Looking back at the past, he felt a deep sense of frustration, feeling that he had failed in life
Before he was born, Grandpa regarded him as an unknown person. As soon as he was born, his family died in vain.

When he grew up, he killed his mother himself, and was abandoned by his father in a mental hospital.

He worked hard, listened to the doctor's words, listened to Uncle Qin's words, turned himself into a good boy, and finally returned home.

There was no family affection as he thought, but instead, he came out of one cage and entered another cage.

He accepted the punishment given to him by his grandfather and father, and obediently stayed in this small courtyard with picturesque grounds as a prison, without stepping out of the gate for 11 years.

Because Uncle Qin said that blood is thicker than water, he is the Lu family, he is the grandson of the Lu family, and when his father or grandfather dies, he will always forgive him
It wasn't until the wall that isolated him from the outside collapsed that he realized that the Lu family was too big, and he obviously lived in the Lu family, but they completely forgot about him, and they laughed and talked warmly, and it had nothing to do with him
He fell in love with Xu Xiang who fell into his yard.

Like for no reason.

It's as if, in the early years, a white long-haired puppy got in through the broken back door, and he took it as his own.

To keep it from barking, he tied its mouth with cloth strips.
He sleeps with it, eats with it, and takes it out to bask in the sun.
He also asked Uncle Qin to repair the damage on the back door panel, and checked around the fence.

It wasn't until the puppy recognized the situation and became close and dependent on him that he completely loosened the cloth strips that bound its mouth.

The days accompanied by pets are a little more fulfilling and interesting.

But the puppy was too delicate, within a few months, he had loose blood in his stool, and died by his bedside the next day.
Xu Xiang is like that puppy.

He set up a trick to get Lu Yizhou to cheat, and was caught by Xu Xiang. After the two broke up, he took advantage of it without any scruples, and even forcibly kept her by his side regardless of his wishes.
In the end, he still couldn't keep her.

After the meal, Lu Yanchen took a hoe, turned over the soil under the jujube tree, and picked out a bone from the soil.

For several days, Lu Yanchen polished the dog bone in the house, and finally connected the two ends of a smooth piece of bone with a platinum chain as a side, and then put the diamond ring given to Xu Xiang into it to make a necklace , worn around his neck.

Uncle Qin didn't want to be cremated. He wanted to be buried with him in the coffin. This was the only funeral object he brought into the coffin.

Ironically, the Lu family's ancestral home has a private land, which is used as the cemetery of the Lu family, and an ancestral hall was built next to it, where incense tablets and incense have been placed for a long time for future generations to pay homage to.

If he dared to make up his own mind and bury him in that cemetery, the old man who just lay down in it would probably die in peace!
The other elders of the family, fearing that they felt bad luck, took those urns and the corpse of the old man away overnight.
Lu Yanchen touched the ring around his neck, his eyelashes were trembling slightly, his head was lying powerlessly on the hard old table, tears rolled down the bridge of his nose, the cold wind outside the window was whistling, and a little bit of coolness leaked in from the gap, making the He felt very cold.

at night.

Lu Yanchen was awakened by a cough.

The old-fashioned house with brick and wood structure has no sound insulation effect at all, even though there is a small hall between his room and Uncle Qin's room, even though Uncle Qin deliberately suppressed his uncomfortable cough
As soon as the light in the room was turned on, Uncle Qin, who was tossing and turning on the bed, turned over. Seeing Gao Da appearing at the door, he sat up quickly:
"Did it wake you up? I'll have someone come in and have the house redone tomorrow."

"fine."

Lu Yanchen took out the thermos pot under the table, and made a gesture to pour water for Uncle Qin——

Uncle Qin hurriedly got out of bed to stop him: "It's okay, I'm not thirsty, so you don't need to help me."

Lu Yanchen still poured him a cup of hot water, and turned to look at the bag of medicine on the table, breathing heavily.

"Why don't you say that you want to die alone, and I'll collect your body after you die?"

He wasn't even prepared for it.

Uncle Qin bowed his head and remained silent, without speaking.

He had no intention of asking Lu Yanchen to help him collect the body.

When he is about to die, he will find an excuse, whether it is retirement, or something else, to find a wilderness with better scenery and arrange his own affairs
Lu Yanchen asked softly, "Uncle Qin, am I quite annoying?"

As long as he has a good side, how could he provoke the disgust of so many people around him.

No amount of family affection or love can be avoided from him.

"No." Uncle Qin gave an affirmative answer. The soft and bright lamp shone on his face, showing a kind of elderly kindness.

"This society is colorful and diverse. You are not a unique mistake. You just need to keep yourself comfortable and happy within the boundaries you set."

As Uncle Qin was talking, there was a sudden pause, and he suddenly realized something, and his eyes were a little more sad.

Sangyou said that if Lu Yanchen is defined as "bad", then he also participated in the writing.

After all, Lu Yanchen lost his mother when he was young, his father didn't love him, and his family didn't like him. He was deprived of his freedom since he was a child, and he didn't establish a sound social relationship and the learning and teaching he should have since he was a child.
From another point of view, he has been by Lu Yanchen's side since he was a child, obeying him in everything, centering on him, Lu Yanchen's current temperament is inseparable from his long-term obedience and doting
Subconsciously, he feels that this child's life is already too hard. He has grown up now, so as long as he thinks, as long as he is happy, he can do whatever he wants
He gave him unrestrained doting, but never went beyond the rules to correct his mistakes.

Uncle Qin lowered his head to hide the regret he shed, and just said:

"It's late, you should go to rest!"

Lu Yanchen stood for a while, not knowing what to say, so he could only turn around and go back to his room.

Uncle Qin pulled the chair and sat down, holding the cup of hot boiling water, with mixed feelings in his heart.

The next day, Sang You took He Feng over.

He led him to Lu Yanchen and introduced him: "Master, his name is Hefeng. He is a child I picked up a few years ago. He has been working on the Internet for the past few years."

Lu Yanchen didn't speak.

He Feng didn't speak either.

After the two met face to face, He Feng hid in Uncle Qin's room and never showed up again.

Uncle Qin was busy making Hefeng's bed, buying his computer, desk, and easel
Sang You and Lu Yanchen sat on the small bench made by Uncle Qin in the early years, looked at the small vegetable garden covered with plastic film under the wall, and whispered:
"That child was the sin that Uncle Qin did in Dracus in the early years. His mother was a stupid tramp. Afterwards, Uncle Qin wanted to deal with him, but seeing the woman's stupid look, he softened his heart and didn't kill her.
Later, when he was staying again, he drove by and saw a beggar on the street. He remembered this incident and asked someone to inquire about it at random, only to find out that the woman died of illness a few years ago, but her son is still wandering around.
When Uncle Qin's men found He Feng, he was about thirteen or fourteen years old, with a cat crawling on his shoulder, and he was rummaging through the trash can for food."

Sang still didn't say anything, Uncle Qin immediately took him for a medical examination
Uncle Qin went to investigate, only to find that there were a few gangsters who came here every now and then to catch the dumb boy to vent.
Lu Yanchen just listened, his eyes staring somewhere in a daze.

He has been negligent and never thought that Uncle Qin has never been married in his whole life.

As far as he could remember, Uncle Qin was still a man in his 20s.

After accompanying him to the psychiatric hospital, he spent another 11 years in this small hospital. He never thought that Uncle Qin was at a marriageable age at that time, when he started a family and became a father.
Sang You glanced at Lu Yanchen, and continued: "But Uncle Qin didn't do a paternity test with that child."

Perhaps, this is why he is avoiding something, no matter if he is lying to himself, as long as there is no result, his heart can be more or less at ease!

After all, he doesn't deserve to be a father at all!

Sang You followed up and asked, "Why do you never want Xu to get pregnant?"

Lu Yanchen blinked his eyelashes.

He once thought about using a child to tie up Xu Xiang.

But only to think about it.

There are many ways to tie Xu to him.

There is no need to use a child as an instrument to sacrifice.

Besides, he didn't like children.

Can't imagine what it would be like for him to have a child.

Moreover, he can't even be a good husband, so how can he be a good father.

He didn't want to add another tragedy.

Lu Yanchen remained silent and refused to talk to Sangyou.

Sanju couldn't help it either.

When leaving, he suddenly turned in a different direction and went to find Father Lu.
It was late at night again.

He doesn't like winter, the nights are too long.

The night is long, and it is time for nightmares.

He dreamed of swinging with Xu Xiang in the garden, under the sun, surrounded by greenery, her skirt fluttered with the swing of the swing, and she smiled beautifully.

He dreamed that he was in love with Xu Xiang'ai, they were in perfect harmony and very comfortable.

He carried her to the bathroom to take a bath, and put her in the bathtub. When he turned around and looked back, the water in the bathtub turned red, and Xu Xiang's whole body was submerged in the color of blood, leaving only a strand of black hair on the surface of the blood. float
Lu Yanchen opened his eyes abruptly.

The whole body is hot and sweating.

He trembled his eyes, and the eye sockets were instantly moist, and tears slipped from the corners of his eyes, falling into his ears and temples.

Immediately, he turned over, biting the flesh of his thumb tightly, to prevent his sadness from amplifying wantonly——

How desperate and painful she must have been at that time! ! !

The days passed day by day, and soon it was New Year's Eve.

Lu Yanming went back to Lu's house and had dinner with Father Lu.

Lu Yanming looked at more than a dozen dishes on the table, and after several hesitation, he still spoke:
"Dad ask Chen to come over and have some food?"

Father Lu's hands were frozen in mid-air.

Now that the words have been spoken, Lu Yanming continued: "Achen, he handed over the company and moved back home on his own initiative. This should be an admission to you."

Lu Yanming said a lot of good things, and finally Lu's father said:
"If you don't want to eat, you can go to a table with him."

Lu Yanming: "."

Forget it, let yourself be at odds with both sides, and pretend that he didn't say anything.

After the chopsticks were caught a few times, Father Lu suddenly said, "Are you in your thirties?"

Lu Yanming: "."

There is really no other topic to find during the holidays, is there?

In previous years, he did not escape his grandfather's forced marriage, but this year it was his father's turn to urge him.

Father Lu looked over with a glance: "Ask you something, will you be dumb?"

Lu Yanming lowered his eyes: "After this year, I'm 37."

Lu's father had a straight face, full of seriousness: "You're on the verge of four, and it's still like a joke. Next year, if you don't get married again, go abroad and send your sperm to the hospital. It doesn't matter whether you get married or be an old bachelor for a lifetime." Well, none of my business!"

He got a grandson to come out and hug for a few years, when the time comes he will burp, just have an explanation to the old man underneath.

Lu Yanming: "."

If he had known earlier, he wouldn't have robbed Lu Yanchen of any group.

It doesn't matter if you don't want to see the big picture.

Damn responsibility.

He continues to be his unfilial son, it's better to be a joke in the entertainment circle than to be caught by the family to get a fine-made child, okay? !

in the courtyard.

Under Uncle Qin's persuasion, He Feng finally agreed to go to the table in the small hall for dinner.

Fortunately, Lu Yanchen was indifferent and taciturn by nature, and he didn't even look at him a few more times. On the contrary, it was Uncle Qin who kept bringing him food and asking him to eat more
After eating, Uncle Qin added a few logs to the stove under Xiaoxue, and when the water was hot enough, he scooped out a few scoops, mixed some cold water, and carried it to Lu Yanchen——

Lu Yanchen sat on the bench soaking his feet, staring at the threshold in a daze.

Outside the door, the yellow light bulbs could only illuminate a small piece of land at the door. Uncle Qin got some small fireworks and firecrackers at some point, and gave Hefeng a slender burning wooden branch, and taught him how to play. .
He Feng has never lived the New Year of the North Country, but he has seen fireworks.

This splendor can also be seen on Christmas Day, and there are plenty of goodies in the trash.
Under the light of the fire, Hefeng looked extremely excited and happy.

Suddenly, Uncle Qin walked up to Lu Yanchen and handed him a red envelope——

Lu Yanchen: "."

Before he became an adult, he would symbolically give him a lucky red envelope every year, representing the blessings of the elders to the younger generation.

After becoming an adult, Uncle Qin never gave it again.

On the contrary, in the past ten years, he has given Uncle Qin year-end awards every year, and the number has increased year by year.
Uncle Qin was also a little embarrassed: "New Year, let's have an auspicious omen."

Lu Yanchen: "."

Two people who are about to die, what are you doing for auspiciousness?
Although he didn't get what Uncle Qin wanted, he still accepted it.

"Thank you."

He looked at He Feng who was playing happily outside the door, and asked Uncle Qin: "Shall I send it to him?"

He doesn't understand these etiquette very well.

I usually don't bother to stick to it.

Uncle Qin: "No, I made one for him too."

Lu Yanchen didn't speak any more.

After Uncle Qin left, he took it apart and took a look, 880.

There are zeros and wholes.

He couldn't help laughing.

888, Fa Fa Fa.

Does he still use Gong Xi Fa Cai? !

At around nine o'clock, Sangyou came to sit for a while.

He brought some gifts to Hefeng and some medicine for Uncle Qin.

After sitting for a while, he hurried away.

Uncle Qin sent the man out of the gate and came back, casually said to Lu Yanchen:
"Is this Dr. Sang talking about friends?"

Don't stay with them on New Year's Eve, hurry to watch the New Year with your friends, right?

Lu Yanchen was slightly taken aback, what he said to Uncle Qin, he realized it later.

Lishuo famous mansion.

Sangyou found villa No. 16 and rang the doorbell.

It was a lady who opened the door.

"Excuse me, who are you looking for?"

Sang You smiled: "Hello, Auntie, my name is Sang You, and I am Song Chen's friend."

Song's mother was a little surprised, she had never heard of Song Chen having such a friend, let alone that the other party would come to visit on New Year's Eve.

But still enthusiastically invite Sangyu to come in——

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