shock!The vase in the entertainment industry was reborn to become a god of learning

In the previous life, when Shen You'an was first brought into the circle by He Qian, she quickly became popular because of her beautiful appearance.

At that stage, it can be said that the popularity was in a mess, and there was no one in Xiaohua who could beat in the same period.

He Qian picked up a bunch of movies and TV shows for her in one go, pretending that he wanted to shoot more movies to hone his acting skills, but in fact he just wanted to drain all the value from her as soon as possible.

At that time, Shen You'an didn't know much about the rules of the entertainment industry, but she had a good habit since she was a child, that is, no matter what she did, she would devote 100% of it seriously. Unfortunately, it turned out that all the hard work might not always be rewarded.

In high school, she studied so hard and wanted to break free from the quagmire, but in the end she couldn't even take the college entrance examination.

Now that she has become an actor, she has to practice her acting skills well, otherwise she won't feel at ease getting paid.

Although the brokerage company and the agent's commission fell into her hands, there is not much left, which can be said to be shabby compared to most stars in the circle, but it is still higher than her exhausted waiter's salary More, she is already very satisfied.

So no matter how bad the script she got and how weird the characters were, she would seriously write biographies of the characters, deliberate on the logic of the characters, and even learn from the seniors of the same crew.

It's a pity that this face is a natural sin in this impetuous circle.

Because she was so beautiful, the audience ignored her acting skills, they would just stare at her face in a nympho, and complain about her acting.

Because she is so beautiful, if she gets any closer to the opposite sex, there will be ugly scandals, and even unscrupulous marketing accounts and competitors will spare no effort to fan the flames and create pornographic rumors.

Because it was too beautiful, the company leader took her idea. He Qian got her drunk and sent her to the leader's bed. She kept her last sane, smashed the glass bottle and pointed the broken glass at her neck artery, threatening to violate her. One step further, she spattered blood on the spot.

At that time, she was too innocent and too stubborn. With her solitary courage, she went on the rampage until her head was bleeding and her body was covered with cuts and bruises.

Maybe it was her madness that frightened the old man. Although she let her go, the punishment that followed was to hide forever, expecting her to cry and kneel in front of him to sacrifice herself voluntarily.

Of course, Shen You'an couldn't do what those people wanted. The company didn't give her resources, so she took the initiative to try out plays by herself, running from crew to crew. She was willing to play even a character without a single line. After causing trouble, she was even forced to learn how to change her makeup, draw her eyebrows thicker, paint her skin with black powder, and add a few freckles and moles to hide among the group performers, so she doesn't attract people's attention.

There was a big-budget film by a big director who was looking for a stand-in for the heroine, and Shen Youan applied for it. Among the more than 100 interviewees, she was lucky enough to be selected by the director because her figure was the closest to the heroine.

It was only after joining the crew that Shen Youan knew that this was a martial arts movie. The heroine had a lot of fight scenes and horseback riding scenes.

During that time, she followed the equestrian teacher invited by the crew to practice horse riding day and night, and the reins had worn out thick calluses on her palms. When she returned to the rental room every night, her inner thighs were almost worn out. The flesh and blood were bloody, and the trousers were stuck together with the flesh and blood. Every time I took it off, it was a heart-wrenching pain.

She also had to prevent the man she shared with her from prying open the door in the middle of the night. During those days, she would put a knife under her pillow for self-defense, and she didn't dare to sleep to death.

It was hard for Shen Youan to say how she persisted during those days. Every late night, she healed herself while she collapsed, and she collapsed while she was healing herself, and the cycle went on and on.

Whenever she couldn't hold on, she would think of the man's words on the rooftop that night: "Grit your teeth, hold on, and get through it. One day, you will turn around proudly, and you will be glad that you are still alive." alive."

So she gritted her teeth, persisted in every tormenting late night, and persisted...

She completed the stand-in horse riding scene brilliantly, and the director's eyes were amazed by her beautiful and smooth riding skills, so he added a character with a few lines and martial arts moves for her.

Even if there are only a few moves, she still earnestly learns and practices hard with Wuzhi teacher. Wuzhi teacher admires her perseverance, pats her on the shoulder and encourages her to be a talented person, and she will definitely succeed in the future.

Shen Youan smiled wryly, hiding the emotions in her eyes.

When she was Shen Youan, the little red flower, she couldn't even breathe properly.

When she was an unknown group performer, the world only showed a little kindness to her.

It is a pity that this goodwill was finally shattered.

The female star disdains a stand-in for being a stand-in, and acts coquettishly to the financial master, and her part in the scene is cut off.

The other party waved their fingers casually, and she couldn't get along in the group acting circle.

When she was most destitute, a huge temptation was in front of her.

As long as she nods, from then on she will still be a glamorous beauty in the entertainment industry, a female star who is full of stars.

To this end she sacrificed her principles and freedom, her body and her soul.

Shen Youan refused without hesitation.

She will never forget the eyes of He Qian looking at her, full of mockery and compassion.

"I feel pity that you are an orphan, so I want to support you with all my heart. Under my persuasive persuasion, Mr. Yu also decided to let the past go. I thought that you would change your mind after going to the society for a while, but I didn't expect that ...."

The man shook his head and smiled sarcastically.

"You are such a silly and innocent woman, which opened my eyes, and I admire you a little bit."

The woman's numb and indifferent eyes tempered by the cruel reality are only filled with the last stubbornness at this moment, and she still refuses to bow her head.

Although she is down and out, her soul is clean and pure.

Although she has been controlled by others all her life, she still pursues the unobtainable freedom in desperate situations.

It was the first time He Qian saw such a woman in the circle. She looked so fragile and vulnerable, but she was invulnerable to all kinds of poisons, making it impossible to attack.

If you really want to face each other head-on, you might end up with a dead body.

It is really not wise to entangle with such a woman.

It's just this face...it's a pity.

Shen Youan looked at the back of the man who walked away without turning his head, but silently rubbed his frozen hands.

There is no heating in the rental house, and winter is too long for her.

Fortunately, the landlord was a kind person. When Shen Youan went out to throw out the garbage, he would often see food and a life-saving electric heating fan at the door.

She thought, there are still many good people in this world.

She was in arrears with the rent, and the landlord's aunt never urged her to pay. She once said to her: "Xiao Shen, I still have an apartment in the East District. There is heating there, and the conditions are better than here. If we are destined, I will make it cheaper." I rent it to you, the heating circuit of this old house is broken, and I think the windows are still leaking, so you should pack it up as soon as possible and move in in a few days."

Shen Youan thought that since she decided to stay away from the entertainment industry, she should find a job as soon as possible, save some money and go to an evening school, and make up for the missing education bit by bit. Slowly, she will always get out of the predicament.

But before she moved to the new apartment, on a snowy night, the wind howling through the leaky windows made her catch a cold.

She didn't take it seriously at first, and when she realized something was wrong, she dragged her sick body out to buy medicine.

That night, the biting cold wind was the coldest winter Shen Youan had ever experienced since he became conscious.

On the road outside the sidewalk, occasionally a few cars hurried past.

She stepped on the snow with one foot deep and one foot shallow, and the street lamp shone in the snow, stretching her shadow long.

Shen Youan subconsciously looked up at the sky, the lone moon was hanging high, and the faint cold light shone on her body, as if she was covered with a layer of silver gauze.

"Only you will always be with me."

She suddenly felt very cold, a cold that penetrated deep into the bone marrow, a cold that made her soul tremble and fear.

This subconscious anxiety made Shen You'an's breathing suddenly quicken. She supported a big tree by the roadside with one hand, and grabbed the neckline with the other hand, trying to vent the suffocation in her heart.

On the opposite side of the road, a car stopped at unknown time.

A tall man bent down and got out of the car. His appearance dimmed the moonlight a bit.

The man took out a pack of cigarettes from his coat pocket and put one in the corner of his mouth.

Thinking of something, he finally took down the cigarette and rubbed it with his fingertips.

The man was holding a cigarette with his fingertips, drooping his brows and eyes, and crossed the road.

Just walking to the middle of the road, I looked up inadvertently.

The woman's pale face was reflected by the silvery moonlight, which was originally a beautiful face, but it became distorted and hideous because of the extreme pain, just like this miserable and cold winter night, tearing away the tyrannical corner and dragging the innocent soul into it. Eternal darkness.

The "pata" smoke fell from the trembling fingertips, and Gululu rolled under the passing wheels, was ruthlessly crushed, and fell into mud.

Shen Youan fell down, and in her blurred vision, she saw someone running towards her across the road.

It was a road with few vehicles, but at this moment, for some reason, several vehicles suddenly poured out, roaring and driving into the distance under the wind and snow.

The man crossed the traffic recklessly, only to be yelled at by the driver angrily.

Shen Youan's last sight was the moon in the sky.

Big and round, it reminded her of the last Mid-Autumn Festival she spent with her father when she was five years old. She lay on her father's lap and listened to him tell the story of Chang'e flying to the moon.

The heat in her body was gradually losing, and her consciousness became more and more erratic, and her life flashed like a revolving lantern.

Finally, freed.

At the moment of sinking into eternal darkness, someone screamed in her ear.

It turned out that passers-by would also feel sad for her?
In this life, despite the ups and downs, there is always something to be gratified about.

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The girl in the red riding suit on the horse is dazzling and heroic, and everyone's eyes are full of her.

They have seen the girl's calm and confident demeanor, but they have never seen the thousands of days and nights of collapse and torture.

They have seen the girl's freedom and ease, but they have never seen the dripping pain when the worn-out flesh and blood are torn apart by the glued clothes.

The edge of the sword comes from sharpening, and the fragrance of plum blossom comes from the bitter cold.

If you want to make fine gold and beautiful jade, you must forge it from the fire.

She never regrets the choices she made, and every step is the only way in life.

After all, without the her of the past, how could Shen You'an be like today.

She no longer has any taboos, she trusts the horse to let the rein go, and gallops freely.

That heroic posture on the horse, unscrupulously releasing light, has since become the most beautiful scenery that everyone present will never forget.

Gao Yue was about to slap her palm, "An An, you are amazing."

Shen Youan's stable boy was just a decoration, Shen Youan even rode his horse around the training ground, this little pony was steady, and he ran like a wind.

One man, one horse, free as the wind.

With the hooves of the horse behind him, Shen Youan looked sideways, and Leng Yunyang rode his horse to catch up, with a pair of peach blossom eyes affectionate.

"You always surprise me."

The girl on the horse raised her chin slightly, and the corners of her lips were slightly curled up in a mocking and cold manner.

"Master Leng, do you think too highly of yourself?"

She did not hide her sharpness, and there was no need to cover up when dealing with people she hated, otherwise she would only push her nose even more.

Leng Yunyang raised his eyebrows, then suddenly leaned over and approached Shen Youan: "Do you dare to compete with me?"

Shen Youan's calf pinched the horse's belly, and the pony jumped out with a heartbeat, away from Leng Yunyang's approach.

In the wind came the girl's cold and arrogant sarcasm: "Ms. Ben is not in the mood."

Leng Yunyang laughed loudly and drove his horse to give chase.

Yan Lu couldn't believe it: "I didn't expect Shen Youan to be so good at riding. The real person doesn't show his face..."

Coach Guan's riding skills are also very good, but there is no sense of beauty at all, but Shen Youan's horse riding is so beautiful, I can't tell what it feels like, but it is very beautiful and eye-catching, like the vigorous and bright morning sun, like the breeze coming and going freely, as if Nothing in this world can trap her.

Luo Yunqi's palms were about to snap, and Shen You'an was showing off all the limelight today, and those boys' eyes were on her all the time.

Jiang Shengyao's eyes lit up, and he rode his horse to catch up: "Wait for me."

Guan Tao was shocked, and hurriedly chased after him on horseback, but Mr. Leng was riding a time bomb.

Liu Runxi shook his head and smiled, and exchanged glances with Gu Bichen, and the two followed on horseback.

The rest are completely inexperienced novices, who can only watch the group of people galloping with envy, and then practice the horse riding over and over again boringly.

Gao Yue did have a foundation, her uncle was a shareholder here, and she came here a few times when she was a child, but at that time Gao Yue didn't like riding a horse, she didn't find it fun at all, so she didn't learn it seriously, she rode crookedly, and She had to rely on the stableman to lead the horses for her.

Gao Yue thought about showing Shen Youan a good show after she came, but she didn't expect to be slapped in the face by the speed of light.

Where does Shen Youan need her to teach.

Gao Yue regretted that she didn't learn how to ride a horse well, otherwise she would be able to keep pace with Shen You'an now.

Shen Youan ran a few laps, ran up to Gao Yue, and looked at her with a smile.

Gao Yue snorted coldly, "You liar."

Shen Youan raised her eyebrows: "Liar?"

"You are so good at riding, why have you never told me about it?"

Shen Youan laughed and said, "You didn't ask me either."

Gao Yue choked: "I don't care, you have to teach me."

Shen Youan shook his head and smiled, rode his horse forward, and glanced at the groom who was leading Gao Yue's horse: "Please let go of your hands."

Stared at by the girl's bright eyes, the stable boy subconsciously let go of his hand.

Losing control, the horse under Gao Yue began to kick its front legs uneasily, turning around on the spot, Gao Yue was so frightened that she quickly lay down on the horse's back.

Shen You'an raised his voice and said: "Stand up straight, hold the rein of the horse, breathe calmly, don't be afraid, nothing will happen."

Gao Yue gradually followed Shen Youan's instructions, and gradually found the feeling, her brows and eyes became excited.

At this moment, Leng Yunyang challenged her again: "Shen You'an, don't you dare to race horses with me?"

Gao Yue snorted coldly: "This person is really annoying, and his ghost lingers on."

Shen Youan raised his eyebrows, and said to Gao Yue, "Practice slowly, wait for me for a while."

After saying that, he reined in the horse, the horse turned around, and galloped straight towards Leng Yunyang.

Leng Yunyang propped his elbows on the horse's neck, and watched the flaming ball rushing towards him in his leisure time. Even on the horse's back, this guy had an unscrupulous and lazy expression on his face.