She saw with her own eyes that the originally large coffin was burned, and what was taken out was a small box.

At that time, she and her aunt were each holding one, and when they walked to the door, the aunt also said: "Such a big man, after leaving, he became like this."

Maybe my aunt was also very sad at the beginning.

It was at that moment that the two families who had a pretty good relationship began to drift apart.

A good home is so torn apart.

The two stayed in Suzhou for another two days.

Yu Anran didn't forget to ask her supervisor for leave. After explaining the reason, the supervisor gave her a few words of comfort, asking her to adjust her mood and relax.

There is a cemetery in the suburbs of Suzhou, where the cemetery of Yu Anran's parents is also there, and this time there are more aunts.

In fact, Zhou Min had told Xu Jing and Xu Wei in advance that if he passed away, he would save the money for the cemetery and send Xu Jing to go to college.

But the siblings still wanted her to have a stable home, so they still sent her here.

Yu Anran put a bouquet of flowers in front of her aunt's grave and looked at it for a long time.

The face that used to resemble his mother in the past smiled very lovingly in the photo.

After not staying for too long, Yu Anran led Qi Pei out.

Xu Jing and Xu Wei were still outside. When they passed by, Yu Anran touched Xu Jing's arm and called her aside.

"The money for the cemetery is mine," Yu Anran said, "I'll transfer it to you on WeChat later, don't spend it recklessly, save it well."

Xu Jing rubbed her fingers, "Yes."

Yu Anran still remembered the phone call last year, so she said: "Study hard and get into a good university. If you really want to go to BJ, you can rely on your own ability."

Xu Jing raised her eyes, her mother's death seemed to make her a different person, the thorns all over her body were pulled out, and she was pulled weakly.

"sister."

"You should call it whatever you used to call it." Yu Anran said lightly.

After careful calculation, Xu Jing is the only relative left in the world who is related to her by blood, but Yu Anran still can't let go of the verbal slander she has given her since she was a child.

The two were speechless.

Yu Anran looked past Xu Jing, and saw that the two men behind her started chatting at some point.

What are they talking about?

Seeing Yu Anran pulling Xu Jing aside to speak, Qi Pei leaned against the wall and waited for her.

He didn't know when there was a shadow on the ground, and he took advantage of the situation to look up, and Xu Wei slowly walked in front of him.

He also handed him a cigarette in an extremely friendly manner.

"When were you and... and An Ran together?"

Qi Pei only gave a vague answer: "Go
year. "

"She said you were good to her, is that true?"

Qi Pei sneered, and glanced at the girl in the distance, "It seems that the pain is not in vain."

"........."

"If it's true," Xu Wei clenched his fists, and within a second, he seemed discouraged again, "then please don't let her get hurt in the future."

Qi Pei smiled.

It was hard for him not to mention that matter, because he felt sorry for Yu Anran, and he would also be bitter about Xu Wei's failure to save her back then.

"Why didn't you save her back then?"

Xu Wei was taken aback for a moment, and then his expression was stained with endless regret.

This matter has always been a hurdle in his own heart. The mistake of thinking at the beginning directly cut off the friendship between them for more than ten years.

"If I had gone to save her, would the ending have been different?" He just murmured in a low voice, but Qi Pei still heard it clearly.

"will not."

Xu Wei looked up.

"Even without that incident, you will only be her brother from the beginning to the end."

Xu Wei's pupils dilated slightly, a little surprised and a little shy, even though the man in front of him was expressionless, Xu Wei still felt that he had seen through himself.

Qi Pei put it more bluntly: "Xu Wei, your liking is nothing more than that."

If a man chooses to abandon this kind of thing because of fear, how can he be worthy of talking about liking?
Yu Anran approached, and the two men stopped talking.

Qi Pei was still holding the cigarette that Xu Wei gave him between his fingers, Yu Anran thought it was his own addiction, so he grabbed it directly, "No smoking."

"to make."

He took the cigarette back, threw it casually, drew a beautiful parabola in the air, and then precisely dropped it into the trash can next to it.

Yu Anran ignored Xu Wei, squeezed her fingers into Qi Pei's, and interlocked with him.

"I want to go back," she said.

"Let's go."

Xu Jing walked back to Xu Wei's side, and looked at the backs of the two together with him.

After thinking for a moment, Xu Jing said: "Brother, you still go
BJ? "

a long time.

He whispered: "Not going."

Qi Pei bought an evening ticket back to BJ.

It was still early, and the two strolled around Suzhou County again.

Passing by a canteen, Yu Anran saw all kinds of cigarette boxes on the counter, and suddenly remembered the cigarette just now.

"Boss Qi, do you want to stop smoking in the future?"

She was just afraid that after a long time, Qi Pei would be in a situation like Auntie.

I still remember that at the beginning, Qi Pei was quite addicted to cigarettes. Although I didn't see how he smoked, he still carried a cigarette case and a lighter with him.

Maybe secretly smoking where she can't see it.

"You want me to quit smoking?"

"Ah."

But Yu Anran actually just mentioned this, after all, quitting smoking is not so easy.

And if Qi Pei goes out to meet up with friends in the future, if people see that he doesn't smoke, will they laugh at him for being too strict with his girlfriend?

"It's not impossible." Qi Pei said.

Yu Anran vaguely felt that he still had more to say.

Sure enough, "But what if I get addicted to smoking?"

Yu Anran thought, "Eat chewing gum?"

"It takes a long time to chew gum, what a hassle."

"That's not it?"

He came up with a bad idea again, and his eyes lingered on her lips, "I'm addicted to smoking... Will you kiss me, will it work?"

As he said that, he wanted to kiss her.

Yu Anran blocked it very upright, "You haven't committed a crime now, don't push yourself further."

Qi Pei snorted in disappointment.

Being diverted by him making such a fuss, Yu Anran's depressed mood dissipated a lot.

But it didn't last long.

The two passed the corner of a street, and Yu Anran caught a glimpse of a man with messy hair standing behind the green trash can opposite.

The man looked around while picking at the contents of the bucket, and she didn't stop until she accidentally met Yu Anran's eyes across the street.

Yu Anran also stopped at the same spot, staring at her.

(End of this chapter)