savior epic

Chapter 273 When will I let you see that you are with me?
Jane narrated the life of the blind nun who took care of the sick. The latter was originally a peasant woman who was orphaned in her early years, and her husband died in the forest when she was in her 40s. In the second year, she made a lifelong vow to become a nun.

The blind nun was illiterate and hadn't read much scriptures. She was sent to a leprosy hospital, and unfortunately contracted leprosy. In the end, she recovered, but she was blind in one eye due to the sequelae.

The life of the blind nun can only be described as "lonely" even among the poor nuns.

People can't help but sigh: "Lord above, please look at her mercifully."

Jane’s tone was just a flat narrative.

Vinakana looked at Jane with a sneer on her face.

Her pretty eyes seem to be asking: "'People who are suffering like this are doing good deeds', why, do you want to use this reason to persuade me?"

Jane was also staring at Vinakana's face. She had a lot of experience and could tell what Vinakana was thinking at a glance. After all, the princess was just a child, and she couldn't hide many emotions. Jane just shook her head slightly.

Vinakana was slightly surprised.

Jane looked at the nun who was blind in one eye, and said softly, "Princess, have you ever seen these kind people who are suffering?"

Vinakana thought she was mocking herself, pouted her lips, and said unyieldingly, "I see you now."

Then, the princess saved face and said, "Doesn't the experience of this nun further confirm my question? Why do good people suffer, and why do wicked people enjoy happiness?"

Jane didn't answer, the fire of premonition in her mind suddenly ignited, and her mind became unknowingly firm.

She sensed that the answer was near.

The nun who was blind in one eye carefully scrubbed the patient's face, and the patient fell into a semi-consciousness. His appearance was obviously not from the North, but a Yavin who believed in the King of Our Kings.

Sensing Jane approaching, the nun raised her head, her back was so bent that she could only look up at Jane.

Jane squatted down slightly, pointed at the patient, and said softly to the nun: "Sister, this man is a heretic."

Monks and nuns are all called brothers and sisters.

The nun looked at the semi-conscious patient, and the Yavin groaned. He vaguely heard Jane's words, panicked, and looked at the nun pleadingly.

"This is indeed a heretic."

The nun said kindly.

Jane suddenly showed anger, and asked in a reprimanded voice: "Sister, aren't you afraid of going to hell? That's a heretic!"

Panic flashed across the nun's face, hesitantly, and finally grabbed the rag in her hand.

She pointed to the other people in the workhouse, among whom there were many true believers, and then said in rough language: "There are so many true believers, it is enough for me to go to heaven."

The plain words of the nuns fell into Vinakana's ears.

The princess was startled suddenly.

She didn't know why her nun's words shocked her, she only knew that there was a heavy tremor in her chest.

When Jane heard Mammy's words, her face softened.

The answer is like a layer of veil left, and the answer will be revealed with just a light lift.

"Doesn't your kindness to this heathen come from your longing for the kingdom of heaven? Does it only come from you yourself?"

Even if they are illiterate, the nuns and nuns have been educated in the monastery for a long time.

She clasped her hands together, and then said: "I just heard people say: 'Although there are many who want to go to the kingdom of heaven, there are very few lovers.'"

When Venakana heard this scripture, the princess opened her lips, trying to say something, but finally closed her mouth.

Jane stood up slowly, and the nun looked at the sister inwardly, she didn't know why Jane asked her these things.

Lying on the maid's back, Vinakana watched Jane walking step by step.

For some reason, Vinakana showed a little timidity in her heart, but she still stiffened her neck.

"What exactly are you trying to say?"

Jane just said: "Princess, what I want to say, haven't you already seen it?"

People do good deeds from their original heart, and people do evil from their original heart.

Vinakana's eyes widened.

After a long time, she asked, "Are you trying to say that doing good deeds comes from the heart? That still doesn't answer my question!"

Jane raised her hands, and the icon hung quietly around her neck.

She shook her head slowly, and then said, "It's not just that, princess."

Jane first took a deep breath, then held it, looking straight at Vinakana.

[Why are there often good and righteous people who not only do not receive rewards in this world, but instead suffer from hardships and tortures in this world, and what is more, they die in pain in the end? 】

That question is difficult to answer because we don't know what God is thinking.

But, Jane thought, as human beings with our feet on the ground, we can know what we're thinking.

The sufferings of the good and the righteous are not rare, but the blessings of the wicked and the wicked are not rare.
The pain of the good and the righteous has caused Vinakana to criticize and question God. Her words can teach many people to shake their faith, and they can also make people scold her for being blasphemous.

However, at this moment, Jane thought of the answer.

"People's good deeds come from their original heart, and their evil deeds also come from their original heart.

Does that mean that doing good and doing evil has nothing to do with God? "

Jane stared at Vinakana and asked quickly.

Vinakana heard it in her ears, and her own thoughts were exactly the same. She opened her mouth and was about to affirm.

However, Jane interrupted her first.

"No, the answer is absolutely not."

"However, since it is relevant,"

Wanting to speak but was interrupted, Vinakana became a little annoyed and asked:
"If you think it's relevant, why doesn't the Lord reward those who do good, and why doesn't the Lord punish those who do evil?!"

Jane took another step forward, and Vinakana stared at her closely, but was surprised by the serenity in the latter's eyes.

"Yeah, why?

Watching the good people suffer and the wicked enjoying the blessings, but there are few miracles, you must think that the Lord is ruthless. "

Vinakana nodded decisively.

"But, have you thought about it carefully?"

"Thinking about what?"

"God can do it, or God can't do it." Jane said softly.

Vinakana was taken aback, her heart beat faster, she found something in the dark, but she couldn't catch it.

"Why 'God can do, God can not do?'"

Jane asked one after another:

"Why do you say: 'The emperor's belongs to the emperor, and the gods belong to the gods?'"

After a while, Vinakana reluctantly shook her head.

"Because the faces of the world are shaped according to the faces of the gods, and human reason comes from the divinity of the Lord."

"These are theological foundations, I know," Vinakana said.

Jane looked at her, and then said:
"The Lord loves us, whether it's you or me, true believer or heathen."

"But, if you love the Lord, why don't you love others? Aren't they equally loved by the Lord?"

"When we do good and follow righteousness, we are loving others and loving the Lord.

Just because we love the Lord, we cannot shirk our love for others! "

Hearing this, Vinakana's heart suddenly stagnated.

What did she feel.
No one can stop the torrential flood,
It was as if a force that could not be ignored was about to emerge from Jane's heart.

"Because of this, doing good and following righteousness is not a kind of grace, but an obligation to God!"

Vinakana was taken aback by the answer.

Why are good people not necessarily rewarded, and why are wicked people not necessarily punished?

This is very puzzling, very puzzling.

And in Jane's narrative,
Doing good deeds is no longer just a kind of charity or sympathy, but an obligation you should fulfill, a responsibility you shoulder.

"Why is it 'it is harder for a wicked person to be saved than a good person.'? Because doing good and doing righteousness is not a right that only individuals can enjoy, but an obligation that everyone should have. Even a wicked person, as long as he can fulfill the obligation of doing good and doing righteousness , he will also be able to wash away his sins and go to the kingdom of heaven."

Vinakana listened to Jane's story in a daze. Her answer was not perfect, but the princess had no way to argue at this time.

"Because that is an obligation we cannot shirk, and because it is a responsibility we must shoulder. This is why: God can do it, and God can not do it."

Jane's words were plain but full of vitality.

Vinakana's fingertips trembled, fulfilling the obligation of doing good and shouldering the responsibility of righteousness, which is what a true believer should do.

But if you miss doing good and doing righteousness, you will miss the gate of the kingdom of heaven.

Vinakana looked at Jane in disbelief, and she felt a little stunned.

She was thinking, a person's thinking is cultivated for a long time, she has already embarked on the road of unbelief, how can she turn back easily?

Suddenly, another question popped out of Venakana's mouth.

"Why do we have obligations to God?"

Jane listened in her ears, the force that could not be ignored entrenched in her heart still had power, and she clenched her hands.

"Princess, let me ask you, why do you say: 'The emperor belongs to the emperor, and the gods belong to the gods'?"

Venakana listened, and then said: "What's the reason for this? There can be thousands of explanations for a scripture."

Jane asked her softly: "would you like to hear my explanation?"

Vinakana hesitated for a moment, then nodded slightly.

Jane took a deep breath, and gently held the icon around her neck, as if gaining strength from somewhere.

"Knights have obligations to their lords, don't they?"

"Yes." Vinakana nodded slowly.

"In the Deschanel Empire, don't those noble lords also have obligations to the emperor?"

"Yes." Vinakana couldn't find a place to refute.

"Since we have obligations to the emperor, why don't we have obligations to the Lord in heaven?"

Jane paused, and said slowly:
"That's why it is said: 'The emperor's belongs to the emperor, and the gods belong to the gods'."

After a little thought, Vinakana's fingertips trembled slightly.

Since there is an obligation to the emperor who rules the world,

Are we not, then, obligated to the One who gave man reason and created heaven and hell?

We are true believers, believers in the world,
It is by faith that we owe our obligations to the Lord.

And this obligation is to do good and follow righteousness, which cannot be shirked by everyone.

Because doing good and following righteousness is an obligation, God can do it or not.

And the grace of the Lord is already enough.

At noon, Vinakana and Jane returned to the palace.

Along the way, Vinakana remained silent, with her head lowered, hanging on the maid's shoulder.

Although unwilling to admit it, Vinakana was still defeated.

Vinakana felt discouraged and despondent.

She was tortured by the family's curse, and the whole family was about to face extinction.

However, from Jane's answer, Vinakana couldn't find a reason why God should save her.

Because God can do it, and God can not do it.

Under the bright sun, Jane clasped her hands together, chanted scriptures while walking, and thanked the Lord for his blessing, allowing her to defeat Vinakana on this issue.

Vinakana's mood was restless and powerless. On the way back from the workhouse and the nursery, the princess had been racking her brains to think about how to argue. At this time, many thoughts popped into her head belatedly.

If I had answered like that at the time, Jane would have been at a loss.

If I had asked then, I would have certainly confused Jane's logic.

Ideas like these popped up in Vinakana's brain endlessly.

She knew that Jane's answer was not perfect, but at that time, she couldn't find any words to refute it.

Right now, Vinakana is thinking wildly, and even she herself clearly realizes that she is just thinking wildly, those fleeting thoughts, once asked, will be ruthlessly refuted by Jane who is in the limelight.

Although knowing that it would be difficult for him to overthrow Jane's remarks, Vinakana did not fully accept Jane's answer.

There is no doubt that Jane answered her question, but just one question cannot shake Vinakana's current unbelief.

Vinakana still thinks the Lord is ruthless.

She believed that the Lord did not love the world.

It's just that I haven't found evidence yet, and I don't have enough perfect ideas for the time being.

Venakana stared at Jane, and said silently in her heart: I will study theology with you, and wait for me to overturn everything in the future.

She made childish rhetoric in her heart that she should have at this age.

In any case, Vinakana was determined to study theology further, just to find unbelief in it.

Above the Sea of ​​Thousand Pillars of Clouds,

God looked at the young princess and couldn't help laughing.

Jane's answer to Vinakana aroused the withdrawn princess's ambition and dragged her back from the trap of her sinking fate.

Isaiah.

Chen Yi pondered in her mind.

He looked at the direction of Vinakana's line of fate, and knew that she was about to be in theology and gradually comprehend the old saying "fate".

And the speed of her comprehension will be beyond the reach of countless people.

Because in the future, Vinakana will go through everything and realize the truth of the world.

At that time, I will also know why the "Lord of Destiny" treats Vinakana like this.

Chen Yi saw Vinakana being carried by the maid and gradually walking back to the resplendent palace.

In the blink of an eye, he saw Vinakana falling into a deep sleep unwillingly, and his thoughts gradually calmed down.

It can be said that God watched her grow up and poured many hopes into her.He loves this child.

Looking at Vinakana's sleeping face and his brows still tightened in sleep, God felt peace in his heart.

God can't help thinking,

When,
To let you see that you are with me?

(End of this chapter)