Hu Qiang's Decision

Chapter 486 Who Am I?
When that brother Ming arrogantly sat down on the sofa again, raised his legs, and said that he wanted to complain to Hu Qiang, Hu Qiang suddenly had a strong impulse.

He really wanted to walk over with a smile on his face, without saying a word, and punch that pumpkin-like Brother Ming in the face, turning him into a rotten pumpkin.

For this reason, he even subconsciously clenched his fists, tightening the muscles of his whole body.

At the same time, a voice bewitched him, saying that it would be so bad if he hit this bastard, the worst result would be to be expelled from Ten Thousand Beasts, but he has a system, has made a lot of money, and has many advanced skills, so he is afraid of being a bird ?
Come on, fuck him, anyway, System Dad!
A man needs to have a good time, especially if you are a man of systematic rebirth. If you are not happy with your life, what kind of system rebirth is it?
Just when Hu Qiang's bewitched breath began to become short of breath, and he was about to start acting.

He subconsciously glanced to the side, and saw Sha Lele who was full of grievance and discomfort.

Seeing Sha Lele, for some reason, rationality reoccupied the high ground, overturned the bewitching voice, forced Hu Qiang to take a deep breath subconsciously, loosened his fists again, and relaxed his muscles.

At the same time, Hu Qiang miraculously subconsciously put on a professional smile, nodded and bowed to Brother Ming: "Yes, Brother Ming, I understand, since you want to complain, I'll call my leader, please wait a moment back."

After saying this, Hu Qiang gave Sha Lele a wink subconsciously, and then left the lounge with Sha Lele.

When Hu Qiang took Sha Lele out of the lounge with a smile on his face, and closed the door of the lounge, Hu Qiang's smile suddenly disappeared, and he pulled his face down instantly.

"Manager Hu!" Sha Lele looked at Hu Qiang aggrieved and worried, "You..."

"Don't talk!" The stern-faced Hu Qiang waved his hands and said with a frown, "I want to be quiet!"

Speaking of this, Hu Qiang walked aside with a straight face, looked up at the ceiling, and frowned even more tightly.

Not right!Very wrong!

What's wrong here is not that Hu Qiang can endure it, but that the way he endured it is wrong.

Intellectually speaking, Hu Qiang knew that he should endure it, after all, a little intolerance would lead to a big conspiracy, and that was a task of 10 yuan.

But the problem is that Hu Qiang's tolerance this time is because his body precedes his consciousness. Before he has made up his mind, his body responds first, and he subconsciously compromises and tolerates. This is not right.

Facing Brother Ming's unreasonable oppression, Hu Qiang had the urge to beat him up, which was understandable, but the quick compromise later on was not quite right.

Because Hu Qiang remembers clearly that after he tensed his muscles and clenched his fists, he had the urge to go up and beat that brother Ming, but when he saw Sha Lele, his reason just appeared, and he didn't consciously suppress himself At the time, the body had already made a movement like a conditioned reflex, and even smiled and apologized to Brother Ming first.

This is obviously not Hu Qiang's true consciousness.

Even at that moment just now, Hu Qiang had a half-dream and half-awake sleepwalking feeling, that is, he knew what he was doing, but he also knew that this was not an action under his control, as if another self was controlling him.

To sum up, it is a subconscious.

Although this subconscious mind is very fragile, as long as he regains consciousness, he will soon be able to control the body, just like the sober self after waking up from a dream, can completely control the body.

However, the involuntary subconsciousness just now made him feel a familiar strangeness.

In his previous life, Hu Qiang had the experience of sleepwalking. It was a feeling of being half awake, knowing that he was dreaming, knowing that he was sleepwalking, but unable to control himself, as if he could only watch from the sidelines.

That feeling often disappears very quickly, usually because he didn't realize that he was dreaming and sleepwalking at the beginning, but after realizing it, the feeling of realizing sleepwalking was very short, maybe a few seconds later, he woke up with a start. When you wake up, you can regain control of your body.

Facing brother Ming's reprimand just now, Hu Qiang felt that way again.

And after the time travel, he still had a similar feeling, that was when he first came to the emergency department and was forced to work on the headgear project.

At that time, he suddenly received a call and a text message from his mother in this world, and then he started to feel sad and cry involuntarily.

Although the feeling at that time was different from now, it was somewhat similar. It was because my reason conflicted with the instinct of the body, and then the reason could not control the instinct of the body.

Hu Qiang's explanation for this is the residue of consciousness after time travel, but this is just the explanation he thinks.

After I made a psychological suggestion in front of the mirror, indicating that I would bear everything from my previous life and take good care of my mother and daughter in this life and this life, this kind of consciousness could not grasp the feeling of the body, and basically did not appear again.

Hu Qiang thought it was because he had completely mastered his body, and the consciousness of his predecessor had completely disappeared, but now it seems that this is not the case.

The current situation once again made Hu Qiang realize that his previous thinking seemed to be wrong.

If soul transmigration is compared to data copying and transmission, then it is very likely that Hu Qiang's time travel just transferred his own memory from another world to Hu Qiang's mind in this world.

However, human behavior is not completely determined by memory, but is also affected by many other factors, such as different innate sulci of the brain, different brain circuits, different endocrine levels and other realistic factors.

Let’s not talk about brain sulci, let’s talk about testosterone in an endocrine. The higher a person’s innate testosterone secretion, the more aggressive, decisive, irritable, and difficult to compromise, and vice versa. It is easy to be aggressive, the more hesitant, the more gentle, the easier it is to compromise.

Looking at it this way, after my rebirth, my personality has become more and more gentle, and my tolerance is also very high. There are many differences from my previous self. It seems that it is not entirely a matter of age, but also a problem of hormone secretion in the body.

Continuing to analyze carefully, Hu Qiang suddenly discovered a problem that he ignored, that is, his current self, at least in terms of personality, seems to be less and less like his previous self, but more and more like his predecessor in this world, Hu Qiang.

It's just that this kind of personality change is slow and tepid, so it didn't attract Hu Qiang's attention, and he didn't think it was a problem.

It wasn't until that moment just now, when he faced Brother Ming's making things difficult, that he subconsciously suppressed the impulse to resist, and subconsciously compromised, which made Hu Qiangmeng realize that something was wrong.

Because Hu Qiang suddenly thought that what he did just now was completely different from his previous personality.

Although Hu Qiang in his previous life had a bad life, he was not a tolerant master.

If Hu Qiang in his previous life could be as tolerant as he is now, he would not have done so many jobs successively, and many jobs would not last long.

The biggest reason why the work is not long is that Hu Qiang's patience is too low. As long as the work is not going well, it is easy to give up the pick.

Although Hu Qiang always told himself that he was able to resign at will in his previous life because most of his jobs in his previous life were low-income jobs, and there were many similar jobs, so he didn't have to worry about finding a new job, which is completely different from the current situation.

If there is no desire, it is easy to resign, so it is easy for him to resign. If the job income is high and the salary is good, it may be difficult for him to resign easily.

But this is just his casual talk and casual thinking.

After all, in his previous life, he never had the chance to be a stable civil servant or join a Fortune [-] company.

This is like a farmer in ancient times, imagining that the life of the emperor was to use a golden hoe and eat dumplings every day.

In fact, if Hu Qiang thinks about his past life carefully and puts his past life into the current job, it seems, it seems, probably, he would have resigned in a fit of anger.

The reason is very simple. In his previous life, his patience was very low, he couldn't stand it, and he was a bit like Ouyang Murphy... half of his temper.

Hu Qiangmeng discovered that compared with him in his previous life, in addition to inheriting a complete and clear memory of the past life and having more unclear memories of the present life, the current him has different personality, ways of dealing with the world, and ways of thinking. Same.

The gap between the self in the previous life and the self in the present is already so big, they are almost two people, and he has not discovered his problem until now.

So here comes a real question.

Who am I?
Am I Hu Qiang?

Or John Hu?

Or neither?

This is really a problem!

(End of this chapter)