Master, the disciple only wants to deceive the master and not destroy the ancestors

Chapter 95 Decision
She remembered that her master once said that when she was most frightened and most helpless, the first person she thought of was the person she cared about and relied on the most.

Now, she finally understands that what Master said back then is... all true.

After a long time, Gu Liushang slowly raised his head and wiped away the tears on his face with his sleeve.

His eyes and nose were red, and he looked pitiful.

Mu Yishang gently stroked the boy's cheek with her fingertips, and a faint smile appeared on her lips unconsciously, "Why are you crying?"

Gu Liushang choked up and said, "It's all my fault. When Master needed me the most, I couldn't be by Master's side. Master...Master...I... am I very useless, you Are you mad at me?"

As he spoke, tears welled up in his eyes again, and slowly slid down his white jade-like cheeks, unexpectedly there was a beauty of pear blossoms with rain.

Mu Yishang wiped away his tears for him, "I'm not angry, I know Ah-san definitely doesn't know what happened to me, Ah-san must have his own things to do, I understand that."

Master is always like this, sometimes it is reasonable to make people feel sad.

At this moment, he hoped that Master could blame him, at least to make him feel better.

Gu Liushang turned over on the couch and got into Mu Yishang's quilt.

He hugged Mu Yishang's waist, buried his face in Mu Yishang's neck, sniffing the sweet scent of Master, he choked up and said, "I'm sorry, Master."

Mu Yishang patted his thin back lightly, "It's okay, don't cry, I feel bad when you cry."

Gu Liushang sniffed and nodded sullenly.

Sometimes, he is really like a child.

Thinking of the child, Mu Yishang couldn't help thinking of the one in her belly.

Her eyes darkened a little, and she finally asked him, "Ah, your uncle came today and said something to me. I think this matter needs to be discussed with you, so I didn't make a decision first."

Gu Liushang slowly raised his head from her neck, and looked at her with red eyes, "Is it about the child? The master master told me that Master doesn't want this child anymore, right?"

Mu Yishang was startled, thinking that Bai Qingzhu had already told him what happened, and when she heard his question, her heart trembled.

In Ah Shang's heart, do you want this child more?

She pursed her lips, and said, "I'm not greedy for life or afraid of death, it's just..." She raised her eyes to look at Gu Liushang, feeling a little dull pain in her heart.

"It's just not right now." Mu Yishang said in a low voice.

Gu Liuzhang hugged her tightly, "No, never again, I don't want a child anymore, Master, but... But without this child, would Master still marry me?"

This question made Mu Yishang startled, unable to react for a moment, what did he mean.

Bits of grievance flashed in the boy's peach blossom eyes. During those years when he was treated like a girl by the master, he also learned the girl's preferences and read a lot of scripts.

Among them, there are many mothers who are expensive based on their children, and there are often such women in the courts of mortal emperors who rely on their children to ascend to power.

Today's Gu Liushang feels that he is in such a situation, and it is because of this child that Master is willing to marry him.

Right now, the child is absolutely unacceptable, but he is afraid that his future will be affected because of this child.

In a word, he still wants to marry Master.

After a long time, until Gu Liushang was on the verge of crying because of grievances, Mu Yishang finally understood what he cared about.

Mu Yishang breathed a sigh of relief, patted him on the back, and said, "So it's just for getting married? I thought...you think you want children more than me."

Gu Liushang was stunned for a moment, and asked in confusion, "What do you mean?"

Mu Yishang said indifferently: "Didn't your uncle tell you? This child has a chaotic spirit and needs my spiritual power to resist growth. If I keep him, I will definitely die."

These words made Gu Liushang stunned on the spot, and after a while, he got up with a bang, and was in a hurry to get to bed.

Mu Yishang tugged at the hem of his clothes, "Ah, where are you going?"

The young man turned his head and said anxiously: "I'll go to the master master and ask him to give me abortion pills."

Mu Yishang was stunned for a moment, then laughed, "I'm not in a hurry, so don't leave."

Gu Liushang hesitated for a moment, and finally lay down obediently.

His expression was full of nervousness, and his eyes were full of worry.

Mu Yishang smiled and leaned over to kiss the man's cheek lightly, saying: "Don't worry, there is no problem for now. This is a life after all, and it still needs to be carefully considered. If there is another way, maybe it can be done." Keep him."

Gu Liushang immediately shook his head, "No."

"Ah?" Mu Yishang looked at him helplessly.

The man said seriously: "He can't pose any threat to Master. I don't like children, not at all, and I... don't want a little thing to compete with me. I... I just want to marry Master , I just want Master to be responsible to me, that's all."

As soon as he was in a hurry, he actually said all his original intentions in one go.

As soon as the words came out, Gu Liushang was also stunned, he bit his lower lip tightly, and stopped talking.

Would Master think that he is an insidious and cunning villain?
Do you feel that you have been plotting against her all this time?

Could it be... Suspecting that the fact that she likes him is also because of drugs?

Gu Liuzhang was very nervous. He lowered his eyes, like a prisoner waiting to be punished. He already knew that he was sentenced to death, and now he only waited for an answer.

Mu Yishang was silent for a moment, then shook her head with a helpless smile.

She tapped Gu Liushang's smooth forehead with her index finger knuckles, "Idiot, what are you thinking?"

Gu Liushang's lowered eyes slowly lifted up, and looked at her with a guilty conscience.

"Do you want to marry me that much?"

The man didn't say a word, and nodded heavily after a long time.

Mu Yishang hooked the corners of her lips, and asked again: "Why didn't you tell me directly?"

She had explained to him more than once that she would try her best to satisfy what he wanted. Why did this man always plan and plan so self-righteously, which made her feel uneasy?
Mu Yishang sighed and said, "Do you not believe me?"

The boy quickly replied, "No."

His nervous appearance made Mu Yishang feel distressed again.

Mu Yishang's thumb lightly stroked his cheek, "You, you, how can I tell you to believe it? Ah Shang, what do you want, what do you want me to do, just say it. I don't You like these little tricks of yours, you know it."

Gu Liushang lowered his eyes, feeling a little bitter in his heart.

But without those sales outlets, he still can't make any progress with Master.

Gu Liushang pursed his lips and said nothing, Mu Yishang could only sigh helplessly, obviously, he had no intention of changing.

There is no other way, Mu Yishang can only secretly think, maybe this is a characteristic he was born with, and it cannot be changed, it is better to adjust his mentality and accept him.

Ever since, she touched his head and said, "Forget it, I won't talk about you anymore, and I don't want to embarrass you. You can do whatever you like."

The man hummed sullenly, "Master, isn't my behavior annoying?"

Mu Yishang slightly hooked her lips, and her pale face was stained with life, "It's not that annoying."

Hearing this, Gu Liushang slipped into her arms and hugged her even tighter.

In the afternoon, Gu Liushang went to Shuanghua Palace.

It happened that Mrs. Zhang was also there.

Seeing him coming, Mrs. Zhang rushed up to meet him, held his wrist, and asked, "What's the matter? Your uncle said that you went out to fool around yesterday, but is it true?"

From Mrs. Zhang's disbelieving expression, Gu Liushang could see how much she trusted him.

Gu Liuzhang shook his head, "I don't, I'm just practicing outside. Master works very hard every day. I think... accumulating spiritual power can relieve her pain."

Mrs. Zhang breathed a sigh of relief, and said, "Let me just say, how could a well-behaved child like Ah Shang do such a thing?"

After that, she turned her head and gave the man sitting in front of the counter a hard look.

The man immediately erected the bamboo slip in his hand to cover his face.

Mrs. Zhang pulled Gu Liushang to sit down, and said, "Haven't you cultivated the way of magic, can you still practice immortality?"

Gu Liushang hummed, and said, "I found many ancient books and treasures in the tomb of God Shen Xing, which can be practiced, and can be practiced in a short period of time."

Mrs. Zhang has heard of this kind of thing before, but...

She looked sad, and said: "But I heard that those methods are very extreme, if you are not careful, you will go crazy. You have practiced the way of magic, how can you use those methods again?"

Gu Liushang pursed her lips, lowered her eyes, and said, "I'm fine, as long as Master can feel better, I don't care what I do."

Mrs. Zhang looked at him distressedly, stroked the boy's long hair, and said: "You are such a good boy. I didn't misunderstand you. I knew that you treated your master sincerely. It's just that this kind of thing After all, it's not a long-term solution, your uncle told me yesterday that the child in Junior Sister Mu's womb is too domineering, and I'm afraid it will endanger Junior Sister Mu's life, you always have to make a choice in this matter."

Gu Liuzhang quickly replied, "I've already decided that I won't keep this child. I want my master. So today, I'm here to ask Master to get some medicine. It's best not to hurt Master's body."

While Master was taking a nap, he read a lot of medical books.

Luozi's medicine will more or less cause damage to the mother's body. Now that the master is so weak, if it makes things worse, what can I do?

Mrs. Zhang got up quickly, put her hands on her hips and shouted to Bai Qingzhu: "Did you hear that, Ah Shang is here to get the medicine, the medicine I asked you to prepare last night, are you ready?"

Gu Liuzhang was startled, it turned out that Mrs. Zhang had already made plans for him, and asked Master Bai to prepare the medicine.

He was a little grateful and thanked Mrs. Zhang several times.

Mrs. Zhang really liked him very much and treated him like her own son.

She stroked Gu Liushang's head lovingly, and said, "Good boy, don't worry, as long as you don't change your original intention, I will always be by your side. If you and Junior Sister Mu can make good things happen, you can count on my side." The credit is there, and if so, I should also be responsible for my own credit, right?"

Gu Liuzhang nodded slowly, putting all his thanks in his heart.

Not long after, Bai Qingzhu had already brought out the medicine, and told Gu Liushang, "This medicine is for the baby, cook half of it first, and see if there is any reaction at night, and if there is no reaction, then cook the remaining half and give it to her to drink." .And this, after the Luozi medicine works, I will cook three meals a day for her to drink. This will be a bit bitter. I put licorice. Although she doesn’t say anything, she is delicate. You prepare some candied fruit, and she drinks it Medicine, give her some."

Gu Liuzhang wrote it down one by one, and repeated it to Bai Qingzhu to confirm.

Until Bai Qingzhu nodded and said: "I remember correctly, go back, since you have made a decision, you should settle the matter as soon as possible, so as not to leave trouble behind."

Gu Liushang hummed, thanked Bai Qingzhu and Mrs. Zhang, and left.

As soon as Mu Yishang woke up, Gu Liushang decocted the medicine.

She even suspected that she was awakened by the bitter smell of medicine.

Gu Liushang helped her up, and quickly brought the black medicine to her.

Mu Yishang raised her hand, and as soon as she touched the white bowl, she felt a slight pain in her heart.

After all, Mu Yishang still has feelings and guilt for the unborn child whether it is a piece of flesh on her body.

Seeing her hesitation, Gu Liushang was worried that she would regret it, so he quickly scooped up a spoonful of medicine and brought it to Mu Yishang's lips, "Master, drink it quickly."

Mu Yishang looked up at him, was silent for a moment, and then nodded.

The medicine was very bitter, so bitter that Mu Yishang wanted to cry.

In fact, she was a little unclear whether she wanted to cry because the medicine was too bitter, or the child in her belly felt that she was dying soon and made her cry.

In short, it was rare that Mu Yishang shed two lines of tears when she was unconscious.

Seeing the crystal clear teardrops, Gu Liushang's eyes immediately turned red, and the tears fell down patter, landing on Mu Yishang's cheeks and the back of her hands.

Mu Yishang was startled, looked up at him, and saw the man crying silently.

She thought, sure enough, Azun still has feelings for this child.

After a bowl of medicine was fed to Mu Yishang, Gu Liushang choked up and said, "It's all my fault, it's all my fault, will Master hurt? I will never let Master suffer again." Such pain."

Mu Yishang was silent for a moment, then smiled wryly, "I don't feel any pain, I just feel a little sorry, this is my first child with Azun."

Gu Liushang quickly shook his head, "I won't have any more in the future, and I won't make Master so sad again. We don't want children anymore, okay, Master?"

"Okay, don't cry, how old are you, crying like this, look at you, if someone sees you, they will laugh at you." Mu Yishang wiped his tears for him, and that person also helped Mu Yishang Wipe the tears off your cheeks.

(End of this chapter)