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Chapter 154 I used to fight very badly
She acted like a cheating child, as if what she handed to his mouth was not medicine but candy.

You have to let him eat it.

Lian Xueyin had no choice but to open his mouth, letting her stuff the whole bottle of pills into his mouth.

The elixir melted in his mouth, but Lian Xueyin was like a fragile tofu at this moment. After moving like this, he coughed violently and spit out a few mouthfuls of black blood.

At a loss, Qing Kuo wiped the blood from the corner of his lips with her cuff.

Fortunately, he calmed down for a while, he seemed to be better at last, and he had the strength to continue talking to her,
"I told you that a severe drought in Lingzhou is destiny. In the last years of the dynasty, natural disasters and man-made disasters are inevitable. So at the beginning, I really wanted to let nature take its course."

"Then why did you change your mind again?" Qing Kuo asked eagerly.

If destiny is unstoppable, and if it costs so much to stop it, why do we have to stop it?

"Because I also said that if a widow is a king for a day, he should take on responsibilities for a day. If I know that the dynasty will be destroyed sooner or later, and I will die sooner or later, and I ignore the people under my rule, then I will How about being a king?"

"Zhizhi thinks, is this the truth?"

Qing Kuo was choked by him, and wanted to say that if the dynasty changes, natural disasters and man-made disasters, it is impossible for you to stop it.

Even if you can stop it for a while, is it possible that you can stop it for a lifetime?

If you stop one life, can you stop the next life?

But when the words came to her lips, she couldn't ask again.

Because she also wanted to ask herself, if she knew that a person was going to die and it was useless to save him, then if she saw this person dying today, would she still save him?
The first thing she wanted to study medicine was actually because Ning Fengxu gave her a puppy when she was young.

A long-haired, very beautiful little white dog.

Tell her mysteriously that it was bought from a merchant outside the territory, not a local dog, but you are too delicate.

She had never seen such a beautiful puppy before, and she liked it very much.

Even the play family recognized the puppy as their daughter.

But after only keeping it for more than half a year, the puppy became ill.

She looked for doctors everywhere, but they all said that the puppy was hopeless. She and Ning Fengxu even went over the wall and went to Fangshi to find a veterinarian who would treat animals, but the veterinarian told her that it was hopeless, don’t save it. It's just a waste of money, the small animals sent from outside are not acclimatized in Yujing, and it is common for them to die.

Even Ning Fengxu told her that since she couldn't support her anymore, she might as well let it go and find her a better one later.

She knew that what they said was correct, the climate was not acclimatized, and there was no way to save things.

But let her watch the puppy she regards as her daughter consume her life day by day, but she has nothing to do, and she doesn't even have a chance to try to change, so she is very unwilling.

She thought it would be nice if she could heal it, at least she wouldn't feel so powerless.

The puppy died in the end, and they only had a "mother-daughter" relationship for more than half a year.

But when Ning Fengxu later said that she would give her another puppy, she refused, because the little white dog still left a deep impression on her, and she didn't like the kind of dog that she could do nothing about. Feel.

She told Ning Fengxu that when her medical skills were good, she would raise another puppy so that it could live a healthy life.

"Zhizhi, I used to be very good at fighting, and I like to rush to the front."

"So I still can't be a bystander."

(End of this chapter)