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Mao Yuning walked to the end of the road, but still didn't see Xi Yan. Just as he was about to call him to inquire about the exact location, his car stopped slowly in front of her and lowered the window.

After Xi Yan found a place to park the car, Mao Yuning went home and took out the mask.

Although Pingyang City is a small place, it is very lively at night.

Mao Yuning took Xi Yan to the downtown street, where there are shopping malls all around, and a huge square in the middle, except for vendors setting up stalls, children playing, and homeless singers singing with guitars.

In front of the booth, there is an order for songs, 20 yuan a song.

There are a lot of onlookers, but very few people order songs.

After Mao Yuning scanned the QR code, he ordered a song.

The vagabond singer sat on a chair, held a guitar, and closed his eyes. When the sound came from the microphone, the scene fell silent.

"If you lose you, what if you win the world.

the dream you longed for,

I don't think I'll ever understand..."

Mao Yuning blinked, but her eyes were still red for a moment.

If you lose you, so what if you win the world, I think I will never understand the dream you once longed for.

She thought about the dream.

Like many people, she is young and vigorous, and wants to be the proud sun at home.

After her dreams were shattered again and again, she was confused and panicked. She was in a state of avoidance when caring for her relatives. She was sensitive and cowardly, afraid that she was not good enough and would be rejected by her family.

From the perspective of a bystander, look back at this dream.

Only then did she realize that what her family cared about was never how many honors she got, how many auras she got, whether she was successful or not, they just wanted to be together as a family.

When Xi Yan approached, Mao Yuning didn't have time to wipe off the moist eyes.

Worrying about his misunderstanding, Mao Yuning sniffed and tried to explain: "I..."

Xi Yan had already reached out and hugged her.

It's not the kind of embrace that rubs into her chest, but just hugging her, with her palms falling on top of her head, as if to comfort her, coaxing softly: "Don't be sad, it will pass."

After he said this, he let go of his movements, took hold of her long-sleeved wrist, walked not far away, and the two of them sat down on a stone bench under a tree of fiery trees and silver flowers.

Mao Yuning gradually calmed down, and talked to him about his childhood.

"My parents gave birth to me as a child. They love me very much and are willing to give me anything. I remember that when I was young, my classmates were very envious of me."

"Mom, grandparents, uncles and uncles have loved me since I was a child, and praised me for being sensible, so I don't have to worry about it since I was a child."

"Personality is innate. When I was young, I was serious about everything and didn't want to disappoint anyone."

"After I went to college and saw the outside world, I realized that it is not easy for my parents to make money. They save money and spend it all on me. I just want...to make achievements and make them happy. I feel that these years All the hard work is worth it..."

That's why, in the dream, she fell into this vortex and couldn't get out no matter what.

"In fact, they never thought about what I could give them in return. They gave me all this love and cultivated me, just wanting me to have enough talent to fly higher and farther after flying out of their wings."

Xi Yan could hear Mao Yuning's unquenchable despair in relief.

He didn't speak in a hurry, and waited patiently for her to finish.

"I had a dream. In the dream, I was middle-aged, lost my parents, and was poor. Everyone laughed..."

"I looked back at this dream. My biggest mistake was that I always wanted to use my ability to prove love, realize my self-worth, and prove my ability to love them. I never responded to the love they wanted."

"I'm happy, happy, happy, that's the love they want."

Love has always been giving more than receiving, just like her parents, they only thought about giving her something, and never expected what she could bring them.

Even if she can make money now, they will transfer 100 back to their account after transferring 80 million. They are worried that she will be blinded by money and greedy for profit, and let her learn to save money and manage money by herself.

Parents have always believed in her unconditionally and supported her.

Xi Yan: "Are you happy in the dream?"

Mao Yuning shook his head, bent his knees together, hugged his knees with his hands, rested his chin on his arms, wore a mask on his face, revealing a pair of big watery eyes, looked up at the starry sky, and said in a hollow voice: "At that time, I was getting older, and I had been on blind dates many times. Those men wanted to get married as soon as possible, so that they could pass on the family line to their families. I couldn't accept it..."

When she was young, she worked hard for her career and had no idea of ​​falling in love at all. As she got older, Mao Zheng and Zhan Yuxi grew older day by day. She rarely refused the blind date they arranged.

It's just that she wants to get to know her before she enters the marriage. Those men either sneered at her or coaxed her into agreeing. After getting along for a while, they made a request and wanted to have intimate contact with her.

Xi Yan: "What about now?"

Mao Yuning froze for a moment, looked at Xi Yan, but didn't understand what he meant.

Xi Yan: "Now, do you want to give yourself a chance?"

Mao Yuning: "..."

Xi Yan has always been rigorous and serious, and his eyes are the same as before, looking at her seriously: "This time, don't wait until you are older to gamble on this possibility. Now, why don't you give yourself a chance."

"Brother Xi..." Mao Yuning opened his mouth and was speechless for a long time.

Xi Yan: "You can think it over and tell me the answer."

"If you give me an affirmative answer, I will do my best to submit a perfect answer."

Mao Yuning's chest was pounding. This kind of rapid heartbeat was not a heartbeat, but a shock.

Xi Yan... likes her?

Should not be ah.

Xi Yan watched her staring at him with wide eyes, there was no surprise in her eyes, only disbelief.

He knew that she had never been tempted.

It doesn't matter.

He made this condition, she only needs to be responsible for thinking about it, and he will bear it in the end.

On the way back, both of them were silent. When passing by a convenience store, Xi Yan went in and bought two bottles of water.

Mao Yuning reached out to take it, seeing that his expression was normal, he secretly breathed a sigh of relief, a little thankful that Xi Yan didn't say anything too blunt, otherwise she really didn't know how to get along with him.

Back on the street in front of Mao Yuning's house, standing in front of the martial arts hall, Xi Yan suddenly stopped and looked at the starry sky above his head.

Mao Yuning looked at him in confusion.

Xi Yan: "This place is closer to when you look at them."

This is his purpose tonight.

He wanted to experience all the joys, sorrows and joys she shared.

Even if it's just a starry sky, he still wants to stand where she stood and take a look. If not, then go a little closer, a little closer, the nearest place.

It is nonsense that opposites attract and that different personalities attract each other.

The real attraction is to belong to her wholeheartedly, even if it deviates from his previous cognition, it should be an unconditional surrender.