Empress Huaishu of the Harem

Chapter 68

I was caught off guard that she would say this, so I said at a loss: "Sister, you."

"Actually, I often wonder why I like him so much. It's obviously a stupid thought of a person, or a stupid thought that I can't tell others, but it makes me ignore everything. At that time, if the mother would force him to When I get married, I’m afraid that I will die, but after several years, I face the Buddha every day, and I ask myself many things that I shouldn’t. I shouldn’t hurt the heart of my mother. I used to be young, and I always felt that I Loving you is my business, and it has nothing to do with you, but later he traveled all over the world, made great achievements, married and had children. Every time I hear this, I realize that I am really stupid, and what I can't do, I can't do."

"Now I think clearly. When we were in the palace, we were only a thread away from death. I just realized how difficult it is to live. In the past 20 years, I missed so much. I loved someone, and there are such people around me. You are so dear, and you really love me. There is nothing I can be dissatisfied with. Marriage is not dominated by the emotions of children. Now I am willing, you don't need to worry."

After hearing this, I also sighed very much. The change of the palace is unforgettable for each of us, but it is only a personal perception.Sister Lingxi is more indifferent.Maybe I don't agree with many of her understandings, but looking at her like this, I am undoubtedly happy.Sister Lingxi is the daughter of Empress Dowager Zhen after all, she will face life with strength, and will not be a weak person who needs others to care forever.

Feeling relieved, even the spring breeze passing by has the fragrance of flowers.I also couldn't help joking, "When Mr. Zhu's family arrives, Brother Qinghe's temperament will definitely block the door, I'm afraid my sister won't be able to see anyone for a while."

Lingxi was older after all, he only glanced at me and said, "I'm afraid you won't see them, they are all from Mrs. Xu's house, it's time to embroider the dowry."

"Sister," I'm really not shy, it's just why I don't even care about her.
"What's the matter, you are 17 years old this year, and the filial period for training to become a concubine is about to expire, can't you mention it? Let me tell you the truth, there are already several candidates for the queen mother, and she must be you first. Harmony. Don't be shy, tell me what you want as soon as possible, at least you can choose one or two."

I was speechless, wondering if it was a woman's nature, she was as quiet as a consonant sister, after she chose her husband's family, she could play a red line for her sister's matchmaking with fun.If someone told me this more than a year ago, I would not believe it if I was killed.

But the so-called nature cannot be suppressed, so

"Everyone, who is there?"

Lingxi looked at me, covered her mouth with a smile, ordered some tea with her fingertips gracefully, and wrote a word on the tea table.

The coffee table is made of old rosewood wood, but what we drink today is black tea from Wuyi Mountain. Under the contrast of the two colors, I can clearly recognize the word "Zhen" even if I sit opposite.

At that moment, I couldn't see my face, how it burned Yunxia.But I could clearly hear my heart beating rapidly and powerfully.It was a kind of inexplicable feeling, which made my rationality fade away quickly, and made me stammer: "What does this mean?" I lost all my usual caution.

Presumably at this moment, I am very funny in Lingxi's eyes. She pursed her lips and said: "My meaning is not important, what is important is your meaning." , he is not as good as before, so naturally it is not easy for him to enter the palace, and I don't know what he thinks, but he entrusted it to me. I just want to ask you a favor. "

I finally figured out some clues. It seems that the queen mother is really considering my belonging. He is the only nephew of the queen mother.However, I feel that my voice is not pleasant, "What do I mean, is it important?"

Lingxi was startled, and then said: "Zipei, you are Di Ji, the most honorable daughter in the world."

I sighed, and said: "In the palace, the most lacking thing is freedom. What's more, I'm a concubine."

Perhaps, because of the consonance, because of my well-behaved, the queen mother will treat me well in my marriage.But this care is also limited, and that is on the premise that it cannot be contrary to her own interests.And Zhen Zhiping is too important to the entire Zhen family, how could the Empress Dowager find a wife with no name and no help for her nephew?

In front of the powerful imperial power, Lingxi, as the empress dowager's daughter, can be imprisoned and abandoned.

Let alone Zhen Zhiping, let alone me.
Lingxi's mind changed, and he also understood the reason for this.But she still insisted: "Huai Shu, in a person's life, there are only a few important decisions. Why don't you ask yourself what you think in your heart? Let go of the constraints of the outside world first."

I shook my head and said: "I know what I want, but I can't get what I want. Is it better than living in a ignorant way?" At least if you don't understand, you won't feel heartache.

Consonance is dumb, this question, if she knows the answer, how can returning to life delay her youth for five years?
Before that, the teacup was already cold.

After that, I was in a depressed mood for several days, and the judgment I made rationally was emotionally unacceptable.I asked myself over and over again, "If you do this, will you regret it?"

It's ridiculous to say that I convinced Sister Lingxi, but I didn't convince myself.

There are more and more willow cotton in April, just like my chaotic thoughts.In a blink of an eye, it was time for Xiao Peiying to leave the palace.

Speaking of which, she is truly a legend. An orphan girl who left her hometown back then, who would have thought that she would have such a great fortune. She fell into the eyes of the Empress Dowager, first became the county monarch, and then worshiped the princess.But from several contacts with her, I really feel that her current status is not due to luck.

Because of her future, her brother and sister-in-law who are far away in their hometown have already been frightened.Because the ancestors of the Xiao family were still alive, she had the cheek to come to the capital to take her stepmother back to the Xiao family, forcing the concubine and sister to recognize this relative.The old lady of the Xiao family was eccentric, of course she wanted her grandchildren to shake hands and make peace, and of course she was also greedy for the glory of Qinghe Wang's wife and family, so she put on the genealogy of mother-in-law/grandmother to ask her mother and daughter.

But Xiao Peiying was young and unreliable and not easy to control, let alone now?
She herself wrote a letter to the elders of the Xiao clan in Fuyang's hometown, saying: "The people of the time depend on it, but the clan."Although the loving father sees his back, she is Xiao's daughter and mother is Xiao's wife. From the beginning to the end, how can he return to the Xiao family?The tree is divided into branches, and the mother is not the biological mother of the elder brother, so living in another room is in accordance with the etiquette.

Then she said that she would not leave her mother unsupported. It turned out that her father had a concubine who had a three-year-old son. The concubine born by the concubine followed his mother, so he was considered to have a family background.The concubine was still unwilling, so she sent her son over happily.

In this way, the division of the Xiao family was confirmed. From then on, Xiao Peiying's serious natal family only had the younger brother from the concubine.

As an old relative, the Zhen family naturally gave them a decent house for Xiao's mother to live in.

The Xiao family's housekeeping lawsuit came to an end, and it was time for Xiao Peiying to go home and get married.After all, she has been raised in the palace for a few months, and she has the feeling of sharing weal and woe in the palace, so it is inevitable that I will send her off.

Unfortunately, there were still people there at the time, standing outside the door, listening to the woman's voice: "I feel relieved if you do this, it's Su Ling who is ignorant, you little sisters, thanks to your generosity, strange way Great luck."

(End of this chapter)