savior epic

Chapter 344 Because He Loved Me First
The dragon's breath that annihilates life is approaching step by step.

The fate of death came to Venakana.

When a person talks to himself, he only hears his own voice.

Vinakana's thoughts were jumbled, and she listened to the tangled voices in her head.

She was once on the island of despair, when her legs were occupied by dead souls, she prayed day and night, asking the Lord for mercy and help, so as to teach her to escape from despair.

The Lord did not promise her.

"That's it... I was disappointed and forsook Him."

Vinakana whispered to herself.

Sensitive, hopeless, suspicious...

I suspect that I am about to fall into the abyss. The Lord in my mother’s mouth has never cared for me, and I ignore the suffering I have suffered. I have thought about death, but I have to live with a resentment that doubts and even hates the Lord. It’s the feeling of living like this , is a torture.

When Jane came and told herself that "God can do it or not", it seemed that for a while, I couldn't find any reason to be saved.

The Lord is so cruel.

He was so cruel, so heartless.

Vinakana feels that she has never seen the grace of God. Others tell that the grace is in the scriptures, in the sacrament of the mass, and in the prayers day and night. nothing.

Not believing in the Lord, abandoning the Lord, and hating the Lord, such sins, in the mouths of the stubborn teachers, should have died hundreds of times.

And the Destiny Order found itself at that time.

With their secret techniques, they allowed themselves to see living grace, and their legs regained consciousness.They tell themselves another kind of god, that kind of god is exactly what the god in their minds should look like.

But I forgot that tangible grace is often bewitching.

As a result, he almost fell into an even more desperate abyss.

The dragon's breath approached coldly, shattering the surrounding stone walls layer by layer. Time couldn't be slower, and Vinakana had no possibility of escaping.

Vinakana's heart was tense and she couldn't let it go.

Vinakana knows her own selfishness and her indifference to her surroundings, which has been cultivated since she was a child, and it is a poor eggshell against despair.

I have never thought of changing, and I don't need to change.

In the beginning, it was an expression of self-hating the Lord.

And at this very moment, it is proof that the Lord has forgiven Himself.

"Because He forgives me and endures me, there is no need for me to change."

Vinakana crooned again.

The princess's heart trembled slightly, and she couldn't catch what she noticed.

The giant frost dragon Sodora was still whistling, and the turbulent dragon's breath poured out, each time becoming more intense.

"Lord, why do you have to forgive me?"

Vinakana lifted her cheeks slightly, her eyes fell on the dark sky.

When facing the bewitchment of the Fate Order, he touched the truth of the world.

He did not stop Himself, when He could have burned the ladder to earthly truth.

"why?"

……

Vinakana remembered.

My fear of fate makes me mistakenly think that if I touch the truth of the world, I can escape from fate.

Once so, so it will happen.

I don't know anything about my destiny!
But he knew that when he was in deep confusion, he knew himself.

He knows what he is willing to do and what he is not willing to do, and his miracles are restrained and hidden.

Just as Jane said, He didn't reach out to catch him until he fell off the cliff.

.........

The dragon's breath rolled, and the faint blue beam of light overflowed with an aura of destruction. The corners of Vinakana's eyes were sore, it was not the soreness of fear.

"But why don't you tell me yourself?"

Why let me comprehend it myself instead of showing everything before my eyes?
Vinakana didn't understand.

She faced this problem repeatedly, and was helpless against the high wall of incomprehension.

Why don't you come closer to me?

The question that has been asked for a long time is once again placed before Venakana's eyes.

Suffering, puzzlement, mourning... all kinds of emotions came up.

Even now, when death is approaching, He is not any closer to himself...

"But you are clearly not cruel, nor ruthless..."

"Am I wrong? Or... you left me?"

You are disappointed in me, no longer look after me, no longer love me...

Vinakana feels more alone than ever.

She will be afraid, she will panic.

Humanity fluctuates in the soul, and it seems that it will disappear with the arrival of death at any time.

Vinakana slowly closed her eyelids, the corners of her eyes were no longer sore because tears welled up.

……

"But you said...until the end of the world, you will be with me..."

Vinakana mourned, and she couldn't help raising her hand.

Before she knew it, she touched the fragment of the original book of truth in her arms.

Her tears suddenly stopped...

"When a man talks to himself, he only hears his own voice..."

The words echoed in her mind.

It was as if, deep down, there was another Vinakana whispering to her.

"We're all used to talking to ourselves, Vinakana."

Another Vina Kana seemed to be in the depths of her heart, whispering to her the truth that she knew long ago but hadn't noticed,

"He speaks to you through other people, so you feel that He is far away from you?"

"Otherwise why is this so? Is this wrong?"

She couldn't help asking back.

"But have you ever thought that you are listening to your voice, you are listening to your talk?"

"What are you going to say? Do you want to say that because I only heard my own voice, I ignored His revelation? But I searched everything around me, but I couldn't find His voice!"

Vinakana's emotions flared up, questioning her alter ego.

Immediately afterwards, Vinakana seemed to have seen a hallucination. In her hazy eyes, another figure of herself seemed to appear, and the latter gently supported her face.

"No, that's not the case. He is always using others. Do you think he is far away from you..."

She speaks the truth softly,
"But His fate has been grafted to you, and your voice is His voice!"

Vinakana was stunned.

A feeling of Muran looking back surged from the bottom of my heart.

"He is always using others, not because the Lord doesn't love you, but because He wants you to see that He is with you."

The Lord's love is poured on you, the Lord's thoughts are poured on you, and the Lord's voice is already in your heart.

Vinakana's fingers trembled violently, and she felt a trance.

"You think you are in jail, you think you are facing a high wall, but in fact you have no shackles."

"Do you think God is not with you?"

The other self asked softly.

Vinakana listened, and she raised her hands, big tears streaming down her face.

"Vinakana, He is with you,"

"There's not a moment when I'm not with you."

"As He loves, and never fails to love."

Vinakana felt a radiance in her soul.

That light will light all the way to death.

God can do it, and God can not do it.

This does not mean that the Lord is cruel, but that love does not consist in rewards and punishments.

Love is forgiveness and patience. The Lord does not reward you or punish you, because He loves you forever and will never leave you. His love will never change.

Venakana faced the rushing dragon's breath, annihilating everything in its path.

Tears welled up in her eyes, she raised her hand, moved it slowly, and performed the ring ceremony of Mass.

"If I die in this fate, I shall die,"

Because God is with me until the end of the world.

I was once defeated by my demons, just because I never knew...

Now Vina Kana looks back...

What I had been taking for granted turned out to be the best proof that the Lord was with me.

He loved me first.

So I love, and there hasn't been a moment when I haven't loved it.

……

At this moment, in her soul, a trace of the supreme and holy appeared quietly.

The frost giant dragon Sodora's roar has not subsided, even if the dragon's breath is enough to tear the land in this area into two pieces and split a high mountain.

This giant dragon was already mad, its wounds burst open due to the ferocious dragon roar, and the pain stimulated its nerves, making Sodora even more mad and resentful, it poured out the last dragon language of its life, and even wanted to tear the sky apart crack.

Vinakana faced the menacing dragon's breath head-on.

She still held the holy sword Sophia in her hand.

Tears were still hanging on Vinakana's cheeks, and she suddenly noticed that the last layer of stone coat was slowly peeling off the body of the holy sword Sophia.

Vinakana struggles to contain her differences.

In the next second, she saw the supreme and holy in her soul.

Before you know it,
She broke through the bottleneck of the old saying "destiny".

When Vinakana's mind fell, she knew why.

"The ancient scroll of destiny was forged by the Lord."

And long ago, I had already noticed the comprehension of the old saying "fate", the deeds of Moreland, the lingering questions in my heart... everything was entangled and connected.

Vinakana's eyes were no longer confused, and she gripped the hilt of the holy sword Sofia tightly.

The stone coat of the holy sword Sophia completely fell off, revealing a silver-white sword body as bright as a bright moon.

That sharp edge reflects an incomparable sacred light.

The bright brilliance is supernatural and refined, completely different from the previous silver light.

Instead of saying this, it would be better to say that the previous silver light was just the faint refraction of dusty pearls and jade under the brilliance, while the current brilliance is just the brilliance itself.

The intensified dragon's breath carried endless darkness, trying to engulf everything in the madness of the frost dragon.

Vinakana gently raised the holy sword Sophia.

Although her movements were slow, she didn't feel like she was frozen.

Vinakana has already surpassed this dragon's breath.

The brilliance emitted by the holy sword Sophia is otherworldly and refined, and this brilliance is essentially derived from her supremacy and holiness, just like sunlight to the sun itself.

Vinakana slashed from top to bottom, not lightly but not hard.

Before the huge dragon's breath touched the sword light, it separated into two halves by itself.

At that moment, the dragon language poured out by the frost dragon Sodora seemed to be alive, and it learned to fear and escape.

However it doesn't help.

Under the might of the sword light, the faint blue dragon's breath was suddenly crushed into nothingness.

It was as if a storm had crashed into a fire, extinguishing all the flames that had been fierce.

Sodora, who was extremely insane, didn't realize that his death was approaching.

It was immersed in the rage under the pain and torture, and the dragon's mouth was still open.

Until Sodora's remnant body was cut in half.

The huge body fell to the sides like a collapsing hill.

The eyes of the frost giant dragon Sodora still maintained an angry and frenzied expression, but its dragon tail was already caught in the twitch of despair after death.

Everything in the world returned to peace.

Vinakana gently put down the holy sword she was holding and put it on the ground slightly. She couldn't help but think of Jane.

She opened her mouth, but couldn't utter a word.

In the end, Vinakana had to lower his lower eyelids and clutch the icon around his neck.

thump.

the bell...

The bell of the Great Temple suddenly rang through the entire sky at this moment.

The sound of the bell seemed to be an omen for the entire Kingdom of God.

Vinakana turned her head, and the grand and solemn bell came from behind her.

At this moment, the altar that originally held the first broken page of the Yang Book was slowly separated from its center.

There was a stiff cracking sound, and dust was flying around as the altar was separated.

Vinakana took two steps back, and the altar opened a huge hole. Then, the hexagonal abutment slowly rose from the bottom, and after several changes, a triple door finally appeared.

The triple door is covered with dazzling light.

This is what Jane saw in her dream, and there is a bright road ahead.

Vinakana realized that it led to the corpse of Morlan the Godwalker.

She no longer hesitated, stretched out her hand, and walked slowly into the triple door.

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The dazzling light covered Vinakana's eyes when she passed through the triple door, and when she walked fully inside, she saw the white floor tiles.

The floor tiles were polished from keel bones, and after thousands of years, they still faintly exude the threat of a giant dragon.

The pure white space in front of him is very spacious and almost empty, except for the white sarcophagus in the center.

Vinakana stepped forward.

Inscribed on the sarcophagus is:
[I believe that He is the Lord who loves people, and that is the God I choose. 】

Vinakana made a ring salute, then raised her hands and pressed them on the sarcophagus.

The princess slowly pushed the heavy coffin lid away little by little.

The coffin lid fell to the ground and collided with the floor tiles, but there was no sound.

In the sarcophagus, a man was lying in it, his expression was calm, his soul had already been annihilated, leaving only his body to sleep here forever.

Vinakana looked at the first generation of the family—Godwalker Morlan.

In the temple, the statue of Morlan, the god of the world, is not exactly the same as the statue in front of him at this moment, and there are deviations in many details.

In the hands of Morlan's corpse, an old parchment scroll was tightly held.

Vinakana twisted it up carefully, and then slowly spread it out in front of her eyes.

After a while, she understood the method of inheriting the blood of the gods.

Next to the head of Morelan's corpse, there was a long and simple box in full bloom.

Vinakana knew what was in it just by looking at it.

What the believers of Soheer sent said, are blank pages.

After Vinakana picked it up, he didn't open it, but put it away first.

Because behind her...

An invisible gate opened at an unknown time, inside thousands of stone pillars stood above the sea of ​​clouds.

(End of this chapter)