Doom Reborn: I Choose to Save the World

Chapter 32: Chapter 32: Rebirth
Seeing that I had stabilized, Professor Zhang sat on the chair next to me and started chatting with me.Is it really just small talk?Why do I feel weird.

When Professor Zhang asked me what was the most intense conflict that broke out with her, I didn't give an answer for a long time.

The most intense conflict was of course the moment when she pushed me towards the zombies, but for me now, it has not happened yet, so I don't know how to answer, and I don't know whether I should answer.

"It doesn't matter if you don't want to say it, this issue is not that important." Professor Zhang kindly revealed this issue, and I was greatly relieved.

I don't want to hide anything from Professor Zhang, but I have to hide it. This kind of conflict between thinking and behavior makes me very sad.Fortunately, Professor Zhang did not force me to face these.

"Xiaoyu, the root of your pain is not with them, but here." Professor Zhang's voice gently penetrated the surface of my skin and reached deep in my heart.

Looking at the direction of his hand pointing to the heart, is it me who is causing me pain?how could be?I work hard every day to make myself happy, why is it painful?
I didn't understand. Looking at the kind Professor Zhang, I fell into confusion.

He didn't make me wait too long, "Have you noticed that you pay too much attention to the opinions of the people around you?"

He dissected me step by step, and I could see all the good and the bad.

"You have to know that the movement and changes of everything are traceable, that is to say, everything carries cause and effect.

The harshness, abuse, and unpopularity in childhood made you learn to please carefully, and a habit was formed over time, which we call a flattering personality. "The unhurried voice slowly sounded in my ears, guiding me into my inner world.

"When we met for the first time, you showed me a big smile. Maybe others will think you are friendly, polite, and easy to get along with, but you can't hide it from me. You are unconsciously flattering me and trying to impress me. A good impression." Following Professor Zhang's words, I fell into memory.

I suddenly realized that when facing everyone, I subconsciously greet everyone with a smile. Isn’t this a normal social etiquette?

Professor Zhang looked at me lost in thought, and continued: "During the time I've been with you, I found that you don't seem to have any obvious personality traits, neither are you particularly cheerful, nor are you particularly dull.

You seem to have taken things to a level that is just right, a level that is not annoying to everyone. "Every time Professor Zhang said a word, my face turned pale. I didn't realize many things, but I had to admit that what he said was right.

"It's not easy to let everyone not hate you, so when her appearance broke the balance you tried your best to maintain, all the pain you suffered before combined with the fear of being hated by people around you overwhelmed you." He just looked at it like that Looking at me, slowly speaking the cruel truth.

"You care about the opinions of everyone around you, but you only ignore yourself.

Children, it doesn't matter what other people think, as long as you know who you are. "

Do I know I am enough?do i know
"Everyone has a head on the top of their neck, and they have their own thinking. They won't change their opinion of you because of some one-sided sentences. Now it's not the same as before."

I wanted to cry and laugh at the same time when I heard this sentence, Professor Zhang can actually say that there is a head above the neck.My heart seemed to open up a lot all of a sudden. If I acted upright and sat upright, no matter what others thought of me, I didn't have to care.

Although I can't completely ignore it now, I believe that with this awareness, I will gradually adapt.

"I seem to understand, thank you." I looked at him sincerely, if it wasn't for him, I might never be able to get out.Thinking about it, I am really lucky. I am fortunate to have a new life, fortunate to come to the base, and fortunate to meet and get the help of Professor Zhang.

"You're welcome, just keep walking in one direction. Whether you can walk out or not depends on your understanding."

"I understand." The chat ended here, and Professor Zhang left as calmly as when he came.

"Xiaoyu, rest well, everyone is very worried about you." Director Yan, who was free, walked to the bed and patted my head.

"Yeah." I was a little embarrassed. It was the first time in my life that someone touched my head. It felt wonderful, like a feather with warmth, gently brushing the top of my head, itchy but not annoying.

After Director Yan left, I was the only one left in the room.The orange-red sunset was reflected by the window and reflected on the bed through the glass. Sitting on the bed, I seemed to be bathed in a raging fire, as if I had been reborn again.

There was no dream all night, and it was four o'clock in the morning when I opened my eyes again, and the sky was still dark.I came to the training ground under the starlight before dawn. I wanted to use the night to vent the turbidity in my heart, but I caught a glimpse of a figure standing in the middle of the training ground.

Flying tiger?Why is he here?He was also the one I met last time when I was boxing in the yard, and I was ruthlessly laughed at by him. Doesn't he need to sleep?
It was too late and then fast, and the flying tiger attacked me at an incredible speed.

I dodged subconsciously, stretched out my arms to block, and my arms were numb from the shock.With a shudder in his heart, Feihu's strength is really unfathomable.

Just want to move your hands and feet, you are right here.

Putting aside the distracting thoughts in my heart, I fought with him.The more I hit, the more frightened I became, I gradually felt strenuous, but he looked calm, and I could feel that he was still holding back his strength, otherwise the punch that just hit my shoulder would have blown me away up.

The more I fought, the more excited I became, my broken hair was soaked with sweat and stuck to my scalp, and the short-sleeved sweater I was wearing was also soaked with sweat, making it very uncomfortable to stick to my body.

But the first time I saw Feihu make a move, I felt it myself, and I couldn't bear to stop.After a battle, I clearly felt that the speed of my punching became faster and the angle became more tricky.

I have practiced this set of boxing for a long time, but I just feel that there is something missing. I didn't expect that what is missing is actual combat.

Suddenly, Feihu increased his strength, and before I understood what happened, the world was spinning and I was thrown to the ground.

It's unreasonable, come again!
I got up quickly, but before I could stand still, I was swept down by a leg again, and my back fell heavily on the ground. I clearly felt that the sharp stones on the ground pierced my skin through my clothes.

Climb up again, fall down again, get up, fall down...until, I moved my fingers, and I had no more strength.

Tired is really tired, but also really refreshing. I haven't felt so happy for a long, long time. The turbidity in my heart was swept away, but I was sore all over and didn't have the strength to get up.

There is a pair of hands with wide joints in front of my eyes, and a thick layer of calluses is spread on the tiger's mouth.I hesitantly passed my hand up, and a strong force pulled me off the ground.

This guy's head almost didn't keep up with his body and was dropped.I raised my eyes and stared at him, only to see him touching his nose with an unfathomable expression on his face.

That's all, because he indirectly helped me get rid of the depression in my heart, I don't care about him.

Hiss, the strike is really heavy.I limped and wanted to go back to the dormitory, but found that my hand was still held in his hand, probably forgot.

I earned it, but I didn't break away?

I was about to let him go when I heard a pig-killing scream.
(End of this chapter)