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Chapter 158 Still unwilling to admit

"What else can I lie to you?" Jun Yi asked back, "If there is a secret in me, that's for sure, but I have never lied to you."

"Your identity itself is a kind of lie." Sheng Fengxue raised his head and looked at him firmly. "At least for me, it's a very big lie."

Jun Yi didn't answer.

"At the beginning, you chose me from so many maids. I was very happy at first, but then I felt more and more that I was a substitute for someone, because other maids can do well in what I do, or Do better than me, so I doubt myself even more." Sheng Fengxue said.

"As long as there is doubt about one thing, a lot of evidence will be found after the beginning. Later, I thought a lot by myself, and finally realized that I really seemed to be someone's stand-in," Sheng Fengxue said solemnly, There is a kind of courage to go all out, the matter has come to this point, she doesn't understand it, and feels uneasy, "The person I replace must have a very important position in your heart, and according to my observation, there should be something important in me. Something similar to her, that's why you chose me in the first place."

"But these are not important anymore. For a person of your status, what does it matter if you choose a substitute? After all, I am just a maid who was sold into a brothel. Even if I am lucky, I am not almost sold Entering a brothel is nothing more than a down-and-out young lady in a small town," Sheng Fengxue said sadly, and suddenly some experiences of Sheng Jiao'e came to her mind, and the more she thought about it, the sadder she became, "In the end, I should thank you , if it weren't for you, I don't know what would have happened when I escaped from the Du family."

Jun Yi still didn't speak, as if he was thinking about something.

In fact, he has always been very confused.

"I also want to thank you for letting Qili and Lingluo take good care of Shengshi. As I said before, Shengshi is my only relative in this world." Sheng Fengxue's voice was much weaker, and it seemed like She has become a lot gentler. In fact, she herself is getting more and more confident, "Sometimes I also think, if there is no prosperity, I probably don't have any need to exist in this world."

After all, Sheng Jiao'e had disappeared.

After all, Yan Wei was already dead.

They will not know what she is like.

It doesn't matter whether Sheng Fengxue avenges them, doesn't avenge them, or forgets them, no one will blame her, and no one has the right to blame her, after all, she came here out of nowhere She hasn't figured out what's in this world until now.

"If it's possible, I just want to take the prosperous age back to the mountains and forests, and then no one will find us, and live this life in peace." Sheng Fengxue said.

"Aren't you afraid that Huan Rizhu will continue to track you down?" Jun Yi asked bluntly, "It's also because of me that you can stand here well now. I asked them to protect you, but you know that in order to protect you, seal How much effort will it take for us to get your news?"

"You do these things, no, they do these things because I am useful to you," Sheng Fengxue said with a smile, not knowing whether she was laughing at herself or the person opposite, "If I am not useful to you, you How could it be possible to put me by your side? If I'm useless to you, how could they have worked so hard to do so many things, it's all about interests, don't say it so high-sounding. "

Jun Yi: "..."

These two people have more and more similarities, and they are both so daring.

"You are useful to others, which means you are still valuable, and you should be happy about it." Jun Yi said.

"Am I happy?" Sheng Fengxue sneered, "Actually, I'm not happy at all. I would rather be worthless and live a mediocre life without encountering so many problems... since I woke up I have encountered so many troubles since the beginning, and it seems that I can’t get rid of them. Until now, there are still many troubles around me, which make me feel uneasy. I have never had a happy and relaxed day.”

"I don't have such high aspirations." Sheng Fengxue added.

From the time she woke up and found herself in this strange world, from the time Xu Xian and their mother and son dealt with her, from the time she borrowed the identity of Sheng Jiao'e, Sheng Fengxue was like a marionette, constantly being pulled Human beings are pushing to move forward, completely without their own will.

"You have to know how many people dream of the present day." Jun Yi said, completely avoiding Sheng Fengxue's question, it seemed that he didn't want to answer this question.

"How many people dream of it? But I'm not one of those people," Sheng Fengxue said, standing in the wind was a little cold, but it doesn't matter now, after the previous treatment, her body has improved a lot, said After all, this is Sheng Jiao'e's body in the first place, and her original body class was not that bad, "I never thought so much about it."

"There are many things in this world that you don't want to do. What can you do in a troubled world?" Jun Yi asked, "Who doesn't want to live a peaceful life? But look at the current situation, there are constant disputes between countries, While there hasn't been any major war yet, I think it won't be long before there is a war and all the days will be different."

When Jun Yi talked about the emotional part, he couldn't help lashing out at Fang Qiu, his words were a little excited, and he said quickly: "And what I have to do is to balance the relationship between these, so that the war will not happen as much as possible, or postpone the war. When it happens, let's all be prepared, and you're the one to help."

"What does war have to do with me?" Sheng Fengxue said bluntly, without the slightest awareness of being in a troubled world, "I never thought of being such a great person in the past."

And after all, this world has nothing to do with her.

"How can you think so?!" Jun Yi said angrily, "If you can do your part for this world, why don't you want to? Why not do it?"

"Why should I be willing?" Sheng Fengxue asked back, "What ability do I have to be willing? Huan Rizhu has been looking for me. If he finds me, he will force me again. I haven't even figured out my own affairs. Freedom, why should I have such a noble pursuit to worry about other people's affairs?"

"As long as you stay by my side, Huan Rizhu will not dare to do anything to you," Jun Yi said, "He is not yet sure of going against Huan Ri Mingxi and me."

"Not now, what about in the future?" Sheng Fengxue asked back, "Du Jiaoniang is not the one she wants to marry, and they are not officially married, if one day they really meet me, things will go back to the way they were before. look."

"Didn't you just say that Jiang Xianyue Zangying wanted to go on a blind date with you?" Jun Yi asked, "If you get married and become the fourth concubine of the Jiangxian Empire, even if Huan Rizhu is the current prince of Huan Ri Kingdom, He doesn't dare to do anything to you."

Sheng Fengxue sneered again.

It seems that Jun Yi is still unwilling to admit that he and Jiang Xianyue Zangying are the same person.

After probing for so long and talking so much, even Sheng Fengxue was confused, not knowing what he did wrong.

"Are you still refusing to admit it?" Sheng Fengxue asked.

(End of this chapter)