Can Rebirth be withdrawn?

Chapter 53 Su Qin'er (21)

Gao Chushan's dark eyes were full of gentle light: "I wrote you a total of 17 letters home, and in each letter, I put a red bean."

The black air surrounding Su Qin'er disappeared in an instant. She stared at him fixedly, and asked with trembling lips after a while, "You... how do you know this?"

The jar of wine under the peach blossom tree was brewed by herself on a good afternoon in spring, and he dug a hole under the scorching sun to bury it. Even her father didn't know about it.

What he said were secrets that only she and he knew.

Gao Chushan didn't answer her, his dark eyes were full of affection, so thick that it couldn't be melted: "The last letter I wrote to you from home is only ten words. When I was named on the gold list, it was a wedding night in the bridal chamber."

"Qin'er, I always remember the promise I made to you. I never betrayed you. I will miss you until I die."

Gao Chushan's expression became a little sad: "I died one night at the end of spring two years ago."

Su Qin'er opened her mouth, her eyes were full of confusion.

what did he say?
He said he died one night in late spring two years ago?
Isn't it not long after she received the last letter home from him?

Then when she entered the capital, who was that Gao Chushan she met?

Some minor details that had been ignored by her and justified in the past flashed in her mind again.

No wonder that Gao Chushan in Kyoto always gave her a strange feeling. No wonder Gao Chushan, who never liked spicy food, became so addicted to spicy food after being separated from her for just a year and a half. It turned out that her initial instinct was right. , that's not her Gao Lang, and it's not that she's sensitive...

Su Qin'er never thought that the truth of the matter would be like this. Not only did she hate the wrong person, she also ended up in such a tragic end for an irrelevant man: "How could it be like this, how could it be like this..."

As she muttered, she thought of all the experiences she had experienced after her death. She couldn't hold back anymore, and raised her hands to cover her face and cried bitterly: "I killed a lot of people. I didn't expect to kill so many people at first. Damn, I just wanted to get revenge on those people that night, they refused to let me go, they always wanted to put me to death, that's why I started killing, I don't know what happened to me, I see people kill……"

"I didn't get sick. The eldest son of the Chen family didn't die because of me. I remember those people that night very clearly. Without him, without him..."

"Gao Lang, I did something wrong, but at the beginning, I really didn't think wrong, it was that they didn't believe me, they were all forcing me..."

As Su Qin'er was talking, she lowered her head, like a child who made a mistake, and couldn't continue speaking.

It seems that no matter how you explain it, it seems to be sophistry.

No matter how wronged she was at the beginning, it is a fact that she killed innocent people indiscriminately.

Gao Chushan is such a clean and kind person, he must blame her.

Gao Chushan said softly, "I believe in you."

Su Qin'er trembled all over, and raised her head in disbelief.

Gao Chushan met her gaze, "Not only do I believe in you, they also believe in you."

Under the guidance of Gao Chushan, Su Qin'er looked at Zhong Shaoyu and others standing beside her.

Gao Chushan: "If you don't believe me, ask them."

Zhong Shaoyu took out the statement written by Master Chen from his arms, "This can be a testimony."

Su Qin'er was illiterate at first, but after being with Gao Chushan for a long time, she was able to read some words. Master Chen's confession was written in great detail. It was densely packed on a large sheet of paper. She didn't read it word by word, but picked up some words in the middle After confirming that Mr. Chen returned her innocence, he turned to look at Gao Chushan: "Gao Lang, if you are still alive, would you have married me now?"

Gao Chushan: "I will only marry you."

Su Qin'er smiled as if her wish had come true.

The world treats her unfairly, but it always gives her good things.

The young man she desperately rescued back home on a snowy night that year, promised her her whole life and never betrayed her.

The first good, good to the end, that's enough.

It's a pity that she turned into a vengeful spirit and killed innocent people indiscriminately, fearing that she would have no afterlife.

Su Qin'er smiled, with sadness in her eyes: "Gao Lang, in the next life you must find a woman who is better than me."

"You must marry her early, and you must let her give you two children, preferably a boy and a girl..." Su Qin'er lowered her eyes slowly, hiding the tears in her eyes, She tried her best to curl the corners of her lips to make herself smile, but there was still a line of tears falling down: "Gao Lang, I was just joking with you, forget about me."

Gao Chushan was silent, and the hand hanging by his side slowly clenched into a fist.

"After all, we are destined to have nothing to do with each other, but it is enough to meet you once in this life." Su Qin'er raised her head, looked at the cold stone cave, forced back her tears, and closed her eyes contentedly. He closed his eyes: "I don't regret the path I chose, just like at that time, I went to the government office to plead guilty without hesitation, and if I do it all over again, I will still go."

Once the resentment of the resentful spirit is resolved, the resentful spirit will turn into a wisp of smoke and disappear completely in this world.

Gao Chushan looked at the person who was about to disappear forever in this world with red eyes, and took a sudden step forward, "Qin'er, I didn't come to say goodbye to you..."

As he finished speaking, he and her were surrounded by dazzling white light.

"Go to reincarnation."

"You must be happy in the next life."

The white light dissipated quickly, and what fell before everyone's eyes was Gao Chushan's soul that dissipated instantly like a wisp of green smoke, and where he dissipated, a small crystal clear complete soul appeared in midair.

That was Su Qin'er's soul.

She hovered in the open space for a while, just like after death, her soul went where it should go.

I'm not here to say goodbye to you, I'm trading my next life for yours.

PS: The first dungeon is over, hahaha!I am very satisfied!

(End of this chapter)