Huayu for engineering students

Chapter 389 Actor and Patient

This was the first time that Wang Xu met John Travolta. He was a typical Hollywood handsome man in the 90s. He was not handsome, but he had a resolute face and a good figure.

He is very tall, 1 meters tall, only a little shorter than Wang Xu, so he has no problem supporting the role.

Wang Xu suddenly discovered that although his height was too tall for performing in Peking Opera, especially a female role.

But in fact, there doesn't seem to be much of an obstacle to acting in a movie. With the magical camera, the problem can be solved by adjusting the angle if you are slightly shorter or taller. The main thing is that your body proportions must be good-looking, so that the photos will look good.

And in reality, many actresses are not short.

Some are even very tall, like Wang Fei, who is 174cm tall, and Qu Ying, who is 175cm tall. They are often taller than the male actors they co-starred with, but they didn’t feel uncomfortable watching their final movies.

It seems that height is really not a problem. You haven't seen many 180-cm male actors co-starring Zou Xun, and you don't think it's too inconsistent.

However, there is a saying that Zou Xun is small, but he is actually 161cm tall.

But according to Wang Xu's visual inspection, okay, let's not talk anymore, it's time for the little girl to jump up and hit Wang Xu on the chest again.

Anyway, when he saw her for the first time, he really didn't see a girl standing in front of him.Standing in front of him, all Wang Xu could see was the top of the little girl's head. When he was close, he couldn't see her face.

But when you watch the movies she made, you won’t feel that this girl is particularly short. The camera is really a magical device. Of course, the girl’s good figure is also one of the important reasons.

Zou Xun was also brought into the crew by Wang Xu, and she was given a small role. In the team, Cui Ying's little fan girl, the girl who was later killed by the password.

Wang Xu asked her if she wanted to act, and she said yes, then let's do it.She no longer sells clothes, but her singing is pretty good. Wang Xu knew her future, so he recommended her to Wang Jinghua, and now Ma Jia is taking her.

Her job is to sing in the bar with Huang Bo every day, so she can be considered one of the resident singers.

Both of them are signed artists of the company. Huang Bo was recommended to Ma Jia when he was signing a singing gig at the bar. Now Ma Jia is Sister Ma, with several generals under her, and she is very popular in the market.

But their main job now is to take classes and attend various training classes, from singing to acting. This is what Wang Xu requires. Both of them are extremely talented. With a little polish, they can even be directly brought on the stage. You can use them all, but it never hurts to learn a little bit.

The teachers Wang Xu found for them were all the ones who could really teach, and there would be no situation where they would not be able to sing or act after learning.

The taller the male actors are, the easier it is to look good. There are many Western actors who are taller than 1.9 meters, and they are very coordinated when acting in movies. On the contrary, if they are shorter, sometimes they have to use some physical means to adjust their figure, such as getting height-increasing insoles, such as a certain The famous movie star with electric eyes.

By the way, Huang Bo is actually not very tall, and sometimes he needs to be taller, but it is said that this kid has always refused, especially when participating in variety shows, he is a very real person.

John flew here alone. He is not doing well now. He was once a hot new star. More than ten years ago, "Saturday Night Fever" won him an Oscar nomination for Best Actor. At that time, he Only 24 years old, it can be said that he is very proud of himself.

As a former Broadway actor who later made his debut in musicals and quickly reached the pinnacle of his career, his definition of genre films gave him a lot of honor and money, but it also restricted the path of his acting career.

Later, he successively took on several musicals and dance films, but their results were mediocre. He has been looking for opportunities for transformation, but has never had the opportunity.

This time, New Line felt that this actor should be able to adapt to action movies because he has sufficient dance skills, good physical flexibility and coordination.

In addition, this kid's smile itself has a sense of both good and evil, which is very suitable for the role of a villain.

When John arrived, the crew had not officially started filming. He joined the crew two weeks in advance according to Wang Xu's request and was trained in martial arts routines. After all, if you want to perform in a kung fu movie, you still need to have some basic routines to make them look good. .

This means that Xiangjiang's action designers have not yet entered Hollywood in a big way, and Hollywood has not yet learned this routine from Xiangjiang. Therefore, Hollywood blockbusters are still full of all kinds of muscular men fighting.

Although it is very fierce, it is somewhat monotonous. After watching it for so long, even Western audiences have some aesthetic fatigue. In addition, there is indeed a lack of aesthetics. This is why many Westerners are fans of Xiangjiang movies because they are attracted by the novel and beautiful fights. attracted.

Martial arts instructor Yuan Heping has also arrived, starting two weeks in advance. This is the arrival date for many behind-the-scenes staff. Some films take longer. For example, Jiang Wen's "Sunny Days" organized the actors three months in advance. Trained.

Wang Xu rented a practice room at the Shichahai Sports School in the imperial capital, and hired several teachers from the martial arts school as coaches. Together with Yuan Heping, he was responsible for training everyone's martial arts movements. Even Jiang Wen and Wang Fei had to participate.

Of course, John is no exception. There is also the handsome boy Ekin Cheng from Xiangjiang, recommended by Wang Fei, who will play a small role. He is a member of the villain's team. He is a pure NPC. No expressions are needed, just being cool is enough.

Zhang Guorong does not need to train. He will wait until filming officially starts before joining the cast. He will play the role of a wise and responsible tank in the play and does not need to fight.It is set in the play that Tank is a native of Xi'an and cannot enter the virtual world, that is, there is no connection port on the back of his neck.

The second villain, the traitor code, invited actor Tony Leung Ka-fai. This was a difficult role to play. Wang Xu wanted to find someone older and with first-class acting skills to play the role, so Jiahe recommended Leung Ka-fai.

When I caught up with him, he happened to have a schedule. He didn't take Joe because the role was not the protagonist, and he gladly accepted the invitation.

Jia Zidan, a kung fu actor recommended by Jiahe, will play the bodyguard next to the psychic prophet. He was recommended by Xu Ke. The eunuch played in the New Dragon Gate Inn is very impressive, and his cool look is definitely suitable. I recommend it. Here comes this super crew.

Wang Xu here designed this character into a black suit, black sunglasses, a headset, and a gun hidden under his arm.By the way, I want to pay tribute to the movie "The Bodyguard". Who asked Whitney to play the psychic medium? It kills several birds with one stone.

This person was supposed to be a white man, but Wang Xu found it troublesome and didn't want to use too many ugly Chinese actors. The famous ones were too expensive, and the unknown ones were too expensive. Why should we give them a chance to become famous, to Xiangjiang people, to Chinese people? Is it not good.

Moreover, Chou people have a lot of things to do. They can't work overtime for a while, and they have rights and obligations, which are not easy to manage. If there are fewer people, they will be fine, but if there are more people, Wang Xu is afraid of getting into trouble.

After all, this is the first one, so it’s better to be cautious.If it succeeds, the second part will be a real big production. With the results of the previous part, no matter how big a star is, no one will dare to take a stab at it.

If it fails, bah, what can I say? Failure is not allowed in this film.

Anyway, as long as you need to play, then go to Shichahai to practice, which can be regarded as entering the game in advance.

Wang Xu's staff had actually arrived a long time ago, but they were all his own people and had always been working as if they were working on a daily basis, so it felt like the crew had arrived two weeks in advance.

This kind of early entry and various preparations, as well as a serious and responsible attitude, are still relatively normal in this era. It is even more normal to shoot a film for several months and a half, at least in mainland China, it is very normal.

On the contrary, it is actually a bit abnormal for Xiangjiang to finish a film in half a month.

If you say that you rely on systematic management, overall planning, coordination, and adequate preparation, then shooting a movie in fifteen days can be said to be a success for the enterprise.

But like Xiangjiang, which relies purely on human inspiration and shoddy manufacturing that can be saved, you can say that they are efficient, but you can also say that they are really unprofessional, or even stupid.

At least this is not a state worth publicizing, which is why they have been unable to take the road of industrialization and specialization.

The Shaw Brothers movies in the early years actually had a bit of an industrial feel.The films they make have clear processes and clear profit points, and they rely very little on star actors, star producers, etc. It can even be said that they themselves are star-making factories.

Later Jiahe actually inherited some of Shaw Brothers' characteristics, and its various processes and profit models were very clear.But Jiahe's reliance on movie stars is a bit too high. It can be said that a superstar can succeed or fail.

However, these are the business ideas and concepts of a certain company, and they are harmless. Xiangjiang's subsequent decline is inseparable from the overall environment.

But Xiangjiang filmmakers have been working hard. Golden Harvest's overseas strategy in recent years has actually seen the smallness of the local market and the instability of relying solely on Southeast Asia. He hopes to get a share of the world's film center.

This is closely related to this era. The ugly country at this moment is a beacon, there is no doubt about it.It was incredibly powerful, and the contrasting gap made countless people feel despair.

In later generations, someone once summarized the four humiliating events of Kaikai, three of which occurred in this era. Anyone who has experienced this era knows the bitterness, powerlessness and grievances involved, which are really difficult to describe in words.

Only by experiencing it can you understand why Chinese people are so conflicted when they look at Ugly Country.

John is quite easy to get along with. He doesn't have any airs, at least among the crew, and he doesn't show any disdain on the surface, which makes Wang Xu very satisfied.

Although he is not a big name now, he is still a Hollywood star. As long as he doesn't lose his temper, the atmosphere on the set will not be too bad. After all, the remaining big-name stars are either Wang Xu's friends or Wang Fei's friends. This made the crew feel more like a private party.

For example, the biggest star in this film, Whitney Houston, also came early, but instead of joining the set, she stayed with Wang Fei. Between the hotel and Wang Xu's house, she chose to live with Wang Xu's mother. , which is the same as Zhang Guorong’s treatment journey.

Living with ordinary people in the Imperial City is very helpful for adjusting your mood. Wang Xu's mother is a former mother and can take care of Whitney with her baby.

Moreover, she is also a literary and artistic worker, and she can often take Whitney to her theater troupe to watch her perform. This is not considered a cultural exchange.

Whitney has her own translator, a Malay-Chinese, who also lives in the guest room of Wang Xu’s house and lives with everyone every day.

It’s funny to say that most of the translators brought to China by Chou people are from Southeast Asia. It’s rare to see people from China brought back to work as translators, at least in the 90s.

Ugly culture is very self-centered, even extreme. Its core is alienation from society, and its external manifestations include an almost paranoid sense of self-protection and a subconscious alienation from others.

This can be felt in Wang Xu's previous life overseas. In their culture, there is little reliance on relatives and friends. They seem to be very independent, but they are the product of an obvious lack of security and excessive self-defense.

When the ugly country's national power is growing, everything is fine. But once the ugly country's overall national power is no longer able to crush the world, they will have a severe stress reaction.

This is actually in line with the nature of their ancestors. Pirates, you can still expect them to trust each other and be as close as one family.What a person fears most is actually himself. Ugly people are afraid of others precisely because they know what they will do, so they will never believe that others will not do that.

The black group in Ugly Country is even more special. To outsiders, they seem to be unusually united, but in fact they are even more chaotic internally.They grew up in the Ugly Country and completely accepted the outlook on life, values ​​and world view passed down by the Ugly Country. It can be said that all three outlooks were shaped into their own by the Ugly Country people.

But they are different. Unlike white people, their incompatible black skin gives them a distinctive mark that can be recognized at a glance.

Chou Country claims to be a beacon of modern civilization, but in Wang Xu's eyes, they are at best a beacon of modern technology, and science alone may not necessarily qualify as such.

"Nature" magazine once selected the world's most famous scientists in the past 1000 years, and only five of them were of Chinese nationality, namely Einstein, Feynman, Chen Ning Yang, John Bardeen and Hubble.

Among them, Einstein is a German Jew and Yang Zhenning is Chinese. This is not based on race, but because they did not receive education in the United States.They only achieved results in Ugly Country. Einstein was already famous all over the world even before he went to Ugly Country.

So, if you want to say that he is a beacon in the field of science, then Europe really has something to say.

Of course, he is indeed unique in the field of science and technology, and no one can deny this.The field of science is also a leader, and absolutely understandable.

The former Soviet Union was so good that even the ugly country had to use all its dirty tricks to kill it.But in the field of science and technology, the former Soviet Union may be able to take the lead in a few small projects, but overall it is still crushed by the ugly country.

Wang Xu has always had an idea about the Chou Country, that is, if China's prosperous Tang Dynasty was once the center of the world, and all nations came together, the Chou Country in the 90s would be the status of the former prosperous Tang Dynasty in the world.

In this comparison, it can be said that Chou Country should be a particularly tolerant and eclectic place.

But in fact, from Wang Xu's own observation, Chou Guo is actually tolerant but not tolerant. He is completely different from China's tolerant of all things and open to all rivers.

He brought good things from all over the world to his own home, and indeed used high salaries and high funds to attract countless overseas talents. However, the poor culture of Chou Country allowed him to bring in only so much culture. Still unable to merge.

Not only are they unable to integrate, there is even a tendency to continue to separate and become more and more chaotic.

Especially the black community, they are the true origin of a lot of ugly country culture.

For example, music, in the ugly country, country music is the music of white rednecks, and Broadway music is the music of the nobles.

But both of these have always been the exclusive preserve of white people in ugly countries, and can rarely be exported overseas.If you don’t believe me, ask any foreigner to name a Broadway actor or a country singer.But other music that can really go overseas and even become popular around the world is almost all black music, including jazz, rhythm and blues, blues, rock, soul, psychedelic, rap, street, and hip-hop. Almost all of these things are in the black community. It is produced and then slowly spread.

The result is that, to a certain extent, black culture even represents the culture of Ugly Country in the outside world and has become the cultural symbol of Ugly Country.However, the black group itself has always been disconnected from the main society of the ugly country.

We have a black president, we have black stars, we can’t even make movies without black people, but have all these really allowed this race to be completely integrated into the ugly country?
Wang Xu doesn't know the answer, and there is probably no so-called standard answer. This thing can be discussed for a whole century, and there will definitely not be an answer now or in the near future.

But Wang Xu personally doesn't think so, because he feels that they are still out of tune.

Whitney is black, and she is the kind of girl who grew up in a black community. Her parents are both soul singers. She belongs to a typical black music family and is a relatively high-status family among blacks.

On the one hand, they are inseparable from their own community, and on the other hand, they hate their community very much. They love their color decoration and carefully preserve some traditions.

They both hope that their culture will be recognized by others, but are very afraid that their traditions will be used by others, causing this culture to lose the label of black people.

They not only enjoy the sense of superiority brought by the Chou Country, but at the same time are always afraid that everything about themselves will be strangled by the Chou Country, and they always remain vigilant.

This contradictory attitude has been deeply imprinted in the hearts of every child almost since childhood.

Therefore, black people in ugly countries seem to be particularly sensitive and easily influenced by emotions. They have been in a very uneasy and unstable state for a long time.

Whitney is a black man and a woman. She was recently subjected to domestic violence, so she is particularly sensitive. Even Wang Xu felt that she was even a little nervous.

When he first arrived, he was wearing a big mask, big sunglasses, fully armed, holding the child tightly, and there were bruises and damage on the corners of his mouth, which made his pretty face look particularly miserable, like a wounded animal.

Looking at her like this, it’s really hard to stay in a hotel.Wang Xu discussed with her whether to live with Wang Xu's mother. Wang Xu's father was on a business trip again, and his mother was the only one at home. He would wait for her to recover from her injuries before talking about anything else.

Wang Xu was initially worried that she had smoked too many leaves, which was why her mental state was so poor.

That would be troublesome. Although she can't buy it here, and the country doesn't care about your behavior before coming here, it is still very annoying, and with Wang Xu's identity, it must be reported.

Although the state will definitely not care about this black girl, it cannot escape if it strengthens the control of this area.

However, Wang Xu felt relieved after taking her pulse.It was determined that she was not the cause. After all, her pulse was quite stable. People who had smoked those things often even had their pulses messed up.

Wang Xu's diagnosis was that the girl had liver and spleen stagnation, which should be the dual result of domestic violence and postpartum depression during breastfeeding. It was a mental illness as well as a physical illness, but it was completely treatable.

And it’s quite simple. Just go to the listening room to listen to music, and go to Aunt Jiang’s place to drink soup. As for the bruises on her face and body, it’s even easier. Wang Xu’s place has ointments, so Wang Xu’s mother can help. She applied a hot compress and recovered in two days.

This ointment was prepared by Wang Xu after Wang Fei started to practice martial arts. After all, it is exercise, and there is always the possibility of stretching the legs, bruises, and the like, so it is better to be prepared and use it.

Wang Xu's arrangement for Whitney was to recover from her illness first, and then talk about filming after she recovered. Wang Xu knew English and explained her situation to her directly without the need for a translator.

Postpartum depression can be mild or severe. If it is mild, it will be better within two days. If it is more serious, if you meet a good husband, you may be fine in a few days. If it is severe, you will have no family to help and care. , and it’s not uncommon for someone to commit suicide by jumping off a building in the end.

Whitney's postpartum depression is not mild, and her husband is obviously not a reliable guy, and she doesn't know what Whitney sees in him, so it may actually have bad consequences.

Wang Xu and Whitney made the situation a little more serious. After all, it was only the 90s, and most people in Ugly Country didn’t have a deep understanding of depression. After several celebrities died in succession, especially social media The media began to spread, and the knowledge about depression was truly popularized among the people.

Unless the situation is serious, most people are really unwilling to seek medical treatment. For this reason, Wang Xu also specially showed Whitney his medical qualification certificate and MD certificate.

Well, don't be surprised. The Imperial Medical College gave it to him so that he could do research at the Imperial Medical College. The depression treatment program is progressing very well. Many severe cases of patients have been relieved or even cured and discharged.

The school attaches great importance to this kind of pure Chinese medicine conditioning, which relies on the power of music and does not use psychotropic drugs at all. It can be said to have opened up a brand new subject.

This is not a simple treatment method. There are too many things worth studying.

Even now, Imperial Medical College has published several articles in first-class journals. It is estimated that in a few years, when the final results are released, it will be a combination of one "Cell" and one "Lancet" or "New England Medicine" The kind that definitely can’t run away.

No problem, write a paper similar to "The Effect of Special Music on the Nervous System" and publish it in "Cell", compile a case collection of "Music Therapy Assists Special Traditional Medicines in the Treatment of Depression" and publish it in "The Lancet".

For such a big topic, how can it be possible to publish only one paper in the end? Eight out of ten papers is a starting point, and dozens of papers are not impossible.

For example, conduct a case analysis and discussion before publishing it in "New England Medicine". Medical papers are sometimes better than scientific papers, even in top journals. This is determined by the characteristics of the industry.

In short, it is completely legal for Wang Xu to be listed for consultation. At this time, there is no so-called "physician certificate" in China. What he relies on is academic qualifications and degrees. Traditional Chinese medicine has nothing at all. It relies on inheritance, and the hospital will give able people Doctors who attend clinics are judged by their professional titles, which are regarded as disguised medical certificates.

As for opening a private Chinese medicine shop, perhaps only the industrial and commercial people can take care of it, and others really can't take care of you, so there are many people fishing in troubled waters among them.Later, strict management and practice of medicine based on certificates were generally a good thing and could avoid many murders by quack doctors.

It's just too rigid to follow the Western approach, where medical qualifications are so specific that you can only practice medicine in a certain hospital.

It is even more excessive to require a defendant for roadside rescue. It should be carefully considered when legislating, and everything cannot be blocked just for the sake of management convenience.

Therefore, Whitney is now considered a patient of Wang Xu. She received treatment from Wang Xu in the imperial capital. Wang Xu even opened a traditional Chinese medicine shop on the first floor of the small building specifically to fool Whitney, and even hired a doctor. The old doctor sat in the hall with his apprentice. Wang Xu discussed it with him and found that he was really capable.

She is from Chou country. She always feels that only doctors who run their own clinics are truly good doctors. Well, Chou country calls them specialists.

Specialists and family doctors are two different concepts. Family doctors are general practitioners. They basically don’t treat diseases, but communicate with you, help you determine what your problem is, whether it is urgent, and then transfer it to a specialist. The doctor determines and treats it.

In Huaxia, that is the job of the guiding nurse at the information desk at the entrance of the hospital. Considering the number of problems in the cases she has seen, she may not be able to judge more accurately than the guiding nurse.

Anyway, making it more formal will make Whitney feel better, so let’s do it. Wang Xu told Whitney that his clinic is being renovated and it will probably take some time before it can officially open. Now he is watching it at home and specially brought her with him. Go to the listening room on the first floor and tell her this is a special treatment room.

It's so confusing to an ugly black girl from China.

Doctors are benevolent, Wang Xu is all about the patients, he is a conscientious person.

Here Whitney put aside her disgusting marriage, took her infant daughter with her, and lived with Wang Xu's family.

Wang Xu’s mother didn’t have any prejudice against this black woman, but she was very dissatisfied when she saw her carrying her baby, who was only a few months old, around. She took over the job of taking care of the baby. If something happened, the baby Bobby would be handed over to Jiang. Auntie helps with it.

Well, to be honest, black girls were really ugly when they were young, at least that’s what Wang Xu thinks.In other words, as long as it is someone else's child, it is quite ugly in Wang Xu's eyes.

But babies are born to be cared for by women. This is human instinct and cannot be changed regardless of skin color or race.

Even though he was dark, he was loved by several aunties. He would be hugged by you and me all day long, and he became the new favorite in the alley.

Moreover, the almost free-range breeding method of black people made several aunts quite dissatisfied, and many of them stabbed the black mother for this.The Chinese treat their children, especially infants, with great care.

This made Whitney very touched. Her milk was quite abundant, enough for a baby, but it was troublesome to feed her several times a day. Lazy Whitney wanted to wean her baby early, and then asked several aunts to tell her. .

I don’t know what they said. None of those aunts could speak English. Wang Xu didn’t quite believe that the Malay translator could accurately translate the imperial dialect, but the final result was unexpectedly good.

Perhaps it was the sincerity of those people that moved Whitney. After all, sincerity is the only sure thing.Whitney actually started to learn the Chinese way of being a mother. Many details can make people feel the change in this woman's mentality.

Of course, this kind of close and intimate contact can actually lead to conflicts, especially for sensitive black Americans.Wang Xu was a little thankful that it was winter now, otherwise some alley aunt would have asked Whitney to go in and eat watermelon. I wonder if she would have jumped up.

However, Wang Xu felt that it was meritorious to be able to alleviate her condition, make Whitney better, and happily take her children to listen to music every day.

As for her role, she is not in a hurry at all, as it is actually more than a month away from the scheduled date.She came to China first, to put it in a bad way, purely because she was beaten by her husband.

Black culture is very unique in the ugly country, even a little unique, but it has never been able to form a system. Such culture will eventually be integrated by others, or it will dissipate on its own and become a relic of history.

There are countless examples of such dead civilizations throughout the world. There are countless civilization relics on the American continent and in Central Asia.

Perhaps their civilization was passed down in fragments, but it was eventually integrated into other people's systematic civilization, such as the Arab civilization, and eventually lost its name.

We really have to thank our ancestors. The sages before 2000 basically framed the cultural background of the Chinese people, and they have been moving within this frame ever since.

Even if it is beaten to pieces, it can always rise from the ashes in the end, and in the process, it continues to integrate and digest various foreign cultures.

Countless races and countless cultures have been integrated into it, forming a unique Chinese cultural inheritance. This is the origin of the resilience of Chinese civilization.

And this kind of background is really incomparable to a country like Chou Country that has been founded for hundreds of years.

I remember that in a previous life, Wang Xu once took a friend from China to visit the former residence of Washington in Virginia. It was a large manor, quite big, but there was really not much to see.

That guy was an antique collector. Looking at the desks and chairs used in Washington’s office back then, they were very ordinary in style and the materials were not unusual either.

There is a sign next to it, which explains that this is an ancient artifact that has been preserved since 1700.

The buddy thought about it for a while and said, "It can't be said that the items from the Qing Dynasty are worthless, but we only allow items from before the Ming Dynasty to be sold."

It almost made Wang Xu laugh to death. Chinese people probably have this attitude towards European cultural relics, especially those from ugly countries. They are disdainful, helpless, and have a long history.

It is precisely because of this short-term strength that Wang Xu feels that Chou Country has never formed its own true cultural core. This is also the reason why Wang Xu feels that Chou Country is incompatible. It is also the reason why Europe has always had a certain attitude towards Chou Country. An important reason for a sense of superiority.

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(See you tomorrow. I only wrote 8K words today, [-] words is still a bit difficult.

It was banned yesterday. After the modification today, I applied to be unbanned and it was approved at noon.

So some readers will see that Chapter 61 appears, disappears, and appears again. It’s not surprising, it’s just basic.

I see many authors building reader groups, and some readers have asked about this.

I'm asking for opinions here. I don't know if the readers of this book are interested in this.

If you are interested, I will create one so that you can easily report some news.

I have wanted to do it for a long time. On the one hand, I have never established a group and I don’t know how to do it.

On the other hand, I am worried about gains and losses. I am afraid that no one will join the group, and I am afraid that someone will come and scold me.

I am old and have a sensitive heart. I really don’t know if my heart can bear it. )
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